The Secret Girl of Mr. Thelar
Jemmy Tease

Teshar did not answer at all. His fists could only hide beside his body. He knew that Clara was not a slut that easily fell on the charms of men like Kenan. In silence he swallowed strong emotions in his heart.

His gaze now returned towards the side glass window, trying to signal Kenan to stop talking about Clara.

“Alright, I'll go home first. Later I say hello from you and ask him not to think about your situation again.”

“Thank you.”

Teshar turned his face, looking at Kenan's body which was now rising from his seat. The two fingers of the man sank into his pants pocket while looking at him.

“Dad and mom seem to be delaying their return. So, in the meantime you don't worry about them. I will return the document to where it came from without being discovered,” said Kenan made Teshar uncomfortable, but as much as possible he pretended to just nod.

“Thank you.”

“I know that you've been conveying that girl from us all along. But, I still wonder what reason you have done it,” catapulted Kenan as he turned and passed from before Teshar.

Teshar was stunned for a moment, trying to re-digest his sister's words. He was actually quite familiar with what Kenan was trying to convey. He understood that at this time Clara was not worried about her condition at all.

He will understand and understand Clara's feelings after her behavior so evil—who has been locking her life without giving an explanation.

“Did your sister come here just to drop your mentality?” sindir Jemmy was upset after stealing his second talk.

Teshar simply re-aligned his back and turned his gaze toward the glass window. Staring blankly at the vast sky that was spread in a blue colored cloud painted gray white.

"It's also boring to work from home" Teshar said, trying to end talks about his younger brother.

He did not want to discuss Kenan and Clara. His body felt still tired after holding back, to stay strong at home.

“If only you hadn't implicated Kenan into this matter. He certainly will not be able to make a discordant voice, as if the hero was himself,” decak Jemmy upset.

The man stood up and walked closer to Teshar. Looking for a moment the disheveled man lying idly with a heavy sigh.

“That document is the only one he can take from my father's room." Teshar's voice began to show a tone as if defending his sister.

“The evidence is without the document, we can still save Clara,” said Jemmy with a reddened face soaked in fury.

Teshar sighed as he looked at Jemmy's now emotional face. He understood that his sister should not say things that would make him worse.

However, at least he would not expect to have a good relationship at his next meeting with Clara. He will free the girl to choose, although it may not be between the two of them Clara's choice later.

“I'm sorry. It's just that as a family, he shouldn't have been so cruel, let alone to you.”

Jemmy flipped over and left Teshar still staring at the ceiling of the room.

“Clara, are you really not worried about me? Do I have to let go of you from this moment on?” his sigh with his eyes closed.

***

Three days later.

Teshar awakens from a nightmare. His life was a little chaotic, his parents had not returned until now. From his loyal bodyguard, he gets the info that Kenan only comes home once.

He assumed that his sister was returning the file to its original place, even stupidly he had not had time to read the contents.

“You're screaming, why?" Jemmy opened his room with a panicked face.

"Nightmare," answered Teshar finished sipping the water he had grabbed from the nightstand.

“What's always like this? Since when?” tanya Jemmy felt often found Teshar awake while asleep in a state of anxiety.

Silence, the man chose not to answer. He moved down from the bed towards the bathroom without a sound.

"Stop dodging, Teshar!" pissed off. Jemmy finally followed Teshar's steps by blocking the road.

"I know, you're scared to face Clara. I understand your fears, but it's stupid when you try to avoid them just because you like them. Te—"

"It's the best, Jemmy." Teshar cut off his best friend's words.

"Bullshit up! Because Kenan said the girl won't see you again? Keep believing ... why not try to figure it out yourself by coming there yourself to prove it?" 

“I can't, Jemmy. This is my chance to let go. Gave her freedom, because .. My hand was too dirty to touch her. You must understand?” Teshar said with a grim face, the corner of his eyes was sadness when he said that word.

"He's waiting for you every day, Teshar. Kenan's just talking nonsense!"

"There can be no more false hope. Twelve years we've been tormented together, Jemmy. I can't be selfish."

"Honestly, Teshar. The girl is now twenty-two years old. There's no more dirty reason to love her in a decent way" Jemmy said, grabbing her best friend's shoulder to let her know how much she gave her support to get things done.

"It's not about dirty, Jem. But it's about our past. I made his father, mother, and brother die, locked him up for twelve years. How am I supposed to be as a human being? Hem?" Teshar turned his body, avoiding Jemmy's now murky gaze.

Right, what was his best friend thinking. Avoiding Clara is not a fair action, after doing something like a helper angel, like he is just a fraud.

"Origin' no one divulges this matter, it'll all be fine, buddy."

“If one day Clara knew this reality how? I've gone crazy so many times, Jem. I'm not capable of. Just enough nightmares, I can't stand it when I see her beautiful eyes looking at me with a look of hatred like what I've been getting all this time,” she replied as she squeezed her hair with her eyes closed.

“Receive your punishment, maybe with that you can be free from the guilt that shackles you every night. Take care of him from your parents, just like Grandpa Bima did for him. To make amends for ignoring the cruelty of your parents to an innocent child,” said Jemmy made Teshar stunned.

They are now facing each other unwilling to give each other a lower view. Jemmy insisted, his words were right. The only way to atone for his sin was to simply meet Clara, receiving all the treatment of the girl without refuting. Maybe that way Teshar can forgive himself.

“I love her, feel that all this time by locking her up was something worthy, but the fact that I was mistargeted, it shouldn't have been both of Clara's parents who were subjected to retaliation made me feel like I was slapped, Jem. I've lost a lot, with all the destiny I'm trying to create. I feel contemptible."

Teshar looked down deeply, his steps unsteadily headed to the bed and sat there while rubbing his face.

"Redeem all your sins by making Clara happy. Make her feel safe by your side. When the girl finds out that you had a hand in her family's death, then accept the consequences, accept even when it turns out that Clara will brandish a gun on your forehead. That's what you have to do, Teshar. Don't avoid your punishment!" Jemmy's voice rose as the last sentence was spoken.

Teshar digested every sentence of Jemmy well. He no longer answered. However, he understood what Jemmy said was more of a responsibility. He must make up for everything, not hands off.

“What should I do?” Teshar's question then successfully made Jemmy look at his best friend's relief. Feeling happy when the task of Grandpa Bima was successfully carried out well.

“We go to Bima's grandfather's house. Meet Clara immediately. Don't delay before your parents get home. Because awakening the perception of your parents is not an easy matter. Isn't that right?” Jemmy moved to sit next to Teshar.

Although back silent, but Jemmy sure Teshar will definitely decide to follow his advice. After all, he realized that it would not be that easy for Teshar to forget the feelings he gave the poor girl.

“Alright, I'll get ready. We're going to Grandpa's house today. Prepare my equipment,” he said as he got up, leaving Jemmy sitting on the mattress with a bright face engraved with a thin smile.

“Okey, I'll have the waiter prepare breakfast!” the man shouted with joy as Teshar now entered the bathroom.

In the afternoon, Teshar's group consisted of Jemmy, two bodyguards had moved towards Bima's residence. Teshar laughed at himself at this moment, his weakness was very obvious.

He felt very confused how to meet Clara later? Does he have to be thin, cold, as usual? Or to atone for his sin, he was kind and friendly?

Along the way the man pondered.

His arrogance towards Clara? For more than twelve years he behaved very badly. Ah, if you knew that the girl was not wrong, would she really not be that bad?

Am I really a bad guy? A question he was unable to answer before meeting the girl again in a different atmosphere.

“He was very worried when he found out you were injured, so don't think that Clara will be cynical when she meets you later,” whispered Jemmy made him swallow.

Jemmy laughed at Teshar's easily guessed attitude. Not expecting, the attitude of silence held uneasily it was thinking about the scene of his meeting.

"Curtain! Relax, Men. Like a young man in love. Remember, you're almost half a century old," ledek Jemmy successfully made the man throw his face in shame.