
Fadila sat on the sofa of her room after putting Anan to bed. The woman closed her eyes with a very sick heart as she recalled how the child was crying.
All this time Anan never asked about his daddy. I don't know what prompted the boy to act like that.
"Fa! How are things, Anan? I heard back at the office, said Anan hysterically looking for her daddy." Dwi went into Fadila's room.
"Yes, what's worse is that he called Mr. Arnan a daddy. Shame to know? Fortunately, Mr. Arnan is not angry, but either he will misunderstand or not."
Fadila lay her head on the back of the sofa after speaking.
"Who, Fa? Arnan?" Sinta went inside Fadila's room as well.
"Yes, our co-worker who owns the big company. Chairman of AR Corporation, he came to our love project company." Fadila tilted her head to the right where Sinta was sitting.
"Tumben Mr Arnan would like to come alone just for a project in our company? Usually tell his subordinates in charge to leave." Dwi looked at Sinta.
"So then, maybe he just happened to pass by. So he's the one who loves us and makes a deal with our company." Sinta looked at her two friends in turn.
"Huh ... What if later I have to meet with him to discuss the continuation of the design? I can't take Anan to see him again. Or the boy won't get away from her."
Fadila massaged her head which was dizzy.
"Just try to approach Mr. Arnan, Fa. If Anan likes him, and he doesn't refuse. That means you have a chance to be his wife." Fadila flapped softly on Sinta's thigh.
"What do you think my son is a bridge? If it is my soul mate, without the need to use Anan, the soul mate will come by itself."
Sinta and Dwi looked at each other at Fadila's words. There was already more than one man they had introduced to Fadila.
But none of the men were able to melt Fadila's heart.
"It's up to you, but immediately give Anan daddy before he gets bigger and look for his real daddy" said Dwi.
"Yes, maybe at that time you will be left Anan to switch to his daddy." Sinta followed up to scare Fadila.
"You guys at what time? It's a terrible prayer, '" said Fadila.
"It's not your ugly doain, Fa. But we are just saying what is likely to happen. Maybe Anan was hysterical because he wanted to feel the affection of a daddy." Sinta gave understanding to Fadila.
"Yes, Fa. You also have to think about how Anan feels. No longer a matter of fear you will be cheated on again with your partner." Dwi held onto Fadila's shoulder.
"If it's hard, you have to suppress your trauma and your selfishness, Fa. For the sake of happiness Anan who needs a daddy figure. Although the three of us can love her love and affection abound, still it will feel less for Anan who needs daddy love."
Fadila was silently pensive with tears flowing slowly. What Dwi and Sinta say is true.
All this time Fadila closed her heart from the men who approached her. Not because he was too busy working, but because of the feeling of trauma with his previous marriage.
Feelings of fear will be left by the couple and in the duakan as before also often haunt the mind of Fadila.
"Throw away all your bad thoughts towards men, Fa. Not all men are the same as before. You can not equate them all," said Sinta.
Dwi stroked Fadila's shoulder to calm down. This was what they had wanted to say to Fadila all along. To be able to let go of the shackles of the painful shadows of the past.
As life goes on, Dwi and Sinta want to see Fadila and Anan who are already like their own children happy. Get a new family and someone who can protect both.
Because they also will not always be able to be next to Fadila and Anan. What's more now Dwi is engaged to Devan. 2 months later they are married.
The two did not want to leave Fadila and Anan without anyone accompanying.
"Why haven't I ever thought at all about my son's feelings? Although Anan was a child, but the feeling was so sensitive. What should I do if she finds out her daddy again?" Fadila covered her face with both palms.
The mother-of-one cried when she realized that she was too selfish by maintaining her fears.
"Already, Fa. We just want you and Anan to be happy. We can only accompany you for a few more months. While Dwi, there are only 2 months left he cannot be the same as us. If I'm likely to be 6 months longer, at most" said Sinta.
"That's why we want you to open your heart to be able to mate again, Fa. But we also will not make you, as comfortable as you just want how. If indeed you have found a suitable one for you and Anan, we will be happy as well. But if you don't get a match, we'll still support you." Dwi hugged Fadila.
"You're a strong Mama, Fa. We are sure you know what is best for Anan and for you. We won't be separated even if we're married." Sinta hugged Fadila to be calmer.
"Thank you, you two are always with me. If there weren't any of you, I might have been the most humiliated person because of my naivety." Fadila smiled sincerely at her friends.
"There is no word of thanks between us. All this time we've been through a lot, it's hard to be happy we've been through together. Happy for the future, we will also be together. Of course our partner must be able to understand with our friendship," said Dwi di angguki Sinta.
Fadila could only smile when she heard the words of her two friends. Only they had always been Fadila's supporters all this time.
And Anan who became a lash of spirit for Fadila to go ahead and try.
In Indonesia ...
Febri has just entered the mansion she lives in with Baby and his stepson. Yes, the child who used to be in Baby's womb, is now Febri's stepson.
"Papa .." The voice caught Febri's attention and stopped him from going upstairs.
The 3-year-old boy smiled sweetly at Febri. How could Febri ignore the innocent little angel. What's more Beni's innocent face makes Febri feel affectionate.
"Why not sleep?" Febri holds Beni.
"Purple, Papa."
Febri kissed both of Beni's cheeks with affection.
"Where, Mama?" Febri asks Beni's nanny.
"Mrs, don't come home yet, sir."
The man let out a long sigh, always like this every day. Baby never pay attention to his son who is always left at home with a nanny.
"Yes, you can rest. I'll put it to bed, Beni." Beni's nanny immediately left the father and son who began to head for the stairs.
4 Years ago, Febri was asked by her father-in-law not to divorce Baby. Even the old man willingly bequeathed all his property to Febri as collateral and payment for Febri's services covered the disgrace of his family.
Although there has been a lot of news that spread out, but all that means nothing as time goes by. Febri who at that time had also lost everything could only accept.
What else Fadila had already sold all the assets they had. From the house, car, to the apartment that Febri rented had moved owners.
It's wet, so take a shower. Febri received all the inheritance from his father-in-law as compensation.
Febri also made a letter of agreement that all the inheritance was his full rights, signed by his two in-laws and Baby and his sister.