The Secret of Idol Life
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"I'm so tired, to my concern that my child keeps dropping me mentally, I keep thinking about your departure, why do you keep on being in my mind if you really have to go why not really go completely, why is your presence still so pronounced here, why don't you leave me alone, why is this pain not healing, the pain is really very real, he said, too many things that time cannot erase, those words are still often heard in my ears

'When you cry, I will wipe away all your tears, when you fear that I will fight your fears, I will hold your hand through all the hardships, she said, you don't have to fear you still have me' but now all that crap you even left me and left only a shadow that never wanted to disappear, you used to charm me with all the charms you have, but now I'm just tied to the life you left behind, your face always haunts my once-pleasing dreams, she said, your voice seemed to continue to echo and expel all my sanity, why do you have the heart to do this, I tried hard to convince myself that you are not here anymore, why do I still feel like you're still here when before I knew you I was alone and I never cared about it but what now I'm like is a crazy person who keeps hoping your shadow becomes a real being can I hug his presence" said a beautiful dark brown-haired girl while sitting in front of a luxurious white house, his tears could not be so damned when he realized the fact that a person who really did rely on him all this time left him even he never once read the message

"Miss we have to go now, Melisa will be very angry if she knows the lady is here again" said the man dressed in black who had been standing not far from the girl

With a heavy heart the girl moved from her place and walked away from the luxurious house

"Don't say anything to Melisa if I come here "strictly the girl who was nodding back by the interlocutor

"Did I have a filming schedule today?" ask the girl

"There's a miss in about 2 hours, do you want to go somewhere first?"

"Take me to the galaxy cafe, I want to buy something"

"Neither miss"

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Galaxy Cafe

"Well, isn't that Sella? Does he come here often? How she's so beautiful" murmured one cafe visitor

"What do you mean Chrysella Ashlyn Artara?"ask other visitors

" Don't he have a girlfriend? But his identity is kept secret? Is it because he's an artist and the son of a businessman?" whispered one of the visitors

"I'm sure she's been dating an Idol named Reyhan Alaska, there's been a lot of news about that she said they've split up for obvious reasons" whispered another visitor heard by bodyguard Sella and immediately wanted to approach her

"Sit down, it's okay they didn't hurt me" prevented Sella who saw her bodyguard would move from her seat

"Sorry miss but they." said the bodyguard hanging.

"Relax me it's okay, I'll get to the car first, please bring my order and pay for all these visitor orders as well" Sella said, giving the bodyguard a black card

"Neither miss"

Sella walks towards the car accompanied by the sound of camera shots, it feels as if Sella wants to disappear from there, he hated the sound and the flash from the camera so much that he was very annoyed but he had to keep being professional, not that it was too depressing to look at it from another angle

Arriving in Sella's car a little slumped her body and thought of many things, her life was not as beautiful and beautiful as people imagined, she said, his family is a mess his life is ruined and his story is completely far from the storyline of the drama that he has been playing, he wanted so much to get out of that horrible life but he could never because even if he wanted him to still be known by so many people, he can only lament his every life while thinking of someone he loves and misses

Long enough he mused until it did not feel the clear details of his eyelids escaped just like that excuse me to wet his smooth cheeks

"Sorry, this is the order" said bodyguard Sella who immediately woke him from the daydream

"Ah yes thank you"

"Is the lady crying?" ask the bodyguard

"No I'm just a little sleepy so my tears come out"

"I'm sorry to ask that question" he regretted

"What's wrong, let's go now"

Location Filming

"Sella are you going to kill me? I called you over 20 times but you didn't pick it up at all" said one woman who saw Sella's arrival

"I'm sorry Melisa I fell asleep earlier"

"I would be crazy to be your manager if you did this" said the woman named Melisa

" there's a let alone? Did I make a mistake? Didn't filming start in half an hour" Sella asked lightly

"Read this article, are you crazy to go to a cafe even tampa to the knowledge of me huh?"nag him again while showing the tab that he holds

" i just want to have some tea, did one of the artists go to the cafe to buy tea? Anyway I'm in between my bodyguards"

"Here you go, I'm tired of arguing with a stone head like you, just get ready quickly" Melisa explained

Filming lasted about 4 hours Sella works very well at the moment she works as if nothing happened

"Ok Cut, Thanks for the hard work" said the director

Everyone there is grateful for the cooperation, all of them are no exception Sella

"Sella you are the best, thanks for the hard work, one week ahead are you really going to take a leave of absence? " ask the director

"Yes it seems like I have to break my body a little bit less well lately" Sella explained

"Well then see you later I go first" said the director, who responded to the nod and hand department Sella

"Miss, the car is already ahead" bodyguard Sella said

"Wait a minute I have to see Melisa"

"Neither miss"

Sella continues to look for the existence of the manager who is also her best friend

"What are you looking for?" melisa's asking surprised Sella

"You look like a ghost, you know I've been looking for you"

"What's wrong? We don't have a schedule anymore and you're taking time off so is there a problem? "

"I just want to thank you for always caring about me, and I'm sorry to bother you"

"Are you drunk? Ah I'm almost touched, come home and rest, thanks for the hard work"

"Thank you Melisa" Sella said again while hugging Melisa, Melisa just returned her embrace even though she was a little curious what happened but she held back to ask, she said, I thought that Sella would probably tell me everything if she wanted to

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Sella sprawls her body shutting her beautiful eyes, replaying the memories of the memories that revolve in her memory, his tears drenched his cheeks again and again his body was very weak the beautiful shadow shadow kept spinning in his head but somehow now the memories were very heartbreaking, he continued to ponder everything in his head until he finally fell asleep.