
There was nothing different from Zella's activities from the previous days. I don't know why his heart is holding thousands of tons. Repeatedly Zella said the phrase dhikr to give all to the owner of the universe, but the burden that was so heavy still rested on his heart.
"Mama why?" Zella's husband noticed a different reaction from Zella's facial features.
"No idea why my mom's heart is so heavy." Zella tries to remember her husband's preparations, there's usually something lacking if she feels this way.
"Abah's preparation checked?" Zella.
"Thank God, your phone, your wallet, everything else is safe." Zella's husband was convincing.
Zella saw that the preparations she had arranged on the mattress were indeed complete, slowly her hands inserted the preparations one by one. "Kok feeling mom is very bad huh bah ...." Zela took a deep breath.
"Mamma's dhikr, may Allah be longing, her name is called by her mother's mouth."
Zella followed her husband's advice, continuing to recite the phrase dhikr. The last preparation Zella put in her husband's backpack. Zella gave the backpack to her husband.
"Be careful on the road, my son is always waiting for you at home."
"Yes, may Abah's pilgrimage journey go well, oh yes later Abah will stop by Tifa's school for a while, for the farewell of our beloved daughter."
After salim and get a warm kiss from the husband. With a heavy heart Zella let go of her husband. While Zella's husband kept his promise, before traveling long distances, he stopped by their daughter's school.
"Change ...." The 9-year-old girl was very happy to see the man she called Abah coming to her.
"Usually Abah would have gone if I went to school, Samperin" Latifa guessed.
"Dear, I'm permission to go on pilgrimage for 16 days huh."
"Totally long ago ...."
"The pilgrimage out of the city dear, keep muter between provinces, you are sinter yes, do not repotin mama, and take care of mama ya."
"Yes Abah." Latifa immediately kissed the back of her brother's hand.
While Zella's husband immediately continued his journey. 3 hours passed, he finally arrived at a housing, in the house looked crowded.
"Finally you came also San," greeted one of the middle-aged men who.
"I'm not late, sir?"
"Just relax Akhsan, your marriage contract is with Shamila, you can still rest first."
Akhsan immediately entered the house, and she was escorted to a room. Akhsan sat alone in the room, her attention fixed on the rectangular flat object. When opening the phone screen, a photo of Zella and Latifa immediately welcomed his sense of sight. A moment of guilt burst into his heart.
11 Years this woman accompanied me, and gave me a daughter. Does he deserve you to betray him like this San?
The inner advice instantly arose as he stared at the photo of his son and wife.
Geck! Geck! Geck!
The sound of knocking on the door blew away Akhsan's daydream. He immediately headed for the door, and in front of the door was the figure he had always loved. Before marrying Zella, Shamila was the woman Akhsan loved, but fate slowly distanced the two for no reason. When they met again, Shamila was already married as well as Akhsan. But the second meeting, made Akhsan and Shamila more attached, at that time Shamila was a widow.
"A-a-what's up?" Akhsan stammered, every time she saw Shamila, it felt like she had just fallen in love for the first time.
"Aren't you sure you're marrying me?"
"Why ask that?" Akhsan looked at Shamila full of probing.
"I saw the doubt on Big Brother's face, before everything was done, just cancel is fine." Shamila.
Shamila nodded and smiled. "Yes, until later in the afternoon, when we meet again, I have become the legal wife of Brother, even if only religiously."
As time went on, Akhsan shook Shamila's father's hand and pledged Akad steadily. Legitimate validity! Of the two witnesses, became the strengthening of the relationship between Akhsan and Shamila.
Shamila who sat next to Akhsan also looks very happy, finally their relationship is legitimate, not just an online relationship via chat and video call, as they have lived for 2 years. A haru and happy atmosphere enveloped the residence of Shamila.
On the other side.
Zella was confused, what feeling did today torment her so much? He felt lost, but didn't lose anything, everything he had was all right.
"Why is my heart so restless, Lord? I feel pain, but I don't know what it hurts because, I feel lost, but I don't know what I lost."
Zella followed all the advice to calm the heart, from performing sunnah mutlaq prayers, reading the Qur'an, to dhikr, but all had not reduced the anxiety in her heart.
Zella tried to pull off the strange feeling, she focused on her routine activities, driving Latifa to take tutoring and other things that became her routine as a housewife.
Now that the new day has begun again, the anxiety begins to weaken, but still remains. Zella doesn't think about it, she focuses on taking Latifa to school. As long as the Son and her husband are fine, and she is also healthy, this is a pleasure for her.
When he wanted to drive his motorbike away from Latifa school area, Zella almost collided with the motorbike of the other students' parents.
"I'm sorry sir, I didn't see you earlier" said Zella.
"Not anything ma'am, I was also wrong, because it suddenly appeared." The man was trying to recognize Zella's face. "Zella from Air Alir village?" guess the guy.
Zella nodded her head. But he did not recognize the man.
"I'm Karnadi, my in-laws' house is next door to your cousin in the next province."
"Oh yeah, I just remembered. How's Nadi doing?"
"Okay, Zel, you're taking the kids?"
"Yes, my son is in 3rd grade, your son?"
"My son is in 5th grade."
"Where's Shamil?"
"Lacking to know me, I'm the same Shamil split 1 year ago."
"Patience is life."
"Yes Zel, right now I'm just focusing on my son's education, hopefully my son can go to high school and work in the office."
"Aamiin, oh yes Nad, I'm ahead."
"Yes Zell."
His brief encounter with Nadi made Zella remember an old incident, when she and Akhsan were newly married. Akhsan urged Zella to take her to Grandma Zella's village, not to visit Grandma Zella, but to visit Nadi and Shamila, the reason Akhsan, Shamila is her friend's boyfriend, and she is not the one who is the one who is the girl, and trust his friend to make sure Shamil is okay.
Zella's doubts at that time, was it that serious, just because Shamila was her friend's ex-boyfriend, Akhsan was determined to visit Shamila?
Seriate.
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