The Queen of Vasellica Moon's
Lost Souls; I want to go back

Lucy's mind is on the edge of a tangled thread without finding an answer as to why she is in such a perplexing alien place. As if he was lost in the darkness, he forgot his existence and his reason persisted for someone who was drawn blurry in his mind.

Lucy just walked straight aimlessly, but there was not the slightest hint of light to give him help getting out of this place because it wanted to be up to whenever he walked this whole place just looked dark - as if he was left alone.

Lucy resigned she was very tired of being trapped in this void, so she fell to her knees with her two dear eyes. If it was like this his soul would completely disappear.

"I hate this silence. I want to get out of here!" lucy covered her ears, as if she was hallucinating, her whole mind kept on going back.

"You want to get out of here?"

The sound of a foreign woman invoking filled the entire dimension. "I want to go back."

"Where?"

Lucy was speechless, right, what would she do after getting out of here, home? But where.

"I, I don't know."

Lucy looks confused, for now she does not know who she is. What his identity was and his reason for coming out also did not have a clear motive. But somehow the uneasy feelings on his inner depths urged him to come out of that dimension.

"Do you know who you are now?"

Lucy slowly raised her head to stare straight at the figure of a beautiful waita surrounded by white rabbits.

"How do you come back if you forget yourself?"

"Who are you?"

"Who are you?"

Lucy quivered in confusion, why did the woman ask him? "Of course I-" Lucy was unable to continue her sentence. Right, what kind of figure should he introduce to the woman before him. Whoever he is is still unknown.

The woman sighed and walked over to Lucy so Lucy could see her face. White hair that looks like a silver jewel with red eyeballs decorate her handsome face.

"Maybe because you're just a lost soul in the vast sky, you've forgotten the essentials of your figure."

"What do you mean?"

The figure in front of Lucy shows a floating mirror, there she looks shocked by what Lucy saw. How can their faces look similar? If only the woman had black hair and blue eyes, they would be like a twin born.

"Who are you really? What do you want to do with me."

The figure stood behind Lucy while gripping firmly on Lucy's shoulders, making them stare at each other from the reflection of the mirror.

"Try touching that mirror and what you want to know is right there."

Lucy touches the mirror, and the mirror quickly shows the design of life in a short time so that Lucy's head hurts so much that it will divide her mind. Lucy pulls back her hand, moving backwards away from the mirror. Her chest of sweat-tight anxiety descended past her cheeks and ended up falling off her tiny chin.

What did I see just now? All that----my-self?

Lucy again saw her twin figure that looks cool playing with three rabbits nearby.

"You're--I?"

"Is that all you know? What about someone other than family?"

Wh who? Even though he still digested what he saw. Lucy still does not understand the purpose of his purpose, is not from childhood he is always close to the exit. Or should he mention Harlie? No, that's bad! I don't know why Lucy hated it when the name came out of her own mouth.

"You really don't remember her?"

"What you mean is Harli---"

"Lucy ...," The call that skewed the breadfruit drew Lucy's attention back to the mirror.

The mirror again shows a cliche scene from the figure of a handsome man who spent quite a long time with him. The figure he always missed even though he only heard his name saha.

The figure that most disturbed his mind since earlier with the appearance of a blurry face remembered. As if her mind was screaming, Lucy touched the face of the man like the sun on the mirror, that she should meet him. A man who is able to give all forms of affection that Lucy dreams of in Mate's relationship.

Both of Lucy's eyes that had been seen as beautiful slowly look bright to cultivate tears. He was, the figure of the man Lucy currently wanted the most. Wh why? Why did he have to forget it? And why would Lucy be here?

"Not-open your eyes, look at me. Don't go, don't leave me Lucy."

Lucy stared in disbelief at all the memories she had forgotten. The end of his life decision was a heartbreaking death. Until the end, Kendric did not let go and with a guilty feeling, Lucy apologized while looking at Kendric who looked almost crazy hugging his body.

Both of Lucy's hands shook in fear. "Kendric, hiks, I'm sorry...."

Lucy has remembered all of it. That day he decided to sacrifice his soul as a Robin. So is he really dead? Could this dark place be the realm of the end of life? Lucy is indeed very confident in carrying out Robin's destiny without thinking-how did she get back to see him? Even if reincarnation exists, which heaven should he aim to ask for rebirth?

Can't! Lucy must keep her promise that she will return and see Kendric as she promised. "I have to go back."

"Where?"

"I have to go see Kendric----"

"Ahaha, you're so funny to me. You can't go back, haven't you sacrificed yourself as Yggdrasil's most beloved Robin?"

"--I. Is there really no way to go back?"

"Aren't you the one who wants it? Didn't you accept your soul as Robin? Then why do you look so sorry."

"I never wanted to die like this. But on the other hand, ignoring the world only for selfish things, let alone making it take my place, is not the best way either."

"Then what do you want? What would you do if you could really go back."

"I want to see her. I want to find her, isn't she Mate---"

"Omong empty! You never really loved him, you chose the wrong king. Even since you chose Harlie, the fate of the Soul Robin must rise up and pressure me not to dominate this star body. That's why you grew up to be a weak woman! And it keeps torturing me for treating Mate wrong!"

"You want to go back? Come back if you can."

"I thought you'd know how to get out of here."

"True, I know it. But it won't be possible for you to get out of here. Neither you nor I will continue to be trapped here."

"Why are you saying that?"

"Isn't it clear. Even though I helped you see the memories of your life, you still don't remember them."

"Tell me clearly, what you want to tell Vasellica."

"I once said that, before the Alabasta disaster. You should remember the promise in childhood. That's the clue, but do you remember it? No no, it's too late for you to decide to end your life as Robin and we're stuck in a natural rotation taboo."

A promise? ah, Lucy remembers her figure always discussing this over and over again before she carried on her destiny as Robin. What kind of promise does that mean? ready to do it? Lucy still doesn't remember it.

"---- I can't do her."

"Why?"

"Because in essence you are the ultimate soul. You have to make a decision, Robin or Vasellica is just a crown that needs a container to be made queen on her head."

Argha! it frustrates Lucy "Then am I really dead?!"

"You're not completely dead. If only there were no black rose crystals belonging to Grandma's relics. You've been made sure to go to the last realm of living things."

"What is the rose that my mother gave me?"

"It is a Crystal that holds the judeta of life and can be a lucky card to defy death in the rules of the heavens. But the crystal can only keep the rest of the soul, if you want to go back you have to do your own thing, but if you give up the rose will lead you to the border of the afterlife."

"So, the point is if I can remember the childhood promise. I can come back, right?"

"----- Really."

He just needs to remember, right? Lucy looks back at the mirror hoping that it shows something else from all her memories. But unfortunately, the mirror was no longer working because he had seen all the recordings of his life. Should he rely on his own brain?

"Okey, calm yourself. Focus your mind, take a breath, I can definitely remember." Lucy closed her eyes, thinking very hard. "--Mmm, Ah!! I really can't remember anything!"

"Not that I told you. You won't be able to remember it,"

"No, I'll definitely remember it please give me some time to think." Lucy insisted on thinking of the answer to the memory.

Seeing Lucy who continued to look in the mirror made Vasellica gripped her white dress with a lot of emotional mixed.

"Enough, it's too late! The longer you're here, the more time goes on out there."

"Wait, how long have I been here?"

"It's been almost two hours, since your sacrifice."

"Then, how long has it been in the world of life?"

"- It's been 100 years."

Lucy's been gone that long? Although he was only temporarily at the boundary of the two worlds of the afterlife, then he had left Kendric for that long-oh-Oh, no! he must return quickly. "Kendrick...,"

"Give up, he may have forgotten about you. He might have let you go, even if you came back he would have---"

"Why is it? If he forgets me, then I'll just make him remember me. Me, who asked him not to wait. Because I'm coming for him."

"Ha! You're so confident. Don't you feel like this is all your fault. If only you hadn't forgotten about it. If only you hadn't said that Harlie was your Mate, I was, wasn't you, you could have ignored Robin's figure and right now all this futile death would not have happened! You're taking Robin's fate too far and ignoring the other person inside you." The Vasellica wept as if spilling all sorts of immersed expressions all this time.

Lucy doesn't know, other than herself there is another figure inside her who is also injured because of her choice. He felt guilty, but didn't know what to do. A white rabbit came up to Lucy, jumping as if to be carried.

So Lucy lifted him up, she noticed the crescent moon emblem on the head of the rabbit and digested the thing that was a little stuck in her mind-Antara rabbit and the figure of Vasellica in front of her.

"Enough! I don't want to feel dumped again! Kendric must have changed and forgotten everything. I'm more willing to give up and go to the final realm, I'll throw away any form of regret than have to feel lost again."

Looking at the attitude of Vasellica who looks like an emotional child. Makes Lucy realize what is strange between them - Lucy smiled.

"Now that I know it, you or any fate you may not have been able to accept."

"What do you know, huh? The sky is against it and it's over."

"Still not yet, and the heavens side in this relationship."

"You're so haughty, as long as you don't remember it, you won't be able to come back."

"True, until this second I'll never be able to remember her. Never, even if I try my hardest because the answer is on you."

Lucy approached the figure of Vasellica then hugged her, conveying the warm news that there was nothing to worry about anymore.

"Although you reject all of this, Robin has been my destiny or yours, and why Yggdrasil wants it. Wouldn't it be that if I had you the end of my life wouldn't end like Vernitysha?"

"You mean?"

"I'm really sorry for all the burden you've been carrying on my decision. I know it was you who helped me endure all the pain Harlie showed, you tried so many times to save me. But I was too small to realize your existence, so you kept silenced inside me without me noticing." Lucy wiped the Vasellica tears.

"Stop your bullshit, you never accept soul-----"

"Now I won't ignore you anymore, nor will I attach any importance to my selfish thoughts. Like you said, I'm too into the role of Robin who has high sympathy for living things."

"But now I have realized it. Although Robin and Vasellica are different destinies, and as long as I'm still Robin my figure as Vasellica will also be captive in me."

"What do you want to say?"

"Vasellica you're the only person in me I can't accept - because I expected too much of Mate's relationship I ignored you and grew up being so stupid."

"I'll go back to her, and so will you. Let's meet our Vasilias. You and I are one soul. We are not two different people, you and I - both live as Lucy Daiana Lordsarks. It's just that you're always limiting your interactions with me."

The figure of Vasellica was surprised that Lucy can guess all the things that happened during this time. "Do you think you might remember it?"

"Not yet.that's why I need your help, because you're half my lost soul, the mirror shows all but you remember right? That's because you're a memory of my childhood. And this is why I can't remember her."

Lucy took off her hug and looked at the smiling, "All will be fine. Kendric's the only Vasilias for Lucy, so you don't have to be afraid to forget, Princess Lucy."

The figure of Vasellica was instantly transformed into a 7-year-old little Lucy. Lucy already knows that anger and emotions that change from her are a reflection of her childhood. Little Lucy cries, for some reason she feels happy when her existence is acknowledged and can be proud of herself without fear of being cooped up or forgotten.

Of course, how would Lucy remember that promise if she still hadn't received her Vasellica figure. Was his mother like this too?

"So, can you help me?"

The little Lucy wiped her tears and then nodded her head with great certainty. "Eum!!"

"Thank you, Princess."

And the void and dark space shattered into thousands of black rose petals. Lucy looked up at the starry sky, standing on a puddle of water filled with prayers and hopes for herself. For sure besides Kendric there are so many people who really expect him back.

"So what should I do?"

Little Lucy pointed behind Lucy, then she shouted while running to call Molie by name. When Lucy followed him she looked back and somehow he was in the middle of the park with a warm atmosphere. The scorching sun and a few flowers were blooming fresh--waiting, wasn't this a sight in his old palace before he moved into the residence of Estelle's palace?

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