THE PRABU'S SECRET
LOVE AND LONGING

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The heart of the mother who does not cry sees her child lying on her bed. When his children came home, he saw his son in the arms of the sheikh Asmawan Mulia. His son Prabu Asmalaraya Arya Ardhana was seriously injured after getting the attack?.

"My son, again nanda made my mother feel sad." Queen Dewi Anindyaswari wept, as her son came home wounded. "Mother is very sad to see Nanda in this state." Instantly the shadows and memories of his son's past during the sentence of exile make his mind more branching. "The mother can't imagine how you're doing when you're going through a banishment, she can't imagine what if you're going through something bad like this." Her tears could not be held back remembering the painful things when her son was far from her reach.

"Although kanda prabu said not to cry? But mother can't hold this grief, son." He held his son's hand tightly. She was unable to do what her late husband said. "Mother is very sad about your situation like this." "My son nanda cakara casugraha, my mother always wishes you all the best." Queen Goddess Anindyaswari kissed her son's hand gently. He hoped his son would wake up soon, talk to him as before.

"Mother just wants nanda to feel happy, without thinking about any burden son." She always wished her son happiness. But what power only hope, Allah SWT is always almighty determinant of the fate of His servant. "Mother loves you very much, son." The Queen Goddess Anindyaswari kissed the top of her son's head with her love.

"O Allah, grant healing to the servant son of Cakara casugraha, give strength to the servant son, to face the pain he feels, O Allah." The Do'a he always promised his son. "There is no place to ask for help except for you, Robb." Queen Goddess Anindyaswari tried to strengthen her heart while praying for her son. He only wished that his son would return as he always did.

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Still in the Palace.

Shaykh Asmawan Mulia and the Suramuara Fireplace are currently in the knight building, which is the Jaya Satria room. They treat Jaya Satria, because Jaya Satria is the most dangerous to get injured from the toxic blow. After treatment, Jaya Satria was laid in bed. They just hope Jaya Satria will be okay.

"I'm so sad to see it go like that, I don't think I can see it hurt like this."

"We cannot do much except try to treat it, the rest we leave to Allah SWT is the determinant of fate."

"I feel so useless, I can't repay her kindness."

"Don't beat ourselves up too much, we are just ordinary people, who walk according to the destiny that has been determined by Allah SWT, I as his teacher was also very sad, he said, because it couldn't help him back then."

Uncle Fireplace Suramuara just kept quiet, he noticed Jaya Satria who was currently lying down due to pain due to the dark poison.

"There is a destiny we can change, and there is also a destiny that can be changed." Shaykh Asmawan Mulia sighed slowly. "So that's why we always rely on God, surrender, but not surrender, we will take good care of the leg."

"Yes adi, the former jaya satria also told me like that, I feel very embarrassed to be reminded by young people like Jaya Satria."

"Sometimes we parents will have time to be reminded by young people, so will young people be reminded by old people." Shaykh Asmawan Mulia smiled faintly hearing that. "We are equally reminded of each other, but in a good and right way, so as not to create a division between the young and the old." Surely Shaykh Asmawan understood such a condition.

"The conscience and the mouth, and the mind are sometimes quite the opposite." Fireplace Uncle Suramuara thought about the matter. "The heart wants to accept, but the mouth and mind refuse to feel selfish, to feel the truest right, so reject the reality." Sometimes he admits it.

They talked, shared the life experiences they had been through all this time. So good to listen to, because there are many lessons we can take from there. Their affection for Jaya Satria was very pure from their hearts. Selfless or just because Jaya Satria is part of Prabu Asmalaraya Arya Ardhana, they really love Jaya Satria. What will they do for the recovery of Jaya Satria?. Findtheanswer.

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But we leave them first, still in the Palace environment.

Princess Andhini Andita who was sad because of Jaya Satria, she went to the palace garden. Where he used to meet her, he sat down at the usual place where Jaya Satria was sitting when the young man came to him.

"It turns out the reason you're wearing a mask, is because your face is the same as Rayi prabu's?." He stroked the grass that he felt the seat of Jaya Satria. "Didn't you lie to me jaya satria?." His heart was deeply saddened given Jaya Satria's true identity.

"I always wonder who you are? Why are you with my dad, and Rayi prabu." His mind returned to what he had seen at that moment. "Now that I know the reason, it feels so sad, you have the same face as rayi prabu, the person I used to hate so much in this world." He tried to stop himself from crying.

At that time he did not believe it, but the explanation of Jaya Satria was very convincing, and very supportive of why Jaya Satria wore a mask.

"But why did you unite your blood? So if one is injured, then the other one is also injured? Isn't that too risky for a king?." He remembered when his sister was suddenly in pain, did something happen to Satria?. It's impossible for his brother to get hurt for no reason, right?. And also he became reminded of the incident at the royal palace of Mekar Jaya, when his brother was stabbed by Raden Ganendra Garjitha, will Jaya Satria also feel pain?.

Princess Andhini Andita's thoughts were very chaotic, she felt an overwhelming anxiety. He has to ask who?. His sister and Jaya Satria are still unconscious, both are still in treatment. "Alright, I'll ask rayi prabu, I want an explanation from him." Andhini's daughter Andita got up, and she immediately headed to her sister's room, all of you want to see her sister's condition that might still be sleeping?. Will he find the answer?. Keep reading the story.

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The Subconscious Prabu Asmalaraya Arya Ardhana. At that time the Prabu met this Prabu Bahuwirya Jayantaka.

"You did well, my grandson." A smile full of pride on his face.

"The prabu." Prabu Asmalaraya Arya Ardhana saluted.

"Be careful of your brother, I always respect what nanda does with him." Prabu Bahuwirya Jayantaka Byakta said with a friendly smile. "Because nanda prabu has done a lot of good, although sometimes forced to lie in order to maintain balance it is a rare thing, but do not be a king who likes to lie to cover up mistakes that will harm, but do not be a king who likes to lie to cover up mistakes that will harm, nanda must remember that well." That is the advice of Prabu Bahuwirya Jayantaka Byakta.

"Thank you for the understanding, eyang prabu." Prabu Asmalaraya Arya Ardhana was relieved to hear it. "Nanda was very grateful because eyang prabu gave nanda good advice."

"That's because nanda prabu is a good son, a good king." Prabu Bahuwirya Jayantaka Byakta was very complimentary of that. "According to the name of the title that nanda Prabu received, I am very happy that nanda has such a character, keep what has been planted all this time."

"Hopefully eyeang Prabu, nanda just felt unworthy, given how nanda's past, which is very disappointing if eyang prabu knows the truth."

Prabu Bahuwirya Jayantaka Byakta stroked his great-granddaughter's head fondly, and a charming smile was plastered on her face.

"Every human being has a past, whether it's good or bad." Prabu Bahuwirya Jayantaka Byakta seemed to understand very well the situation faced by Prabu Asmalaraya Arya Ardhana. "But Nanda Prabu do not grieve, for there is no perfect man in this world except the creator." Somehow Prabu Bahuwirya Jayantaka Byakta even remembered his past when establishing the kingdom Like Peace. "I believe the nanda prabu can now control itself, having learned it from the religion that nanda prabu believes now, although it is different from the religion that was believed by the people before ananda." Prabu Bahuwirya Jayantaka Byakta kissed the top of Asmalaraya's prabu head Arya Ardhana, as did his father.

"Eyang Prabu." Prabu Asmalaraya Arya Ardhana can feel that very sincere affection.

"Keep trying, I and the previous kings will always watch over you, we will always accompany the steps of the nanda prabu, remain the king who brings peace, he said, it's okay even in a hard way to keep balance."

"Thank you very much eye prabu, trust eye prabu, will never ananda betrayed, thank you for the blessing that eyang prabu gave to nanda." Prabu Asmalaraya Arya Ardhana was very happy, he did not expect that his grandfather prabu Bahuwirya Jayantaka Byakta always watched him. It depends on how he acts in the future.

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On the other hand, under the conscious mind of Jaya Satria.

"You've tried your hardest, my son." There was pride delivered at the time. "Yahanda won't be disappointed in you." With full tenderness Prabu Kawiswara Arya Ragnala stroked his son's shoulder.

"But still father, it almost seems ananda said who nanda is." There was an anxiety he felt. "If ananda does not remember the story of the father at that time? Nanda might have said it, father." It feels very sad, if he uncovers secrets about himself to the daughter of Andhini Andita, the daughter of Agniasari Ariani, and Raden Hadyan Hastanta.

"Maybe your yundhini andita used to always see you and father together, and she also saw you with your brother. His great curiosity made him want to know all about nanda."

"Maybe it is like that, father. Because yunda andhini andita does have a high curiosity."

Prabu Kawiswara Arya Ragnala stroked the back head of Jaya Satria, smiling broadly at Jaya Satria.

"Stay be the king of the pride of the father, the mask may cover the face of the nanda, cover the anger of the nanda, but you are still the son of the beloved father, and it'll never change your father's affection for you, son." He kissed the top of Jaya Satria's head, he embraced it with all the affection he had.

"Thank you father prabu, thank you that father is always there for nanda, nanda is also very fond of father prabu." Jaya Satria could not hide her tears, she was always moved by what her father said. Even when he became Jaya Satria, his father's affection never lessened, although the mask became a barrier with the people he loved. But his father always treated him like he did when he was in the position of Raden Cakara Casugraha.

Even when she was about to travel as Jaya Satria, her father always gave her do'a blessing, stroked her head, kissed her, and hugged her.

"Of course father, nanda will always be with him, nanda will always accompany him, just as father did to us." Jaya Satria promised Kawiswara Arya Ragnala that he would never stay away from Prabu Asmalaraya Arya Ardhana. So close is the relationship of father and son, although separated by different nature, but can still express their affection.

"Thank God if it's like that, my son jaya satria." There is a very extraordinary pride that Prabu Kawiswara Arya Ragnala feels in his son.

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"Mother, mother."

The deg!.

Suddenly he listened to someone call him mother?. Her slow footsteps followed where the source of the voice was. I wonder who called him that?.

"Isn't this a knight's guesthouse?." In his heart asked, he had once entered this area. But why did that voice come from here?. "Why did that sound come from here? My gut feeling is very strong saying that the sound is coming from here." His mood suddenly rumbled.

"Mother, please nanda, please nanda mother."

Again, the voice called out to him, and subconsciously it moved its legs even more, towards a room inhabited by one of the palace knights?.

"Oh God." His heart is getting bigger. "What are you going to show to the servant of God?." There was anxiety lodged in his heart as the call was heartbreaking.

His heart felt anxious as he slowly opened the door of the room. He looked at the room, and his eyes were fixed on a cot or bed. On top of that is someone lying there?. Who's lying there?.

"Mother, please nanda mother, it hurts so much mother." The voice was so soft, sad, and painful. His heart trembled sadly, he stepped his foot into the room. He approached the man lying on top of him.

"Jaya satria's widow? Did you call my mother son?." His heart seemed to say that.

Yes, it is jaya satria. He didn't look wrong. If he looked carefully, he did not misunderstand who was lying right now in front of him.

"Even when Nanda was hurt, why didn't this mask let go, son?." Queen Dewi Anindyaswari felt sad, he was closer to the jaya Satria. He held Jaya Satria's hand tightly. I don't know why he did it, nor is he doing it. His heart felt moved, his heart was calling him to stroke the face of the jaya Satria who was still covered by the mask. "Do you also feel pain, son?." Unknowingly, her tears just flowed.

"Why do I feel, that you are my son Cakara casugraha, who is hiding behind this mask." Her heart was very confident in what she said, her heart as a mother saying that.

"Mother."

The deg!.

Queen Dewi Anindyaswari was very surprised when she saw Jaya Satria woke up?. Open her eyes and call her mother?.

"My son?." In a state of confusion Queen Dewi Anindyaswari tried to hold Jaya Satria's hand.

"Force the mistake of ananda during this mother, really nanda just want to be with her mother also yunda, nanda misses her mother very much" the pale lips said the word sorry?. And express his longing to his mother?.

"What's wrong with you to apologize to your mother? Tell your mother why is Ananda wearing this mask?." Her tears fell apart, sadness enveloping her heart. He rubbed the face that was still covered with a mask. "Tell your mother what happened to you." His tears just soaked his cheeks because he could not bear to see Jaya Satria who was like pain. His heart seemed to be slashed by a sharp object when he saw Jaya Satria.

"Mother, nanda just hope that the mother will be fine, sorry if anada always disappoint the mother all this time." So in regret that he expressed to the Queen Goddess Anindyaswari, that the Queen could feel the sadness. "But Nanda was glad to see that mother was fine as long as nanda was not around." Jaya Satria also cried remembering her past that felt only filled with regret.

"Oh? Jaya satria." Queen Dewi Anindyaswari could not bear to listen to the speech, she hugged Jaya Satri tightly with affection.

"What ananda said sorry, nanda loved her mother so much, nanda just wanted ananda to be happy." The words were very sincere and very touching. "Believe mother, if what ananda did all for the happiness of mother."

"The mother does not understand what the nanda says."

But he had not been able to continue his words, he was surprised because of a touch on his shoulder. And when he regained consciousness, he saw his daughter's panicked face.

"Mother? Why do mothers cry while sleeping sitting like this?." Princess Agniasari Ariani wept bitterly as she could barely wake her mother.

Queen Dewi Anindyaswari noticed herself, apparently she was in the room of her son Prabu Asmalaraya Arya Ardhana. He remembered, he performed the prayer of the zuhr, and who would have thought he even fell asleep in a sitting state?.

"What happened mother? Why do you cry when you say the name jaya satria? Is your mother worried about him?." Her tears were clearly depicting her extremely anxious mood.

Queen Dewi Anindyaswari did not answer her daughter's question, instead she hugged her daughter tightly while crying.

"Mother? Is your mother okay?." Princess Agniasari Ariani was getting anxious.

"My daughter." He hugged his son tightly. "The mother was very sad, because the jaya satria apologized to the mother." In his mind it was still very clear how it happened. "He said that he had disappointed his mother, but all he had done so far was for her happiness." Those words were still ringing in his mind.

Princess Agniasari was a little surprised to hear what her mother said. He also remembered the words of the jaya satria, the reason why his face was similar to his sister's. Slowly he let go of his mother's embrace.

"Perhaps because the blood that flows in the body of the jaya satria is also the blood of the rayi prabu, so the mother feels the jaya satria is the rayi prabu." In the heart of princess Agniasari Ariani was anxious, and she could not yet tell the fact to her mother. He also did not know how to tell his mother. Perhaps what his mother felt was a form of anxiety for a mother against her child.

"Mother is very worried about her, son." The Queen Goddess Anindyaswari tried to calm herself.

"Relax your mother." Princess Agniasari Ariani wiped away her tears. "The princess was sure it was only the mother's anxious feelings, because the mother had considered the jaya satria like her own child."

"Yes, maybe that's right, son." He tried to smile even though it was heavy.

"Relax mother, both Rayi Prabu and jaya satria will be fine."

"Yes, well my daughter." Queen Goddess Anindyaswari just tried to smile. "Maybe my daughter's speech is correct, because the aura that jay satria has is very similar to nanda prabu, also kanda prabu." In his heart he tried to convince her.

"How about we now go to the knight's house, to see how the mother is? Currently the jaya satria is being cared for by the noble shaykh asmawan, and the fireplace uncle suramuara." Princess Agniasari Ariani helped her mother to stand up.

"Let's see how she is, son, she is also very worried about him." Queen Dewi Anindyaswari immediately opened the telekung that he was wearing. But before that, he approached his son who was still lying on his bed. "I hope the warrior jaya will be fine, I'm very worried about her condition." In his heart was very anxious. "My son." Queen Dewi Anindyaswari approached her son Prabu Asmalaraya Arya Ardhana who was still lying on his bed.

"Mother." Andhini's daughter Andita saw how affection her mother had for her sister. Is he envious?.

"Mother go for a minute. "The mother wants to see the state of the jaya satria nak." He stroked his son's head gently, and he kissed his son's forehead with affection.

"After years of parting ways with rayi cakara casugraha, of course my mother misses him a lot, even I miss him a lot." In his heart he could feel it.

"Mother loves you very much, son, mother is only gone for a moment." After leaving his son's room, he went to the knight's guesthouse to see Jaya Satria with her daughter.

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