
Mutia squirmed in the morning and there was pain in her vitals she grimaced with pain. "Stupid, why do we have to repeat it again."
Mutia curses herself, avoids rape instead sleeps with a man she does not know, she tries to remember yesterday and is reminded of her papa.
Will his father catch him? The question made Mutia immediately rise up and had to flee. yesterday there was a man sleeping with her but not irwan, whether the man beside her was the same man who had just left yesterday. However, as Mutia recalled the man yesterday was not tattooed like the man who was on his back at the moment. The wing tattoo on the arm, who is he?
Slowly Mutia got out of bed, though still dizzy from the alcohol, put on her clothes without making a sound and quickly left the room without knowing who the man she had slept with was. Mutia walked with wide steps leaving the hotel, she saw the clock on the wall.
"Yesterday, at the same hour. Papah was catching me with another man. Now that I'm here, then where is papah now? Is he in this hotel too? Don't tell me Papah's in Irwan's room."
Mutia got into a taxi and rushed home, her cell phone suddenly rang making her heart almost break when she saw her papa calling.
"Yes, Pah?"
"Where are you, baby?"
Mutia mustn't be mispronounced or papah will know Mutia has just returned from the hotel.
"Mutia wants to go to Papah's house to get the left behind, last night Muti went back to boarding."
"Oh, okay. I wait at home."
Ais, Mutia wrongly guessed that Hendra was at home, while the clothes he was wearing were clothes last night. Mutia could be caught lying.
"Sir, put me down in front, yeah."
Mutia would go to the R-logo building to buy a stel of clothes and wear it, so that Hendra would not suspect him if Mutia did not come home last night.
After almost an hour of searching for clothes in the shopping center, Mutia returned to use another taxi and immediately returned home. Her heart thumping worried that yesterday's incident had happened again, Mutia had to see her papa get into the hospital because of it.
Looks like both of his parents just came back, out of nowhere. Mutia paid for the taxi when it stopped in front of the house and rushed over.
"Father." Mutia hugged Hendra tightly. He was happy that his father was fine. "Where is it from?"
Hendra glanced in annoyance at Devi. "No, there was an urgent need. Last night you really went home to a boarding house, didn't you?"
"Yes, if you don't believe me, just ask my friend." Mutia assured her papa.
Hendra smelled alcohol from his daughter's mouth. "You drank all night?"
"Yes, Pah. I'm sorry, Pah, Mutia misidentified the drink at last night's party. So Mutia came home soon because Mutia was drunk."
"Other times you can't drink, it's not good. Are you a girl."
"Ready, Pah." Mutia placed her hand on the tip of the head as she paid her respects to the commander.
Hendra smiled and went into the house with still a riled face, Mutia guessed that the papa was looking for her at the hotel.
"Where are you from?" Devi pulled strong Mutia's arm.
"Fuck you." Devi was very upset.
Mutia chuckled small. "You guys failed to make money, huh? Cassian." Mutia rushed into her house.
Mutia recalled the incident yesterday, she should have skipped work today because her papa was in the hospital, Mutia was grateful that now her papa is in good condition.
After a little believing in Hendra, Mutia immediately resigned to work, Hendra also looks fine.
It's all Maria and Devi, they're both really the real stepmother and half-sister. Mutia feels her life is akin to an ash-upik girl who has a cruel stepmother and step-sister, but she has no fairy godmother who will take her to a party to meet the prince.
A female section chief of the Mutia team approached her with a sour face, she was annoyed yesterday Mutia, Lala and Dirga made a fuss in the office after the hair pulling scene, even Mutia had to leave the company without saying goodbye.
"Lake in!" His orders when he saw Mutia had just entered the room, behind him were already running Lala and Dirga. Everyone looked towards him.
"Do you know the rules of this company?"
They were just silent, being angered like this made Mutia embarrassed like a schoolboy being punished by a teacher.
"Java!" The woman named Rosa was already inflamed from irritation.
"I know, Mom." Mutia opened her voice first.
"Then? What did you guys make noise yesterday?"
"Sorry, Mom. But, the two of them who have a relationship, Lala just misunderstood so he was jealous, so he vented his anger yesterday."
Mutia who had been silent all of a sudden just dared to talk, actually her heart was pounding with fear, she was determined not to stay still or her life would be like yesterday always oppressed.
Lala and Dirga looked at each other, they did not believe in Mutia's rapid change. Even Lala thought that she was pulling Mutia's hair so tightly that her brain shifted so that the nerves of her courage came out.
"What right?" Now Rosa looked at Dirga and Lala.
"No, Ma. We're just close friends." Lala had to lie to protect her job. Made Dirga open her eyes wide.
Rosa gave warning letters to the three employees, if it was proven that anyone had a relationship forced them to take decisions that had been set by the company, fired or moved to another branch.
"You're too much, Lala." Pissed Dirga.
"Sorry, sweetheart. You still need a job, right? If I might just be moved to another part, but if you how," said Lala while embracing Dirga's body. Lala has connections at the company because her uncle works in marketing.
***
Mutia returned to her boarding house, she looked at the mirror that should have been broken as a result of her fists firmly, Mutia raised her hand and rubbed the wrist where there should have been an incision there. Mutia should have ended her life tonight after knowing her papa did not accept it, Mutia did not want to do that again very painful, where little by little the body can no longer be moved, can no longer be moved, like numbness and breath as if rising from the bottom to run out in the esophagus.
"Why am I so stupid" Mutia said as she looked at her face in the mirror.
Mutia did not want to linger in her dorm because she always saw her death, she should go home soon because it was time for dinner.