The Power Of Love [TPOL]
part 54's

On the same day at the same time beautiful shakila returned to complain of her fate. If andre had given up but still beautifully struggled to find a job, he hoped as soon as possible to get a job in order to have an excuse, and refused if andre and his mother came to ask him to come back..

At exactly 08.00 am wib I was waiting for the mas go jek online on the small terrace of my house. By dressing neatly using black and white clothes of course, using a small bag and a large map containing a cover letter. There are 5 PTs that I will follow through the walk interview today. I prepared everything in one map..

and wear black shoes that are only 5 cm high. I am the type of girl who does not like to use higheels, preferring to use snakers everywhere. To walk quickly...

Not how long the mas gojek came..

I ran straight into the house..

"Mamaaa,..beautiful go first (the mother immediately comes over and then beautifully kisses her mother's hand) do'a well mah, may it be beautiful acceptable" said beautifully hopeful...

"Dear baby. Mama always prays for you. But remember! if you are tired, go home well son".said the mother who is fumigating are beautiful clothes..

"Ok ma..dah.mama.(run over to the mas go jek and go fight again)...

That day I went to the biggest walk interview, many companies are looking for candidates for their respective staff. I only follow 5 PT which is in accordance with its requirements. But there are so many people there and even so many are waiting in line. They all come from graduates, some are diploma (d3) bachelor (s1) and some are holding master's degree (s2). competition is quite tight not in accordance with the amount to be received. I'm a little pessimistic because I only use sktl. But I want to try it. Hopefully 5 of those I tried there's one that accepts. That's my hope..

I kept waiting for queue after queue. Stay patient in the midst of the work seekers. There are 3 companies I went through in the interview.1 not accepted 2 of them are interested in accepting me but they say they have not been able to accept at this time on the grounds of not receiving the SKTL file must be obliged to use a diploma that is validly legalized by the university..although I have explained 1 month more my diploma will be completed.but they only say ;

"Try it later!"..

It felt like at that time I wanted to cry, annoyed, disappointed mixed into one.but there was nothing I could do but be patient...

My stomach is already very rumbling.my head is dizzy. I'm looking for a warteg get out of the way. And eat first. After full. I walked to find a mosque around not far from there all can be taken on foot.and then I performed the prayer of the Zuhr and did not forget to pray;

"God, there are 2 more of my hopes. Everything I put on you. Because you know what's best for me. amiin"...

After I finished praying I rested for a while.tidy my hair.wearing powder and lipstick back..

"Huuufft. Not tired of interviews but Tired of waiting in line and being in the crowd"...

Hit already shows 14.00 wib during the day.1 hour rest is enough to make me fresh and strong again. Then walk and back in line 2 PT again that I will try.after a long time very longaaa ngantri him even until the afternoon. I finally finished the second interview. They do not issue diplomas, still accept SKTL but I do not fall into the category. They want candidates who are active in English and mandarin and are proficient at least 2 of the computer programming languages such as java.php.database.c.c++ etc. and all that must be proven by the certificate and toefl..

"Hiks.."..return failed.when it has waited a long time in the queue. To the point of skipping the prayers of ashar and magrib..

But I went back to trying to walk long. Get off go jek.through the bustle of the bustling and tired city of Jakarta.come to some employment agencies.

can I not apply using SKTL? Most at rejecting just one bureau say just try is unlikely to be possible....

It felt like that day was so tired that I did not realize the time had shown at 20:00 pm. My stomach is getting hungry. My body is starting to limp. Head is a little dizzy. I walked a long way. My feet feel sore..In order to save costs.because the balance of ovo is almost exhausted.then I sit at the stop while shedding tears..

"My god! How else would I have to fight. Why do I keep meeting failure. I'm so tired.saturated.it's even close to despair"...

many children of the nation fail in finding a job not because they are stupid or do not have the skills but are unable to develop the potential and revive the existing skills. One of them is me. I'm very good at cooking but I don't have the fees to go to school at an international vocational chef. Because once a meeting alone costs millions of dollars. A poor man like me would be incapable.

(Beautifully very reliable in cooking and he loves his profession, his cooking ability is recognized as good as an international chef and his clumsy hands are good and beautiful in plating food. again his ideals run aground due to cost issues.).

Suddenly my phone rang out my long daydream..

Mama called...

"Hello Ma's..."

"Well!, kog you haven't come home at this hour? His mother began to worry,..

"Dad ma. This is going home"

"Dad ma..."

(Conversation via hp is closed)..

I just went up to go jek. Wait for the old bus way really and padet if the clock is this..

Finally I went home using the services of go jek online with my ovo balance is almost exhausted..

Arrived home at 20:45 pm..

"Assynnol"...

"Wa'alaikum salam" (directly welcomed by the mother. Beautiful who came home in the condition of lemes, lethargy, lunglai, letoi plus kumal plus again gatot aka failed miserably).

"Indaaah, wash your face and hands first! here, mama has made you food" said the mother...

"Yeah ma"...

After beautifully washing her face and hands clean she again sat down at that simple dining table with her mother..

It is also beautiful to eat with. His mother looked at him with compassion and compassion.The mother's eyes glazed over and said inwardly..

"Since his father died he has never been happy and with this young age continues to fight to help me fight against life. I'm sorry, son!! (spontaneously the mother stood straight into the bathroom and shed tears until satisfied there).

she should be able to enjoy her youth.Am I an evil mother?"

(His mother came out after washing and wiped her face so as not to look sad by her daughter and then came back to her son again)

After beautifully finished eating..

"How was the trip today, son?" ask the mother..

"Hukk.hukk.huk..(initially suddenly cry) still failed ma. They do not want to accept with SKTL as for those who accept but the requirements are very heavy! beautiful does not fall into the category" said beautiful sad..

"Already son! It's okay this month you're still unemployed. Just rest first, your diploma has not come out yet. Don't have to force it. Tomorrow you will no longer have to find work. Wait for your diploma to come out first, mama already said there is no more burden of our heavy costs. At least eat and pay the rent, you have finished school dito also has finished the cost. Don't you think your sister can go to college or not.."

"But maa..."

Now change your clothes. Pray first and then rest..

"Oh well dito where ma? He had been sleeping exhausted just coming home" said the mother as she lifted the plate into the kitchen.

"Where did you come from?"

"There was a lot of noise in school"

What activities does he do every day to come home that night?? think beautiful...

Beautiful even peeking at his sister's room was seen dito was already asleep. He looks so tired..

"Hmmmm.have" thought beautiful..

Beautiful then entered the bathroom to clean up and pray and then he fell asleep........

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