The Queen Of Thugs
Chapter 51's

Asta Devany

"Stop..stop Miss! Ahhhhh."

Jamb...

Jamb...

Jamb...

My hand continued to swing the knife ferociously and tore at the belly of the servant in front of me, the heartbreaking screams of his no longer coming out other than the glaring eyes looking at me with the look of hateful eyes.

His mouth was bleeding a lot, both of his hands were cut off by the katana I was holding. While his stomach there are many stab wounds and sprinkle until the contents of his stomach are broken out due to wounds that are too deep and wide.

She was exactly the teddy bear I mutilated at the age of twelve. I looked at my bloodied hands with a blank look. The emptiness filled my mind, no fear and regret filled in. There was no pleasure that had crossed the heart.

The corner of my heart was filled with darkness, silence, and emptiness. There was not a single speck of light but a dense darkness that swallowed all the feelings and emotions I had.

It left a cold silence and almost froze the whole corner of my heart. I sat down beside the corpse of the servant and leaned my back against the wall.

"Haha... Hahahaha.why_"

"Why does it all end the same." I muttered with a flat face.

It's the same as my past, when I was first eight years old exploring the dark world. My little hands killed a lot of people without feeling the slightest guilt.

They deserve to die for their own actions, obviously I have no mercy. All my sympathy disappeared when I got one thing from Willy Broun.

Just then his big hand was tightly holding onto my two small shoulders, he crouched down in front of me during our first meeting and said.

"Listen son, all these things will be in vain even if you manage to kill my friends but in reality you're the loser." His heavy voice buzzed in my ear.

The man was dying and he could not stand up straight. The wound on his stomach was too severe but his face remained flat.

"What's? that's not possible."Tighten me unconsciously.

I'm not afraid of him because all the weapons he's got aren't in his hands. But he could have attacked me under these circumstances, that's if he wanted to do it and I lost. However, it seems he can't do it.

"Of course it's possible, just ask your heart who beat you." He pointed at my chest slowly with his index finger.

I was silent, what was my mistake? so far my plan has been perfect. But all I know is that my heart feels fear and anxiety.

"I know you already know that."

I looked up at her pale, paper-white face, with a clueless look.

"Ra_taste that's what beat you." His scales then fell losing his consciousness.

My hands shook when I heard that, then clutched tightly onto the shirt on my chest. Then the fast-paced heartbeat and the more piercing anxiety made me tremble more and more unrelenting.

So what he meant was that I managed to defeat them, but in the end I was defeated by my own fear. The fear people will know about what I'm doing tonight.

And the pity that keeps on engulfing makes me, think what my actions are wrong and makes them suffer? Do I need to take them to the hospital to survive?

The answer was of course not, but my heart kept screaming guilt until my small, stupid self. Take them to the hospital on the grounds that they were attacked by a group of defectors.

"In the end I was defeated by my fear." I sat up on the front floor of the door waiting for the doctors to come out of the operating room.

My sitting position reminded me of my current position, my eyes staring at the sliver of the servant's body that scattered leaving one female servant with a whole body. And his life is still attached to the body.

He looked at me as if I was a cold-blooded killer, even looking in his eyes so scared that his body trembled violently.

His mouth could not utter a word.

"It's time, isn't it?" Ask her.

The woman shook her head quickly, but I didn't care about her. After I got up I approached her she looked terrified and screamed like an insane person.

"Go! don't come any closer!" Her screams repeatedly in a hysterical tone.

The look in his eyes implied a deep fear, I looked at him flat somehow the woman in front of me was getting more and more into his screams.

Did I scare that in her eyes? just staring at ordinary.

Then dragging him along heartlessly, Om Willy looked at me in confusion as if he didn't know what I was going to do.

"Loe can bring those inside and keep me out?"

"Oh, me? of course then Val wait here don't go anywhere."

"Otherwise that big brother will make you like that woman" Om Willy pointed at me and the servant I was carrying.

While Val was looking at me with a look I couldn't understand, she screamed as her gaze collided with mine. Then hide behind Om Willy.

"I told you not to fear him!"

"Miranita..." My lips are upset that it is obviously the child who is overreacting.

I just stared at him expressionlessly and he shouldn't have been scared like that.

"I don't want to waste my time." I said with a command tone.

Om Willy left while cursing loudly. My sister was sitting on the edge of the bed she didn't even dare to look at me.

"Loe here come with me to sit there!" Ketus.

Without saying anything she walked me straight towards me, for the first time I clasped her little hand with my hand that did not hold the hand of the servant.

The little hand was seen in the kitchen and was shaking incessantly. It could even be that tiny hand was crushed in my grasp.

"Don't be afraid I'm not a monster." I said trying to calm.

But the results did not match my expectations he even shrunk when he heard it.

Haish, it's totally free to fix my image in his eyes.

My hands held her as I got outside the room staring downstairs in an erratic feeling. Is my choice right? I hope so, haven't I decided on all this? from the tail of my eye. I saw that Om Willy had taken them and put them behind me.

The waiter I dragged almost screamed fortunately he was willing to hold it, otherwise my vocal cords would have been damaged.

With deft om Willy pulled Val in his arms, then covered both of Val's eyes with his palms. His movements were quite nimble he did not let Val look towards them in the slightest.

"Do it now" Om Willy's orders expressionlessly.

His heavy voice sounded so cold, I don't know what made the usually gentle and cheerful man cool.

I did not answer him but took one of the victims' bodies slightly intact only his legs were cut off by me and threw him to the bottom floor.

"That's the right gift for him, right?" I smiled and looked satisfied with what I was doing.

Exactly the body piece fell and hit one of them the younger generation who, I think, was nothing more than a bunch of losers.

The fat man's daren screamed hysterically as the corpse of the servant fell on him, his screams were truly humiliating. The tip of my lips lifted when my guess was not wrong.

The atmosphere becomes chaotic, because it should not be stopped, right? I asked the stupid waitress beside me to help me throw pieces of the servants I mutilated.

Throwing it away happily, they must be happy to be able to play freefall with me. Then their spirits will also definitely thank me for releasing them from the burdensome grandfather contract on their shoulders.

I'm very kind, aren't I? Ohoho don't ask me again I know you guys must be praising me right now. Do you like to play? what if I have some free time and play with you guys? Well to be honest I find it hard to spend time playing with you guys.

Forget it, until I die you can't meet me. All my plans went perfectly. Vallac remained in my grasp. Grandfather was furious when he knew I was the mastermind of all the events today.

My sister Murry's former servant also died, when I dropped her forcing her to play freefall.

Camellia also went with me and Om Willy who took her, haish is really tiring. I even had the heart to let my mom cry hysterically when Val wasn't next to her.

He loved that little boy who now held my waist tight as the bike I was riding drove fast. Like her so even the day I was dumped in London she didn't look sad or crying.

He doesn't even know the hard life I've lived as long as he's not on my side. I was forced to become an adult before my time. It's fine that I don't need her affection anymore either.

I didn't want her from the beginning, did I? there are Camellia, Liz, Om Willy, Om-om who used to help and take care of me while I was in MI6. Then...Devan and Devin, Aya, Atha they are all enough for me.

One thing I regret, always hoping my dad turned to me was eventually thrown away. This is just like a fool falling into the same hole many times.