The Pledge of Love The Hafizh Qur'An
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Faqih's body was completely limp. He waited anxiously outside the operation room. It was already walking there when the plank light above the door was already on.

'I'm guilty, I'm too selfish. O Allah forgive your servant who cannot take good care of my wife.' Faqih sat with a position leaning his body forward with two hands supporting each other in front.

A feeling that was completely shattered, a failure he never thought would happen.

'what happiness did I give to Noah? Nothing, there I just made him depressed.' The thoughts filled with guilt made Faqih unceasingly shed tears.

"Sorry." Call Farhat. Making Faqih immediately turned his head slowly.

"I'm sorry, I have to go home. And maybe I'll go back to Tafiz's house for a second." Farhat. Faqih also looked down.

"I have to how?" Gumam Faqih. While Farhat was still silent, his intention to move on was unsettled. It seemed Faqih wanted to express his heart to Farhat. Faqih is indeed three years younger than Farhat, which is probably what makes Farhat much more mature than Faqih. "I took Nuha out of her house, broke her dream, and tried to work as hard as possible to make her proud to have a husband like me. Who can protect him with my own abilities. But reality? I'm making him like this." Reciprocity. Farhat patted Faqih's shoulder slowly.

"You're a good husband. I believe that." Farhat tried to calm down.

"No. If only I hadn't married her, Noah would have lived his days blissfully. Not like now."

"Is it really like that?" Ask Farhat.

"Emm."

"Are you desperate now?" Ask Farhat again. Faqih also turned his head and lowered his head slowly while shaking his head.

"Not desperate, just regretting what has been passed. As if everything was in vain, my Noah was not as happy as he was when he was not my wife" Faqih replied.

"What's that like you think? I thought you were a Faqih Al Malik, a strict man of strong faith. Turns out....? You're not much different from those who are laymen." Farhat.

"I'm just a normal human being. I can be broken and feel like a failure, right?" Answer Faqih.

Farhat sighed for a moment.

"You are right, but you need to remember that a strong believer is better and more beloved by God than a weak believer. However, both have their goodness. Be passionate about things that benefit you. Ask God for help, do not be weak." Farhat reminded. Faqih closed his mouth and he cried again.

"I'm a weak man, brother." Faqih suddenly mentioned kak to Farhat because it was the age of Farhat who was older than him. Farhat's right hand coiled around Faqih's shoulder rubbed gently.

"Qadarullah A's'... All God's destiny."

"Hiks." The more weeping Faqih when he heard those words.

"A'a, I'm just reminding you not of patronizing intent, rereading the hadith I remember for you about this? If you are struck by a calamity, then do not say: 'If I had done so and so.' But you must say: 'Qodarullah wa maa-shaa-a fa'ala.' Everything He wanted must have happened. For the word if it could open the door of Satan. You believe it's God's destiny, right? Then why are you blaming yourself. Where's your faith A'? Hasn't that been clearly stated in the Hadith, have you forgotten?"

"Astagfirullah al'azim... Astagfirullah al'azim." Faqih's body was shaking even more violently. Farhat brought the body closer, hugged it.

"Propat Faqih. And after this try to get better. Love and protect him. Just like your ribs are close to your heart. Make him comfortable next to you."

"Astagfirullah... Oh, my God." Still A'a spilled everything in Farhat's arms, until a few minutes until he could let go of his embrace because it was calmer now.

"Patience, I believe in you. You're a strong man." Farhat was still trying to calm down. It was as if opening the door of Faqih's heart that had been thinking badly of Farhat. Until the bad taste at once embarrassed.

"Sorry." Mumbled wailing. Farhat's forehead wrinkled. "I'm sorry I've positioned myself as one of the people I fear the most."

"meaning?"

"My wife, I'm scared... If you still like it." Answer Faqih. Farhat smiled and he touched Faqih's shoulder slowly.

"I still admire the Ustadzah of Noah to this day." Farhat replied, Farhat's words made Faqih look quickly. "It's humane right? Because it's a feeling we really can't deny its presence. And I couldn't be sure when the awe lay in my heart. But like a man who still has faith, I just try to bury it all. She has a husband somehow." Connect Farhat. While Faqih looked down again.

"Jealousy is proof you love her. But are you sure your wife will be comfortable with that? Do not hold too much of something that will actually make him want to be separated from you. You can be her paradise she no longer misses if you keep going like this." Farhat.

"I have to how? I love Noah very much. I'm afraid of you guys? Aaah, forget it."

"I get. Do I need to get out of Tafiz's house?" Ask Farhat.

"Don't...! Please don't."

"This is the best way, right?"

"You know the kids prefer to be taught by you. Please don't leave Tafiz's house. Please forgive me, I believe you're a man of faith. Even more above me... I should have believed that. And my wife's loyalty, too." Faqih pleaded. Farhat smiled, the nature of Farhat is indeed a little closer to Ustadz Irsyad, if you want to know.

"Yes." Yeah." Honestly answer.

"Thank you Ustadz Farhat." Faqih smile.

"Together." The two hugged each other for a moment. A little relief in Faqih's heart, when the guilt had been partially removed. Now he believed, his fear was completely unreasonable.

Until finally Farhat was saying goodbye, because the time was also getting closer in the afternoon.

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Note:

Jealousy and disbelief in a partner is common. As in the time of Rosulullah Saw, Aisha heard from the Quraysh with one of her companions. Though it did not happen like that, the name of his friend was Shafwan bin Al-Mu’thal.

He was in charge of checking the items left behind when Rosulullah and other friends were touring (take good language only.) So the prophet's custom when he wanted to travel with his soldiers and friends, he would vote for which wife he would take with him to go. (That was never invited by her husband to go love this story, hahaha) and then Aisyah was chosen.

Long story short Aisyah felt her necklace break, she tried to find it without talking to Rosulullah. Because what? If Aisha spoke, surely His Majesty would seek her out, so that all would be the same. (It was not good for Aisha Ra) that kept her from entering the palanquin on the camel. Unfortunately, the group was not aware that Aisyah had not entered the sign.

And finally left Aisyah, but she believed that Rosulullah would surely realize and return to pick her up. So Aisha Ra sat on one of the great stones waiting for her beloved, because of the extreme sleepiness she fell asleep on the stone.

It was there that Shafwan saw a figure with a black cloth covering his body. Once in the room turned out to be Aisyah. Shafwan immediately sistirja Inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un. He turned his face until Aisyah woke up and tried to cover her face.

He did not dare to look at Aisha, even speaking a word did not.

until Aisha Ra went up on her camel she kept her back to not want to see it. Then the camel was drawn with Aisha on it. Passing through the entrance of the city where Aisha lived in Medina, the Quraish pagans immediately responded to it as suspicious. The gossip for gossip came out, where the slander about the lack of Aisha spread just like that, to the ears of His Majesty.

He also asked Aisyah 'did you hear gossip about you huh aish?'

At that time how disappointed Aisyah Ra was with her husband. Where he is a believer but still believes in it. And what Aisha answered.

'yes Rosul? If I speak incorrectly, do you believe me? And if I say it is true, God is truly all-seeing what really happened.' Just to answer that Aisha went back into her house. The Prophet was immediately bowed because indeed between believing did not believe at that time.

Until finally descends Surah An-Nur verse 11 as a defense from Allah SWT on Aisha.

...“Verily, those who bring false news are also of your kind. Do not think that false news is bad for you even it is good for you. Each one of them is recompensed for the sins he committed. And who among those who took the greatest part in broadcasting the hoax was for him a great punishment.” (QS. An-nour: 11)...

From there the prophet immediately felt guilty, and he went back to Asiyah to apologize. But because the wife's heart was still wounded he decided to give her time for a moment until Aisyah's heart condition improved.

You can take the lesson, friends...

Indeed, not everything we see is what really happens, and the best of people who hear gossip should we find out the truth and then spread the news again. And although it is true that there is a mistake made by them, then shut up and do not be part of those who eat the carcass of their own brother.

Jealousy is also human. So here we cannot also consider Faqih not a believer, because human nature is like that, right? Hehe.