The Return of the Lost Heart
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6 years ago...

"Well, my son is fine, isn't he?" the sobbing of a girl in a nursery sounds so heartbreaking.being left behind by the person she thinks will truly be there for her but reality is inversely proportional to her expectations

"you have no need to cry, it is good that he died! the bastard was usually just shy of our family nduk" the middle-aged woman who had just quietly started to speak up, trying to calm her youngest daughter who was in tears

"but he was not wrong, he did not know anything" he objected to the woman he called mamah

"already tired of debating with you, besides where is your boy's family? no one's here at all, right? they don't want children from you!" his mother's raucous voice seemed to awaken him to the fact that his son was indeed unwanted to be present in the middle of his relationship with the lover

"now what you have to think is not your child, but how will you continue your life nduk. do not have to think of those who go, so this is a lesson for you in the future, so this is a lesson for you, ngaca from the already nduk, quite mbakmu only whose life is difficult" tears that had been held finally shed too, finally shed, too, imagine the life of his daughter who will lose direction and purpose after coming out of the white room.

the girl just kept silent, crying in silence, imagining her life before. Sweet, very sweet as if she was the luckiest girl to meet the man who is now an ex for her. 

silence enveloped the two women who were now at war with their minds, until the sound of friction shoes and floors greeted the idra of their hearing. Appearing a figure that he should not have met by now, a figure that both of them feared.

"m-mas" Zoya looked fearfully at the man who was none other than her biological brother.

"GOBLOK, I've told you not to stay away from him, when the hell do you want to recede once with me deck? satisfied you make mamah cry continuously because of you hah?" the man looked up at Zoya, he felt like he had failed to become a substitute father for his two younger siblings

"mas already mamah papa let him think also do not carelessly again if you want to relate to men" mamah voice as hypnotic for the brother, the brother, immediately the man sat down and exhaled a rough breath.

trings

his daydream was renewed by a notification on his phone immediately he looked for the flat object, opening the whatsapp application listed on his lockscreen.

Angga : Zo sorry in advance but the boss asks you to resign, considering the contract of employment that you can marry let alone get pregnant right so I am sorry the same son2 gk bsa nolong kmu lgi.

Zoya smiled wryly, just now she was putting together what she was going to do, and now her plan had to be shattered instantly, she said, he realized that what he was going through now deviated far from the employment contract that his company made, but wouldn't he come out empty-handed after this too? no child or marriage book with her ex, right? then why should it be imposed by the company? 

"mah, I was out of work" he said slowly to his mother

while the mama only smiled while rubbing the youngest soft head "ngga papa later find again, the important deket, do not need to cost again cah ayu"

yes, everything will change here, making a new beginning for Zoya Maulina's life that will somehow come to the fore. Once he was also crushed by a man, came carrying a million thorns wrapped in words of love after he was trapped in it he felt like he had stabbed thousands of daggers in his heart. it took 4 years for him to rise and re-establish the despair that had been extinct with the arrival of a figure who he thought was different from his peers at that time in high school. yes, although both families do not fully agree with their relationship but what is said if it is based on filial love to parents so number two. likewise, at that time he did with Dirga the idol of his heart. 

going through the end times with the frills of 'happy spirit ya learn it' everything that people talk about them both as if the past winds were unimportant. not even studying when the exam is in front of the eyes of the lover even continues to urge and invite him to try a little something so foreign for him to hear. capitalizing on pocket money from the brother who never cut his dime he tried to explore the hustle and bustle of the night world that he had never touched before.

Zoya Maulina has shifted from her place, no longer bearing the status of an exemplary student and achievers in school, no longer, yes, although he can still survive in the 1st rank predicate in his class, but his predicate in attitude and cooperation with his class children is very bad. And even more surprising was he who felt unaffected at all about it.

Unlike the case with Dirga the lover who is one of the most wanted and also the head of the school's osis, his achievements skyrocketed after he established a relationship with his classmate. even the teachers were smitten with his grades which were very inversely proportional to the previous semesters.not stupid he was just lazy and rarely took the semester exam with his follow-up.