
Only a strong person who can give up his love for others ahh not someone else but reconnect the love that ever existed and disconnected it. That is now what Mayang will do, even though he has to swallow a bitter rejection.
"Thank you Carissa has taken your time to come here" Mayang said softly seeing Carissa was now next to him.
Yes, she deliberately asked the woman to come see her here last night when she talked to her husband.
"May, Mama get out first, you guys talk ". Sarah came out of the room leaving the two women to give each other space to talk.
"Did I trouble you Riss?". asked Mayang.
"Not at all, ahh this is me bringing you your favorite cake". replied Carissa.
"Thank you yes". " Carissa do you have a husband ? emm I just want to know I'm sorry if my question made you uncomfortable".
"For prospective husbands maybe not yet, we still approach it.
"Carissa can I ask you something ?" asked Mayang hesitatingly.
"Anything May if it's not too much trouble I'll give it to you".Carissa replied with a smile.
"I don't know if it's bothering you or not, Carissa is marrying my husband.
Carissa did not expect that Mayang would have such a wish against her. Where a wife asks another woman to marry her husband.
"May, you're talking about what I don't know you mean". elak Carissa.
"Rissa I want you to be my honey, I'm ready to share your love.
"May, no wife is ready for honey, get rid of your strange desires.
"But in fact I am ready if you are the honey.
"Sorry May I can't ". reply Carissa.
"Why Rissa ? is it because there is still me ? Rissa I'm on the verdict soon.
"May, the presence or absence of you I obviously refused to marry your husband.
"Let's see I'm Carissa". she said, holding her hand. "please marry my husband Duta Prasetyo the man you once loved sincerely".
Carissa was aghast at the words of the woman in front of her. He did not expect Mayang to know if he and Duta ever had each other.
"May, please I can't for that, understand May". declined Carissa gently held her hand.
"Know me why can't you ?" mayang.
"Because I want to marry someone who can accept my shortcomings without having to look at my past, I'm a woman who has a lot of lack of May, sorry May I can't, I can't, there are still many perfect women that you can ask to marry your husband ". explained Carissa.
"But Riss" protested Mayang, he had not been able to continue his words Carissa interrupted him. "May stop I said I can't, I already have someone who will be my husband later".
"I can see if this is just your excuse, not because of lack but because of Papa Bram's blessing Riss, I know it's Carissa and I will make her bless you.
The door suddenly opens showing Bram and Sarah entering at the same time. "Until any time Papa wouldn't approve of them Carissa, you shouldn't have shown your nose here again, you were just a troublemaker of my family.
"Pa, it's Pa ". Persuade Sarah
"Ma, Mama can see for herself how this woman right, since long ago she can only make people so brave with us". Bram's voice intimidates.
"Excuse me". said Carissa immediately stood up and left the place.
He cried walking down the hospital hallway without caring about the look of people towards him. "Why is my life always like this, Lord, why are there still tears after all these years I've been tormented" he sobbed in my heart.
He ran towards the parking lot until he accidentally hit someone in front of him, without seeing the person he bent his body and apologized and then got into his car.
"Carissa are you?". said the man
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At the moment Carissa was at her house, she didn't know where to go to get all this tightness out of her chest, there is no way he met his parents for sure they will be very angry and disappointed because he still wants to meet the family of the person who stepped on his pride.
He chooses to return to his house and asks Reno to pick Yuka up to be taken to the Mother's house, he does not want the child to know his face because he continues to cry. He knew his son's reaction. He would not stop asking why he could cry like that and he could not lie.
Already since noon he locked himself in the room and the day had gone up at night but the tightness was still occasionally he could feel.
" What's over will still end I dare not hope much less think of loving you again after that time I was too afraid.
"Alright, keep the spirit of Carissa, you can't be weak you're strong". The vibration of the phone made him shift his gaze. "Reno" said.
"Hello Ren, ahh yes dear Mama is still in this house to pick you up, sorry yes Mama picked him up last night, Mama had business, yes Mama's the way first yes".
This day he was wasting too much time, he should not be overreacting to all this anyway which he lived much harder. But naturally, his name is also a legitimate human.
On the way back home, Yuka observes her mother's face, which she feels a little different."Ma, are you okay Ma ?"
"Mama okay dear, why?". said Carissa.
"It looks like Mama's brother is crying Yes, Mama is crying why ?" guess Yuka.
"Once crying from where the baby, Mama just tired of lack of sleep like all day this Mama's work is a lot, oiya Mama would like to ask you if Mama works office again you agree not ?" answer Carissa lies.
"Ma, Mama already has a cafe for what Mama works again, later Mama tired lo Ma". asked Yuka.
"Honey, the cafe is just a side for the hobby of Mama after all there is Kak Cinta who usually ngehandle cafe problems, cafe, if Mama's office work will not be bored if it runs out between you until the afternoon Mama has no work". replied Carissa explained.
"Mama sure, later Mama tired Ma, yuka do not want yes if until Mama is sick" added Yuka again.
"Mama promise dear Mama will manage the time Mama well, the most important thing is you permit Mama to return to office work again right ?" carissa.
"Yes any Ma for Mama". replied Yuka allowing.
"Thank you dear, Miss you so much.
"Mama don't forget yes this weekend Mama take the value of Yuka, can't wait for Yuka Ma to vacation".remind Yuka to Carissa.
"Well baby, where do you want to go for the holidays so Mama is ready from now on" asked Carissa.
"Hemm later deh Ma Yuka has not thought of where will Yuka tell the same Mama but promise you actually we vacation together with Grandma Om Reno if you can all Om Riko Ma, but promise you really are on vacation with Grandma, om Riko promised to come here again, right.
"Yes Mama promised, but if you are talking about Om Riko later you are the only one who said the promise to you.
"Oke deh Ma, yee can't wait aaaaaa want to vacationnn". he said excitedly showing a row of white teeth.