
Aine went into her room. Her pale face looks flushed due to her Mama's hard slap.
Just then when she was fighting with Melanie, suddenly her mom and dad showed up. Of course Aine is the main target, just like before. He is always to blame even if he is not the one to start.
Melanie or Vanya always managed to make it look like a girl oppressor.
That is the way of life he received from the Creator.
The girl cried.locked the door emotionally then followed by a rude swearing. He did the right thing.
He sat in front of the dresser. For a moment noticed her face that was completely far from being beautiful.
Actually she is beautiful if she is smart to take care of herself like her two sisters. His eyes are good, his nose is sharp, his face line is firm. Only, the long incision that littered her face blocked her true beauty.
"You're ugly, you're stupid, you're bad, you're useless, you're never right, and you're trash." Aine said that to her shadow. "You should have died long ago."
The girl let out tears along with a strange smile on her lips.
"You better die, Aine. There is no point in living this life. Alvan, the only human you expected has also left you. Let's close our eyes peacefully."
***
In the morning, Vanya wakes up first - forced to attend school. He was surprised when no one cooked. Though usually this hour Aine has prepared all the needs and importance.
"Ma...Aine is not cooking!" the third-grade High School girl told her mother. It just so happened that her mother had just finished her bath. And sitting facing the dresser.
"Why?"
"No idea, Ma. I don't think he's up yet,"
"Not awake? You lazy girl!" the woman stood up, looked at Vanya for a while, then walked out of the room.
"Amine!!!" Mama pushed the girl's room door.
There is no lawfulness.
"Hey, lazybones! Vanya wants to go to school, do you want to kill her by not cooking something for her morning breakfast?" the woman was angry from outside.
"Well, so you dare to fight now?"
Still no answer. The room was empty, very quiet.
"You want to die? Not satisfied feeling my slap? Open Aine! If I don't kill you!"
The woman grabs the doorknob-intentioning to shake, but it turns out the door is unlocked. Too bad he was screaming from earlier.
"Amine!" he was surprised to find the room empty.
"Where did the fool go," said Mama approaching the dressing table located near the bed. That's where he found a letter.
From Aine.
For everyone who lives in this house.
This is not the life I want. I've suffered too much. You've always treated me badly. It kept me depressed for a long time.
I'm goin. May you be happy. I hope that what you want can be achieved.
I'm gonna end everything. This pain will pass just like the passing of my life. That's the best.
I know you're not gonna find me. But if suddenly your heart is moved to look for me because of the 2M money, then stop. You're not gonna find me anymore.
I'm gonna haunt you guys. Show me that I'm not a moron who's always been a slave to your house.
As for Vanya, thank you for soiling my face. Thank you for pushing me to this former disgrace. One day I'll make you feel this.
To Melanie, thank you for taking everything away from me. Especially Alvan, thank you. Be happy in the nightmares that will haunt you.
To Mama and papa, thank you for creating caste in this hell house. I'm proud of you guys.
For all of you, I HATE YOU.
Greetings from death.
***
Aine continued to walk south. It was already half-twelfth and he had yet to find the right place to end his life.
In fact, he had already walked a long way from his home.
Ngontai's steps. Sayu's eyes. His pale face looked tired.
He walked without bringing anything. Just clothes on her body. No suitcases, no money or anything - it's - it's that he intends to kill himself not to move.
Finally, after walking for about twenty minutes, he found a fairly magnificent suspension bridge. The bridge is high. Underneath the river flowing. He thought, now his life will pass like the passing of the river.
The rain came today. But not overblown. Just a bunch of rain bigger than a drizzle. But the water managed to wash all over his body.
It was okay, for him it was the rain that was pushing him to jump right now.
Aine climbed onto the bridge barrier. He spread both his hands. Prepare jump.
"Everything.ayo we do!" he cried amid the rain.
Almost he jumped, suddenly someone appeared near him.
"Suicide is a responsibility!" said the man.
Aine was surprised to hear that. He looked back and saw a man wearing a black mask and hat holding an umbrella to protect himself from the rain.
"Who are you!" Aine asked instead.
The man shrugged his shoulders.
"Go away if you have nothing to do with me!" ketus Aine's.
"Why are you the one who is good? Does this bridge have your grandmother?" ask the man.
The girl immediately pouted.
"Cube finds out, actually, that suicide was just done by a fool." Said the man relaxed.
"I'm a fool." continued Aine quickly.
"Isn't he?" said the man was flat. "You want to not turn into a smart person?"
Aine frowned. "meaning?"
The man raised his umbrella. "Don't kill yourself. Extend time..."
The girl did not understand what the man said. So he immediately prepared to jump. Almost his leg was off, but it did not fall because the man immediately pulled his hand.
The man's umbrella flew and fell into the river. Instead, Aine's body managed to catch her.
Their eyes stared at the millions of raindrops.
"Are you okay?" asked the man while smiling behind his mask, looking at Aine's eyes blocked by glasses. Even when wanting to end her life, Aine was still loyal to those glasses.
Aine shakes. "No, I've been ruined." she replied weakly.
"Go home with me, you can restore your condition there." bargained the man.
"But-but..."
"Forget the suicide. That's a ridiculous thing. No matter what your problem is, suicide is not the best path. If you're going to kill yourself for love, you're going to get back at it." The man said as he straightened Aine's body.
The girl looked down. "What am I doing wrong?"
"Not completely. The pain that can't be held that makes people choose to die. That's natural," said the man gently. "Don't cry like that, you can change better. Come on, come on, come with me,"
The man pulled his hand. Take him to the car parked at the end of the bridge.
The man was wet, and so was Aine. But Aine is worse, because she's wet to her innermost clothes.
The car has gone. Aine stared at the street in front of her. Although his gaze was fixed on the road, but his mind was floating. He thought his family was partying because of his disappearance.
"I'm not a friendly guy. But to you I'll be friendly." The man suddenly said that.
Aine looked towards the man who was driving. He just smiled a little. Shows clearly that he is not in the mood to answer.
"What are you going to kill yourself for?" ask the man.
The girl looked back. It was impossible for him to tell the problem to a foreign man. But.sak dihati also need to be domesticated. Minimal to reduce pain.
Be Aine recounting all her miserable life. Starting from the caste of his home to the betrayal of his girlfriend. He told me while crying.
"I want to kill myself. But you failed him!"
Not knowing how the man looked, as his face was covered with a mask.
"I don't mind if you kill yourself. But pity her for killing herself" said the man.
"meaning?"
Inwardly, Aine confirmed everything that the man had said. Why didn't he think he'd get there?
"When you want, I can give you effective anti-failure suicide tips" he said.
"How?"
The man did not answer directly. He stared at the streets for a moment. "I've read the guide to suicide. He said the best way to lose lives was to jump off a building. On condition, the building is tall. And when you jump, you have to turn your head down."
"I'm sure it worked. But you're brave, aren't you?"
The girl squeezed his hand. He can't imagine that. "Better to drink poison" he said.
"No. It's even worse. Drinking the poison took about an hour to die. Even if the dose is high. Your shadow withstood intense pain for about forty-five minutes. Surely you will eventually choose to ask for help and finally be saved. Once you come back to life, your disgrace will spread."
Again Aine confirmed the man's words. "How about hanging yourself?"
"Trust me, it's even worse. Likewise with others, for example burning themselves or drowning themselves. You won't be able to hold it. Or in other words, you'll regret it."
"But if you jump off a building, you're guaranteed to die in seconds. Your head is broken. Hence, it was an anti-failure suicide."
The girl pondered. That's true what this man said. He seems to be a very smart man.
"So I think you'd rather avenge them than commit suicide. Because I'm sure you won't be able to jump. Aye, right?"
Aine nodded. "So how do I get my revenge? I have nothing in this life..."
"I can help you." the man smiled behind his mask.
***
Aine's black car stopped in front of a small house. A quiet home, away from the crowds. A house located on the edge of town.
"Down yuk, you can stay here for some time. Until you choose what you want to do." the masked man got out of the car, without looking straight into the porch.
Aine pondered for a moment. Consider the mysterious man's words. That's right, a real loss in suicide. There would be no point in him doing that ridiculous thing. His family will not regret it, but he will be happy. Not to mention that he was not accepted by the Powerful One for choosing to end his life. His life will be unlucky forever.
The only thing he will do is change his appearance.
He actually agreed to change his appearance. But he doesn't know how. The guy he didn't think of was there before. But never mind, he can start acting now.
The girl clenched her hands. Whatever it is, he has to change. To repay his family's treatment. Well, he should be able to.
The girl's eyes lifted, staring at the closed man standing on the porch - seemingly not coming in because of her waiting.
Finally Aine came out, approaching the man. He ran a little to avoid the heavy rain.
"Sorry yes, I made you bother," Aine looked at the man.
The stare-stabbed. Not knowing how his expression was behind that black mask.
Instead of replying appropriately, the man instead fled the topic. "Ma-Sorry, but there's something strange about your face," the man pointed at Aine's strange face.
The girl frowned. "What?"
"Your wounds have faded" said the man.
Aine immediately realized something. Mucus! He forgot that his face could not hit by water, because automatically the long incision wound will fade completely, it is just a trick wound, the original is not so.
"really?"
The man immediately took out something from his pocket. It turned out to be just a line of tissue that had been irritated. Then the unexpected did. He cleansed Aine's face with tissue in his hand.
Aine could not refuse. He could only go through with the man's actions.
"You?" the man was shocked after seeing Aine's real face. It turned out that the girl's face was smooth, there was no trace of anything there. His real skin was not as pale as before.
Aine speechless.
"Why did you do that?" ask the man coldly. He continued to stare at Aine's beautiful face despite being round due to the fat.
"A-i. I did it because of something.but," suddenly Aine got nervous like this.
"alright. I know you don't want to tell me now. It's okay, you can keep it. I'm not too curious either." Then the man went into the house.
Aine followed from behind. "Are you angry?"
"No. Why angry? That's your privacy." replied the man as he continued.
The girl smiled. He found someone nice by his side. I don't know who it is, but she's grateful to have met him.
The man stopped right in the middle of the room. Aine did the same.
"Hmmm, this is my house. Small, but enough for both of us. There are two rooms here, you can wear that one," the man pointed to the room whose door was closed.
Aine nodded as she swept her gaze around the house. There are only two rooms, a living room, a kitchen and a bathroom. Small but comfortable residence.
"Thank you." he said sincerely.
The man nodded and asked, "What's your name?"
"Air. Aine fourie to be more precise," he replied.
"Oh."
"Then your name?" ask Aine back.
The man did not answer directly. He still had time to fix his hat.
"Call me Udin."
Aine frowned. "Your name is Udin?"
"Not really,"
"So why would you want to be called that? Is your name cursed?" aine Tera.
"Abroad! My name is privacy. Can't be known to anyone. So just call me Udin, how about it?"
Aine smiled. "You're funny. There is a man whose name is hidden. What are you Zeus! But if your name can't be known, what if I call Iraz?"
"Iraz? Sounds interesting. But why Iraz?" ask the man.
"That's my favorite name. Also the most liked character in the novel" replied Aine.
"Oh." After saying that, the man named Iraz walked into his room.
Five minutes later he came out in a different outfit. The mask has also been replaced. But this time, her hair was not covered by a hat anymore. The hair of the model comma hair of a somewhat brown color belonging to the man looks alluring. She was very handsome when she took her hair off.
"I don't have any women's clothes. How about wearing this for a while? Until you have your clothes on" the man thrusts a black jumbo shirt with blue pants.
Aine looked at the man, then turned to the clothes, accepted and thanked him again.
"You don't have underwear?" ask Aine who is aware that********** is also wet.
"Have, but for men."
"Dam. My underwear is all wet. How'this?"
Iraz scratched his head. "I don't know, then,"
"Well, that's okay" the girl left Iraz and went to the bathroom. He cleans up there.
Thirty minutes later he came out. His style is absurd. Jumbo T-shirt is really mediocre in his body. As a result, the two mountains are clearly not wearing beha.
He approached Iraz who was sitting on the sofa. The man was busy fiddling with hape.
Iraz looked at the girl. Aish, she's so shocked to see her t-shirt so sexy like that. Plain t-shirts that turn into sinners. How not if the shape of the girl's body is clearly visible under the clothes she wears. Moreover, the shoots really make his eyes sin.
Aine sat in front of Iraz. He knew what the man was seeing. But he's a fool.
"So how do you help me?" ask Aine.
Iraz tried to take his eyes off Aine's body. As much as possible he was staring at his hape right now.
"Calm down, I designed it. We'll start by going to the nutrition doctor."
"Diets?"
"Yes. You have to be skinny to look beautiful. After that you just have to follow my procedure" Iraz said, closing his eyes.
"Oh."
"Oh, I can't stand it." murmured the man. "But before that, we have to shop now. Changing your destiny isn't as important as wearing an interior."
"Huh?" Aine was confused by herself.
"You're like this, I guarantee you'll get out of this house without honor" the man stood up and pulled Aine's hand. "My intention is not there, but there is opportunity."
I mean, I mean the man himself.
_Change of Destiny Begins_