The Rebirth Of Queen
Is falling in love this complicated?

"Young master" William called out softly.

He looked at his young master who was still sitting while squeezing his chest, his breath was stinged and his tears kept flowing.

Sean looked up at William who was now in front of him, his gaze insisting a deep pain in his heart. William felt like what Sean was feeling, he knew his young master was feeling the sadness as well as a very painful wound.

"Yeahhh....Haaaahh...." Sean was unable to put out words, his breath was so choked.

His tongue felt very faint, he wanted to shout to calm down the turmoil in his heart. However he could not do so, the pain in his heart was too deep and painful.

"Young master, Hiks... You have to be strong, you have to be able to explain everything, you deserve to be happy. Hix...Many other loves are waiting for you in the future" said William joined in tears hugging the young master's body.

"Yeahhh... Hixss.... Wil... Hixss... Ra-sanya haaahhh Sa-kitt....Hiks" Sean let go of his cry, a cry that was so heartbreaking.

"Yes my young master knows, cry! Remove all your sorrows, let go of all the torments" William said

To be honest William did not want to turn on Elie because he had rejected the love of his young master so sincere. It was just that he didn't want Sean to suffer any more.

William knows how hard Sean's life is, the pain Sean has suffered over the years is very hard to live.

At first William felt the presence of Elie was a happiness sent by God to Sean, considering the smile that once lost again adorned his face that had always been flat for years, after the tragedy occurred.

But apparently, God still wants to test it. Tested by adding a new wound in Sean's heart, who was first in love and also hurt.

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Elie was currently looking at the ceiling of her room, her mind drifting about her rejection of Sean. He really doesn't want to hurt Sean, but he also can't possibly accept people he doesn't love.

He couldn't sleep tonight, he was agitated because the guilt had hurt someone else who was sincere to him. Had Finn been around, maybe he was currently complaining to her and calming himself down.

Remembering her lover, he took her cell phone and sent a message.

💬 Finn

Just that one word, the message Elie sent.

But Finn who happens to be considering will call his girlfriend or not. Surprised and delighted when he saw the message.

He initially hesitated when he wanted to call, fearing that Elie had gone to sleep. Because Elie's at midnight. But because Elie contacted him, he knew his lover had not slept.

Tuuut....

Finn made a video call.

"Haii, honey. You haven't slept?" finn asked softly and with a sweet smile.

"No, I can't sleep" Elie said in a soft tone.

"Why Hmm? Is something bothering you?" ask Finn

"Yes you're right, I was thinking about Sean" Elie said

"What's wrong with Sean, honey?" finn asked trying to think positively.

"When I met him at dinner last night, he expressed his feelings for me. Huuuffttt" said Elie sighing upward.

"T-then?" finn asked, honestly, at this time Finn had started to fidget in his heart, even he could not breathe.

Who is not restless and uncomfortable when they know there are other men who express their feelings for the woman we love.

"I rejected it directly" said Elie who made Finn sigh in relief. The hard blow on his heart felt lifted and then thrown away from him.

"Then why are you thinking about that?" ask Finn

"Honestly I feel unbearable, it looks like his feelings are so sincere. What else do I know if he is feeling a deep pain in his heart. Did I overdo it outright, Finn?" said Elie

"Darling, you're not wrong. Sean was not wrong. Because of love, who is it present to? when time? and where is the place? No one knows" Finn said softly

"Unless you reject it when you clearly love it, it means you're wrong. Now I ask, what you love is Sean" said Finn, but his heart also felt unwilling and sick, as he asked that question.

Elie stared at her lover's face on her phone screen, for some reason she didn't like Finn asking about it.

"Why are you asking that? Don't you trust me? Isn't the answer clear? I'd rather you, would it still not be able to answer?" elie looked at Finn's face with teary eyes.

Seeing her lover almost crying over her, Finn felt guilty for asking such a question. He doesn't mean anything like that.

"I'm sorry El, I shouldn't have asked you that. Sorry baby, please don't cry, my heart hurts to see it" Finn said

"I certainly believe in you, but I also don't want you to feel guilty about your rejection of Sean. Love can't be forced, I'm sure Sean will gradually understand and accept it. Maybe then he will also open his heart to other women. I beg you to forgive me, you may use me as I please, I was wrong. But please don't cry, El" Finn said.

Elie sighed, for some reason she became more sensitive just because of one sentence. Whereas in his past life he was never like this, what people who fall in love is indeed this complicated and makes the mind go stupid?

"You're not wrong, I'm sorry too. I just want to share my complaints and not want you to think about anything, so I'm telling you this" Elie said

"But I don't feel sorry for rejecting it, I'll regret it. If I let him continue to hope and nurture his love for me longer. Which will actually make him more hurt because of unrequited" continued Elie.

"You're not wrong baby, I'm the only one who's been scared first when you talk about other men. I clearly understand Sean's feelings.

If I were in Sean's position, I would also be very hurt given the magnitude of my love for you. But life is always spinning and walking, we have to accept it with a chest of air. We also cannot force people who do not have feelings of love for us. Let time wipe out all the wounds in Sean's heart" Finn said

"So, throw away your guilt. We just pray that he can quickly get up and find happiness for himself with other women that we do not know who it will be" Finn said again.

"Yes, I hope so too" Elie said

"El, I missed you. I'm sorry I went a long time and couldn't keep you there. Clearly, this heart is only for you. I'll finish my job soon and get back there" Finn said, not wanting his girlfriend to keep thinking about her guilt for Sean.

"I miss you too. Yeah, come back soon, I need you. Only you can make me feel calm" Elie said.

"Wait for me, I love you" Finn said

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