
When he heard his father had donated his blood, Dewi immediately ran into the house, ignoring Kevin's cries.
"Dewi Sartika Gabriela Adijaya Mahendra do not run you are pregnant" cried Kevin grieved when he saw Dewi running.
"dad" shouted the Goddess while running regardless of kevin's shout
"dad" cried the Goddess again after arriving inside the house.
"Goddess" said Herman.
"the "father"bristle of the Goddess walked slowly towards Herman.
"you're well, son, sorry I never visited you in the hospital" said Herman immediately pulled the tiny body of his daughter into his arms.
"finally I could feel the embrace of my own biological father, the hug I had longed for so long" the inner Goddess hugged Herman tightly.
"God if this is just a dream, please don't put me out of my sleep, I want to feel this hug longer, I want to shout to the underworld I have felt what a father's embrace is like"the Inner Goddess.
Ehemm
Hearing that voice the Goddess immediately released her hug, then looked for the origin of the voice, and it was Kevin who had put on his sour face when he saw Dewi hugging tightly Herman whose father-in-law in fact.
"i have no dreams, right..?for whatever day I can feel Dad's embrace..?after a long time I look forward to something like this" said Dewi hugged Herman again.
"dear, you don't dream, forgive me for wasting you all this time, forgive me for not caring about you, this is all I can do with you, maybe this is the first time you've sacrificed with me, a simple sacrifice" Herman said.
"ngk father, it's not a simple sacrifice, but for the Goddess this is the biggest sacrifice for the Goddess, really Dewi ngk thought that the father will donate blood to the Goddess, max many fathers"said the Goddess let go of her hug if she kissed Herman's cheek.
Without them knowing on the doorstep there is someone who is burning beard especially when the Goddess kisses Herman's cheek, whereas to her the Goddess will not kiss first if not told.
"already hugging, the Goddess you should sit down with a thorn" said Kevin broke the novelty created by Goddess and Herman, more precisely he who was jealous because the Goddess was so sticky with Herman.
While Mother Devi and grandmother sari just chuckled at Kevin's jealous behavior without seeing the condition.
"Dinda" said Dewi embracing Dinda.
"sister Goddess, sorry iyh Dinda never visited brother" said Dinda.
"why papa, with you here brother is happy" said Dewi.
"believing the condition of the father's grandson, does he trouble his mother" said Herman while stroking the goddess's flat stomach.
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"si*l, my wife's stomach is rubbed" Kevin grumbled in his heart, otherwise Herman's father-in-law would have kicked the old man out of his presence in a matter of seconds.
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"sorry father, like my son is not happy at the swab for now, because his mother is exhausted" said Dewi who realized Kevin's face was not friendly anymore, even though he still wanted his father rubbed his stomach.
"your son doesn't like it or the father of your son" Devi's mother chuckled amusedly at Kevin's sour face.
"it seems like both dev, if his son does not like then his father also does not like, is he his father's embryo" said the sari's grandmother insinuated Kevin.
"this is what I'm afraid of, if the mother, the grandmother of the same Goddess united, then I'm always blamed" said Kevin.
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Time continued to run, did not feel it had been almost two weeks Dewi out of the hospital, contact with Herman was getting closer but not with his stepmother, but not with her stepmother, since the Goddess came out of the hospital never once he visited the Goddess, but the Goddess did not bother about it, all he missed so far was that his relationship with his biological father improved as the relationship between father and son in general.
Dewi content can be invited to cooperate, he rarely experience vomiting in the morning, even he does not have a strange so as not to make Kevin hassles, even, what has changed greatly in the Goddess since pregnancy is a very emotional nature, especially to Kevin, almost every morning Kevin was sprayed with scolding Goddess. But Kevin did not bother about it while furiously can make the mood of the Goddess improve then Kevin who always patiently accept the rampage Goddess.
If Dewi and Kevin are enjoying an easy pregnancy, then it is different from the relationship of Rangga and holy. Their relationship is further away from the word perfect, if Rangga wants to improve and wants to be closer to the holy then different from the holy who is increasingly reluctant to see Rangga.
Until now the saint still claims that the cause of her to the cluster is Rangga, the father of the baby who was conceived, if only Rangga did not approve in the DNA test then he would not lose the baby, he would not have lost the baby, maybe now she is in the phase waiting for the birth of her baby, even though she is a doctor, although not an obstetrician but a little bit of Rangga must know the side effects of DNA testing for pregnant women.
"let's end all this, let's just say we never have a relationship, let's just say that I never contain your flesh and blood" said the holy throw a look in the other direction.
"you mean what ci..?so easily you tell me to forget that you ever conceived my son..?that's my holy flesh's blood" Rangga said in surprise staring intently at the saint.
"which blood of the flesh do you mean Rangga..?the flesh blood you killed..?after you killed the child in my womb you still dare to call it your flesh and blood..?what kind of father are you..?"the holy word raised one level of his voice, so some cafe visitors stared at them.
"ok, I'm sorry ci, I'm khilaf, I know I'm wrong, I don't deserve to be called a father, I just want to improve our relationship ci, start our relationship from scratch, we are married anyway all the families have agreed to our relationship, even they directed that I should marry you as soon as possible" said Rangga "not you have loved me all this time, then what you doubt, Rangga, let's get married and build our little family"
What'sthis..?Rangga invited himself to marry like taking out the trash.
"ten indeed I fell in love with you, even since the first Goddess introduced yourself to me I have fallen in love, and loving you is the biggest mistake I have ever done ga" said the sacred raspy, his memory sank again at the beginning of his meeting and also Rangga more precisely Dewi who introduced Rangga to him.
"it turns out that loving you is this sick, from you not glancing at me at all, until I was so foolish as to give myself to you completely and I was pregnant, she said, struggling alone to live among those who humble me to the point where I am in a state, I never imagine a little bit will hurt this ga" said the holy to hold back tears.
"ci please, give me one more chance, let's start from the beginning ci" said Rangga did not give up while grasping tightly the holy hand.
"i can not ga, this is all too sick, we end all this, we live with each world" said the saint while releasing Rangga's hand and on his hand. "I'm just an ordinary human, I'm not a Goddess who keeps on surviving with Kevin even though Kevin's been torturing him, I'm much different from the Goddess, if the Goddess will continue to fight then I will stop if indeed I have been at the second spot, the Goddess does not have a point of fatigue until she can make Kevin bend his knees before the next"
"i took your crown, which means I was the first man to touch you, so I have to take responsibility for my actions. You belong to me completely holy and what is mine will not let me loose whatever happens" said Rangga out of patience, it turns out that persuading the holy takes a lot of patience.
"i willingly give myself to you and I don't demand accountability from you, so no one is harmed from all this and if you do not want to let go of me then I will break away from you" said the saint as he stood up from his chair.
"stop appears before me Rangga, assume we do not know each other, our relationship until here accept for all that you have given me" said the sacred holding back his tears "I've learned a lot from this relationship and maybe in the future I won't want to start again"
Real in the most heartless of all the decisions he said to Rangga was not in line with his heart.
In the deepest escape he still loves Rangga, although Rangga refers to him but the love will never be lost for Rangga.
Sick..?
Of course, it hurts so much to lie to our feelings and to let go of the person we love the most.
Tired..?
Moreover, it is true that the point of the woman's exhaustion is no longer about being silent with something, but the point of a woman's exhaustion is to go and let go.
He is quite tired of fighting for Rangga for almost two years, he knows fighting for a man who already has a partner is wrong, but what to say!! his heart chose to fight Rangga even though his struggle was never seen in the slightest.
The trauma..?
Maybe in the future he will not start any relationship, even in the future he does not want to know other men.
It feels so bad if pain, fatigue and trauma come together.