The Rising Isekai Apocalypse
chapter 42 .

day on the head of the car..

I sat quietly alone on the head of the MAZ truck while gazing at the forest in complete silence.

I was filled with regret, guilt, grief, anger, hatred, against myself, because I could do nothing.

(if only I was stronger, maybe the current liciany can still be smelled.) I muttered while contemplating.

those bad memories came back to disturb me, as if reminding me how weak I am right now.

the two girls walked up to me and sat down next to me.

"admiral, have you eaten? " said Eva, holding a large bowl of BBQ meat, she looked gloomy with a guilty expression.

"admiral! forgive us, we know we are guilty" Marinka said, holding both my arms.

"it's not your fault it has nothing to do with you" I said with a sad expression.

"then why not just tell me about the problem you are experiencing, who knows we can help" said Marinka while trying to smile sweetly.

"as far as we know!, I'm too weak to even be able to look after a princess!" I said with a firm expression.

"suut!. don't speak so, you are not entirely weak! " said Marinka.

"then what can I be proud of!, I failed in protecting him, I failed! " i was angry and then crying.

"you have not failed, you are the bravest of warriors who fought alone until the end, and who failed it was us because it was too late to pick you up" said Marinka.

hearing that remark, my heart felt a little healed.

marinka then pulled my face with her hands so soft, she then wiped my tears.

"the tears are really not suitable for you and anyone who dares to make you sad we will destroy" said Marinka with a stern expression.

at that time, it felt like I was goosebumps hearing the phrase marinka.

"admiral!, hiks.pardon me, I'm late" Eva said with a sad expression.

"Eva!, remember our vows!, a soldier is forbidden to cry even in a deadly battle" Marinka said.

I was struck by the word Marinka.

" hiks!,hiks, (sobbed)forgive me!, I feel guilty in this incident" said Eva.

"admiral!.(angry) How dare you accuse my sister, and you dare to make my sister cry!.quickly apologize! " said marinka then scolded me.

("eh!!. why am I wrong") I muttered with a confused expression.

"quickly apologize! " said Marinka with a stern expression.

I apologized, after which the three of us decided to have lunch together.

after some time has passed...

Eva got back in the driver's seat and we left the woods.

now on top of the MAZ car is me and Marinka.

then I started my conversation.

"so!, until when are you going to put these handcuffs" I said as I lifted the handcuffs on both my arms.

"Until you fully recover." marinka said with a stern expression.

then where's my gun!, he said you'll give it to him, after when we're done eating" I said, asking.

"right now, you are forbidden to fight because of the injuries you suffered" Marinka said with a stern expression.

" but how can I defend myself" I said, trying to persuade.

" just relax!, we will protect you" said Marinka.

"i can't believe it" I said as I attempted to snatch the rocket launcher from Marinka's waist.

at that time Marinka jumped and then she was seen mocking me.

"take it if you can A-D-M-I-R-A-L" Marinka said with a mocking smile.

marinka's stern face and her sharp eyes look really sweet when smiling, seeing that I immediately tried to snatch the weapon from her hand.

observing my movements marinka instantly dodged.

"admiral!, you're slow" said Marinka.

"alright! " i said and tried to get the gun back from the Marinka.

but Marinka again dodged and again mocked.

I kept trying to pick up the gun but the marinka kept dodging until I fell flat on the car.

Seeing that marinka then sat on my calf and said, "sorry not polite but give up, Admiral" said Marinka while holding my arm.

marinka then took out a pack of cigarettes I knew from her pocket, after which she lit it.

I then sat down with a stern expression and said, "ohh!, so you stole all my cigarettes" I said.

"i don't steal!, but rather, every item a man has is his woman's property as well" Marinka said.

"ehh??" I said with a stern expression as I responded to Marinka's words.

"admiral, as long as you know!, Eva also took all your cakes and ate them secretly" said Marinka.

"no! kan, " said Marinka.

"okay, it's okay, but please! I also want to smoke." I said while staring at Marinka.

seeing that marinka smiled and then thrust a secondhand cigarette he smoked.

"suck it. " said Marinka with a smile.

"it's used, I want a new one" Felix said.

"i'll give you a new one but, suck this one first" said Marinka.

"no!", I said, turning my face away as if pretending to refuse.

" i beg you once!," said Marinka with a pleading expression.

"no! " saying.

"fine!.as we know, this is a punishment from me because you lost, if you still refuse I will give another punishment instead" said Marinka with a face expression as if dominating.

I was afraid to see Marinka's facial expression, she looked like she was going to eat me, I became a little doubt that she was going to do anything more than this.

"okay, you won!, " I said with a fearful expression, while gulping.

marinka smiled sweetly and then thrust the cigarette into my mouth, I then sucked the cigarette,

Marinka when she looked so happy and then sucked back her cigarette, she stood up smiling at me, then said "admiral, you want coffee tau tea" said Marinka.

"i want my cigarette back!" I said in a faint tone.

"okay!, one coffee for two people will come soon" said Marinka without caring for me, he then left with an expression of joy.

("what's with the expression") I thought when I saw the marinka acting strangely.

marinka left and after a few minutes she returned with a cup of moccacino coffee.

"sorry!. The glass is only one, so let's have a glass together" said marinka.

I then sat down with a terrified expression because I knew that the marinka would do other things.

" admiral!, where are you going? " said marinka while holding my shoulder.

marinka grip is so strong that it makes it difficult for me to let go.

"ukhh" I said while trying to escape.

"calm down!, I just want us to have a coffee together." marinka said, smiling sweetly at me.

"is this like regular coffee? " say me while asking.

"yes!, instead of us always doing this, then why are you afraid? " said Marinka with a confused face.

"ehh, often? " i said with a confused face.

"we often do this together!, don't you remember?" marinka said, asking.

"forgive me but I really don't remember!" felix said with a confused expression.

I daydreamed to myself while trying to remember, but I didn't seem to remember the two of them.

"admiral! do you not remember anything? " said Marinka.

"yes, " said Felix.

"basic (patting eels) may be a side effect of your change" says Marinka.

"changed?.what happened? " say, ask.

"do you remember the last time you fought" said Marinka.

"which incident? " say, ask.

"the moment before we took you into the car" Marinka said with a worried expression.

"ohh I remember a little if not wrong, at that time I only increased my power at the limit of 300%, then I lost consciousness" I said with an innocent expression.

hearing my confession, Marinka flinched, as if angry mixed with worry.

marinka grabbed my shoulder and said "are you stupid!!, why are you doing such a thing"

" i was forced!, back then I was so weak and badly injured, I had no other solution to fight than to rely on my power" I said with a look of despair.

"you know what the consequences are!, you almost make yourself a Brutal" said Marinka with a worried look on her face.

(Brutal?, isn't that a unit that gets out of control when it's run by superpowers, if I turn into that unit I'll lose all my feelings, and I will continue to fight and kill no matter what, like a madman.) I thought while remembering the dark events in the headquarters.

"do you remember anything" said Marinka.

" yes!, about the Brutal unit." I said.

"no!, it's about both of us" Marinka said.

"sorry, but I don't remember anything about you guys" I said.

"probably because of that effect you lose your memory, all right!, then why don't we make a new memory" said Marinka, she looks like a person who is thinking about something.

"whatever you want!, but where's my cigarette" I said.