The Prince
151. Paul Depression.

At a time when Aslan and Kia were in harmony and happy, preparing and waiting for the wedding day, Paul was confused elsewhere. 

"What should I tell Papa about my pregnancy? Tell me Aslan's son or Nicho's?" 

"Well, as Nicho said, let everyone know this is Aslan's son?" 

"But I don't want to, she's like Alena. I want my son to be loved by his father! I want Niko to take responsibility, this is Nicho's son"  

Although Paul is evil, Paul is now aware of his mistake. A mother is still a mother, even if she is evil she still wants the best for her child. 

Paul knows, Alena lacks affection. Aslan even now left her, Alena would be very sad if she found out. Even Paul hasn't told Alena.

When Paul wants to sue Aslan. Aslan knew it wasn't his son, Paul had no power. Moreover, Paul might be able to hurt Kia and Aslan, or Ipang, but Paul could not force Aslan to give affection.

Now Paul is not thinking about himself and his dreams anymore. Paul is worried about his children. Paul felt more unease than what Kia had felt before. 

"Thok!" 

Paul's door in the armpit. 

"Yes!" answer Paul

"It's my dear mom!" ms. Jessie. 

"But Mam!" paul took a tissue and cleaned his tears. 

After styling his hair and wiping his tears Paul opened the door. Miss Jessi is alone. Jessi then goes into Paul's room. Paul closed the door slowly..

"Where's Mom going?"

"Father look up to the Great Lord!" replied Madam Jesi.

"What's sitting on Mam?" ask Paul to invite Mrs. Jesy sat down because Miss Jessy was standing staring at the photo of Alena and Paul without Aslan.

Although it was welcome to sit down, Miss Jessi did not immediately sit down. Jessi looked around Paul's room. Feels cold and empty, even Miss Jessi opens Paul's closet and checks. 

Paul who was an adult also felt uncomfortable and did not accept his mother was so presumptuous. Paul then rebuked his Momy. 

"Mom! Don't open it!" call Paul half-warned.

Mistress Jessi ignored and continued to be presumptuous. Madam Jesi opened Paul's drawer. Paul was even more furious. Paul walks forward and intends to prevent his mother from interfering in his affairs. 

"Mommy stop!" paul snaps at his mother.

Unfortunately Madam Jesi had found something in Paul's drawer. Madam Jesi took it and looked at Paul with wide eyes. 

"Mommy!" paul again seizes two platics and a photograph from his mother's hand. 

"Paulina Abigail!" reply Mistress Jessi hard. 

"Mr. I'm an adult! This is my privacy!" answer Paul. 

"Plac!" a hard slap landed on Paul's cheek. 

"Mammy!" peek Paul again held his cheek. 

Paul's broken, Paul's lost his grip, but why did his mom slap him. 

Paul had been hungry for love for years. Paul was wrong because he used to live promiscuity and get pregnant with people who are not equal. Hubunga Paul was not approved by his parents. He cannot marry Paul.

Actually, if it used to be, Paul and his father weren't greedy. Married Paul to his real father Alena. Paul will change, Paul can live well and not like now. Alena will get a father who loves her.

The marriage that Mr. Alex had planned as a business deal and he thought as a solution turned out to just make Paul's heart die. Loving Aslan, having ambition and expecting love but unrequited. The victims were Alena, and Paul himself, more than that hurt Aslan too.

Paul went back the wrong way. Thirsty because his biological needs were not met, Paul chose the wrong place. Paul lulled the seduction of evil men as cunning as Nicho. Paul's child will be the victim again, because Niko just wants to assign his responsibility to Aslan.

Paul felt that pain. Paul felt lonely. Paul was disappointed. Paul was agitated and hopeless. Paul was also vengeful and hated to see Aslan's happiness. Paul wanted to vent his frustration but couldn't. 

Paul was angry but could not channel anger. Now the treasure, luxury bags, fame and all his goods are meaningless.The company that Mr. Alex fought for him was not glimpsed by Paul. At work Paul became the material of speech because of his work as he pleased.

"When have you consumed this stuff? You want to ruin your life?" mistress Jessi found a packet of marijuana in Paul's drawer. 

Paul has been taking drugs for a month to overcome his anger. Paul doesn't know what to do, and Paul is pregnant.

"Paul's life is ruined Mam!" paul replied crying. Paul was crying with his gaze like crazy, his tears coming out but his face was laughing.

Mistress Jessi looked at Paul with a look of Iba. Jessi then cried. Mistress Jessi stepped forward and grabbed Paul in her arms. 

"This month is Mama!" paul answered honestly. 

"Is this because of Aslan?" ask Miss Jessi. 

"Don't blame her Mom!" paul thinks sane. 

Jessi then stroked Paul's hair, Paul's face and Paul's arms. Mistress Jessy looked at her with sadness.

"Is he still the same as he used to be? Do you love her so much?  Does he still not care about you?" ask Mrs Jessi, even though Mr. Alex doesn't care, but Mrs Jesi knows her son's feelings.

Actually, Miss Jessi's question is rhetorical, no need to answer. Realness. Aslan has left Paul and getting married means obviously Aslan can't love Paul.

"Yes Mam!" paul answered nodding.

"Who's child's test result?" mrs Paul asked again to show the results of Paul's pregnancy examination. 

Paul was frozen. Tell Aslan or not, but with his mother Paul shouldn't have lied. 

"What is the man in this picture his father?" mrs Jessi asked to take a picture of Paul's drawer.

Maybe because of the bond between mother and child. Mistress Jessi's instinct was to open Paul's drawer. All of Paul's secrets were captured by his own mother.

"Who is he?" ask Miss Jessi again.

"He's Nicholas Mam!" 

"Did Aslan know this?" 

"No Mam!" 

"Why did he divorce you?" 

"Mommy, Mami know, right? Aslan does not love me Mam!" paul was upset.

"Are you going to hold him accountable? What kind of man is he?" ask Lady Jessi again lifting up a photo of Nicholas

"He's married to Mam!" paul replied crying. 

"Oh my God. Paulina what are you doing? So this is why you bought this haram thing?" madam Jesi asked again to scold Paul.

"Paul is confused Mam!" 

"What are you going to explain to your Papi, huh? Think wombmu! This is so dangerous!" ask Madame Jesi again. 

"Paul doesn't know Mam has to do it!" answer Paul. 

"Your father is coming home because he will run for Governor for three more years, Papa will stay here. What would happen if someone knew you were pregnant from someone's husband?" ask Jessy's mom to be angry.

"Dheg" Paul swallowed his saliva.

Jessy Paul's mother's words were destroyed. Paul thinks his mother will provide a solution for Paul, but it turns out that Jessy's mother is just as greedy. Miss Jessy doesn't want to protect Paul, but instead blames Paul too. 

Especially this? His father is already rich, for what is old would register all governors. Paul choked and increasingly did not understand what to respond. 

Miss Jessy's question is, Jessy's tears aren't for Paul. Lady Jesy's question for the survival of her husband's career. Mistress Jessi was still not thinking about the happiness of her son and granddaughter.

"Did I just throw this kid away Mam?" ask Paul about depression.

Although Nicho seduced Paul to use his contents to destroy Aslan, but actually Paul was tired of fighting with Aslan. Paul's body is very weak, Paul is stressed and depressed. 

"How old are you?" 

"10 weeks!" 

"We discussed it with your father" replied Miss Jessy

"What if you're angry Mom!" ask Paul scared. Mr. Alex is cruel. 

"The important. Throw away this unclean thing, and don't let your father know!" mrs Jesy said she wanted to protect Paul's fatal mistake that could have dragged him to prison. 

"Yes Mam!" answer Paul. 

Paul then took the unclean item to the bathroom, permission to his mother to dispose of it. While in the bathroom, Paul did not throw it away, but Paul sucked it. Paul was very disappointed in his mother and father.