The Princess The Duke
76. Am I selfish if I want my happiness?
TIK TOK TIK TOK
Like clockwork, Pamella's life changes and changes all the time.
Yesterday..he was very happy, but now? Does that joy remain in his heart?.
More than anything, Pamella is worried about her father. Her brother was on the emperor's side for sure, her brother would be fine right?.
And what about the baby? Will Pamella change dimensions (end) when she wakes up? Or.. will the emperor be one-sided because of it?.
Thinking of all this, successfully made the queen's tears flow by itself, until she woke up suddenly.
He circulated his gaze with misty eyes, well he was in his room with the emperor. However, is this still his room now?.
“Pamella, are you awake?.”
Hearing the cold voice that always filled her days Pamella finally pulled her blanket again.
He did not want to meet the emperor at this time.
“Welfare accompanies the emperor of the land alpensha.”
Pamella finally gave her greeting, but the emperor had already banned her. This gave the impression that Pamella currently considered the emperor a stranger. Pamella is not!.
“I really hate the respect for me that comes out of your mouth, pamella” Pamella can only harden her heart when she hears the emperor's words.
“Force a noble servant, but I think it should be like this because noble is the most important milestone in this country.”
“..... The emperor's Pamella” looks very desperate at the moment.
“Why did your majesty meet my servant? What business?” Pamela asked.
“About earlier..”.
“Previous, sorry because I cut off your noble words. But, servant also has questions. What noble then was it to let servant b*nuh himself to make father do this? Just for the source of this black magic to be revealed?.”
Pamella was not a fool who could not deduce her current condition by herself!.
CRICK CRICK CRICKET
Hearing the emperor who was silent and did not say a single word of tears that had receded finally trickled back.
“Is that true, your majesty?! Answer me!” Pamella knew snapping at an emperor was forbidden just that she was too disappointed for this.
‘Is the nature of elvareta to me also just a setting? Oye! I'm not a fugitive now, am I? Or am I currently a prisoner?’ inner pamella, mentally ill? It's ordinary! It's just that disappointment still penetrates Pamella's heart.
Is Pamella so selfish as to want her own happiness?.
The egoist? Selfish? I guess.. no, right?.
“... Reports say that in this land of black magic, the empire suspects that great lord Thomson knew the culprit. Therefore, the empire allowed his dearest daughter to be d*nuh by one of the nobles.”.
Hearing this, Pamella squeezed her tears.
“In conclusion, I'm just a tool, right? That's why the noble is always around servants isn't it? Your Majesty just wants information! If the servant comes back to life then it means that the father of the servant is a traitor. Besides, your highness definitely wants to get the weak point of father servant right?.”
“Dan..a noble feeling to that servant is just pretending?” Pamella asked rhetorically, Pamella should not have been so bold to the emperor. But Pamella came back to life not to m*ti!.
“PAMELLA!” subconsciously the emperor shouted in a high tone for the first time, let alone this loud crack at Pamella.
“Hiks why your majesty? Is the servant right?” pamella's cry became even clearer when the emperor snapped at her, not what factor, only, he had been holding back his own sobbing.
“Stop! You know, don't you? I don't like being tested about you” Pamella only notices when the voice gets cold.
In the end, this debate became big! Exceeding the emperor's estimate. It's just that, even though the emperor was sorry. The past couldn't be changed right?.
BRACKET
Without saying another word, the emperor left by shutting the door of the room hard.
“Huaa will my father beheaded? Hiding the black magician was forbidden in the empire moreover father also did it to resurrect me. Then what will happen to my father?!.”
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The servants were only able to lower their heads when they saw the cold face of the emperor who had not appeared for a long time after Pamella's presence around her.
BRUISED
Some servants were even afraid to take a breath when they saw the emperor's bloody hand, the man... He smacked his own hand against the wall, it seemed like he looked really angry?.
“Don't let the empress out even if it's just one step, you know what punishment I'm going to give, right?” the Emperor stared intently at the servants in his palace.
“Good noble.”
Although Pamella ran as far as possible, although Pamella did not want to be with him the emperor would not allow it, in other words.
The emperor stepped his wide feet into his study, his cold eyes staring at the two gender-different people before him. Ah yes the emperor guessed that they had quite a special relationship.
“Welfare accompanies the emperor of the land alpensha” both salute the emperor.
The Emperor sat down in his chair without even touching them, but they were now standing again.
“Nona elvareta asked the servant to tell the result of the observation of the servant on his highness also” the shadow, S immediately introduced himself.
“Hm.”
Now S knows the role of Pamella for the life of the emperor, as soon as possible Pamella must realize it or the man will become a demon who slaughtered the entire region later.
“Tell him” the emperor glanced at an assassin he had, telling S to tell him the report.
The emperor is out of focus today, he will not be able to absorb information. As a result, the emperor's hand grabbed the imperial file and worked on it, trying to keep himself busy so that he could focus as usual.
Making plans for the arrest without hurting Pamella was impossible, which the emperor realized today.
Everything will be fine, hopefully!. Only, they can't predict the future they can only hope?.
On the other side..
“Good work my son!” someone was seen patting his son's shoulder so proudly, while his son was only silent when he heard his father's praise.
“Is this true?” lirih the child who turned out to have a conscience, ah yes. that feeling is troublesome now he is aware of this.
“Of course! In this way we can rise to the position of Duke Thomson at this time” replied the father with a big laugh, he said, it seemed like the old man did not even care about the feelings of the person he was related to this matter.
‘Lantas.. Why do I feel that this thing is wrong even very wrong?’ the child who does not feel happy at all.
‘What is sacrificing Pamella's happiness for that personal satisfaction.well?.’
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