The Rainbow And Shield
Pain

It was getting dark, the moon was already beginning to appear in the east longitude ready to replace the sun. Alvian had just parked his bike and removed the fullface helmet he was wearing, slightly shuffling his hair before finally getting off the bike to get into his house.

But the man caught a stranger in his house at this time, apparently in the garage there was his parents' car parked there. Alvian let out a long sigh, apparently they remembered him too, the two men had only remembered having one child.

"Gue can't help but come here, muttered Alvian indifferently. Honestly instead of happy parents and her brother went home, Alvian also fed up.

"Where are you from?" the question was pointed out to Alvian, by a man three years older than him who was sitting in front of the porch.

"Not your business" said Alvian disrespectful to the man, who was none other than his brother.

Alvian Regananta is the youngest of two children, the handsome man has an older brother who is only three years apart from him.

Derian Regananta Alvian eldest son of the Regananta family, the man has now graduated from high school and is undergoing his education at one of the most famous public universities in Indonesia with a major in medicine.

The faces of the two are very similar, yes the face was inherited directly from their father David Regananta. Their faces are exactly like in photocopies, very similar which slightly differentiates them only on skin color. Where Rian has a skin with a yellow tone while Alvian basically follows the color of the skin of the Mama is a mature sapodilla.

But both are the same - equally handsome, it can not be doubted the charm of both. "Gue is fine" said Rian again, but Alvian seemed to not care.

"Lo nanya right? means it's up to me dong, want to answer or not,"

Alvian Regananta never had a good relationship with his brother or his parents, the guy was always compared - compare by his parents made him upset himself.

So that the guy feels foreign, as if never close to anyone in this house.

Their parents only care about their achievements and academic values, they want their children to grow as they want and like to curb their children like playing dolls.

If Rian is silent and complies then Alvian is no , the man loves to rebel and fight since childhood.

This makes Alvian never considered part of the Regananta family which is famous as a respectable family.

Even if there was a special meeting with his father's business partner, Alvian was never involved. What people know is that the Regananta family only has one descendant, namely Rian.

And Alvian? Do not want to be considered a child, treated should be grateful.

Alvian finally entered his house, not caring for Rian who still kept calling his name. Until finally the man's steps stopped in the middle room when he saw Papa and his mother who was sitting there arrogantly.

"Where have you been? Can't you get home in time?" that is the question that David - Papa Alvian - asked his youngest child.

Alvian did not reply, the man just kept silent and looked at his parents in turn with a hard-to-understand look.

David then got up from his seat, approaching the child who was still standing at the entrance of the middle room of the house.

David looked at his son with increasingly sharp eyes, with one hand holding a paper.

"Today I was called again by the principal because of you! The child does not know the rules! When are you going to be like this, huh?!" snapped David with anger ready to explode, while thrusting a letter in his hand into Alvian's face.

"If Papa doesn't want to, don't come." Alvian said with a face that looked relaxed.

Plaque!!

"THE CHILD DOES NOT KNOW HIMSELF!"

"When do you want to embarrass me?! You bear the honorable name of the Regananta family, but behave like a market thug!!"

Plaque!!

"Basic useless child!"

Plaque!!

"What did we teach you? Huh uh?!"

Plaque!!

The slap that was so hard it continued to slide into Alvian's face many times, making the man sit on the floor of his house with the corner of his torn lips.

His cheeks were even numb now, but the man could only duck. He was usually treated like this by his parents.

Alvian just laughed lightly, bravely the guy then looked at the face of the father who was dominated by anger.

"Al never taught anything since childhood, Papa same Mama never considered Al son right?"

"Still dare to fight you?!"

"Why should Al be afraid?" the handsome guy with brownish hair got up slowly, his tears had slid as he could stand.

The guy felt treated like an animal since childhood, it was very different from Rian who was always abundant in affection.

"Since childhood Al never got the rights as a child, you guys were too busy with Rian and Rian. And Al?" alvian's hands clenched tightly, the anger and pain in his heart had been too deep he felt since childhood.

Maybe if he had just been quiet, but not anymore. Alvian is mature enough, already knows which to do and which not. According to the guy, his parents have gone too far if he is silent then they will increasingly act out of reason.

"Al can't even get your love from you like Rian!"

"That's because Rian's a submissive and proud child of the family, while you?" It was not David who answered, but Amira Alvian.

"You are nothing more than a burden on the family, and a destroyer of the good image of the Regananta family,"

The words were quite piercing the recesses of Alvian's heart. Humiliated, compared to one's own brother, and ostracized. It felt like Alvian was the least expected creature in this world, all felt very unfair to him.

"So low is Al in your eyes?" the tears were pouring down Alvian's handsome face.

The pain and tightness at this moment felt stabbing at the chest of the man. Especially when hearing directly from the mouths of his parents, that he was just a useless child.

Can you imagine how broken a child's heart would be if it were in this position?

"If you come only to give pain, you should not come once," said Alvian lirih.

The man then took his bag, and ran out of the house. He could not continue to be at home that had no comfort at all.

But while in front of the house, Alvian passed by the brother who looked at him with worried eyes.

"Where else are you going?" ask Rain.

Alvian just grieved, "It's not really your business to be a golden boy, take care of your blissful life."

***

Either Tania's feelings or how, but today Alvian clearly looks different. The guy was not as usual, since this morning Alvian was much more temperamental and sensitive even Tania was reluctant to approach the man.

Like this afternoon, the bell rang but Alvian got up from his carcass and was about to leave class.

But Tania had already restrained the man's arm, before going further.

"Where are you going?"

"Stupid," he said casually.

Tania put a slow pace, "Lo promised me that I wouldn't skip it again, would I?"

Alvian shrugged his shoulders no matter, for some reason Alvian always disliked when Tania always forbade this and it was like her parents.

According to Alvian this is his life, no one can be too constrained.

"Gue again males learning," Tania understood Alvian's changed countenance, which made Tania sigh slowly. Something's wrong with Alvian

"Try me once Al, I just don't want to, you get in trouble again later," Tania said gently but Alvian ignored her and even looked angry at the girl.

"Gue has a world of its own, and you can't overeat like gini!" the man snapped violently, his face like anger.

That made both of them the center of attention of one class now.

Tania was obviously surprised by that, she did not expect Alvian to be angry just for forbidding the guy to ditch.

Alvian then rebuffs Tania's hand and leaves, unwilling to listen to anything else Tania says.

Today Alvian wants to skip, period. His mind is in turmoil and his emotions are unstable, anyone should not forbid it or be prepared to get damprat.

"Al," Call Tania, but Alvian doesn't care.

It is certain that at this time Alvian must be angry and offended by all his attitude just now, the man was indeed spoiled and complied with Tania.

But there are times when Alvian does have a hard nature and character and does not like to be regulated.

Alvian most do not like to be limited, restrained, or arranged by anyone without being screwed. The man is only concerned with his pleasure, not caring about every effect of his actions, which is important according to the man he can be happy for sure the man will do without thinking about the risks.

"Gue is too much, huh?" tania said as she watched Alvian's back start to drift away.