
As he opened his eyes, his ears buzzed loudly. His head hurt as if it was about to break. Grinding with difficulty, Abraham forced his eyes to open.
Faintly Abraham looked, a big bathtub in front of him. Instantly, he was surprised. Trying to get up, he was shocked by the presence of Jun lying next to him. With the whole torn clothes and disheveled appearance.
Like a fast-moving photo slide, the memory after memory he had forgotten hit him hard.
Abraham's heart melted, he trembled with great guilt.
"What have I done?!" muttered.
For a while Abraham simply pecked, drowning in regret.
He regrets touching a woman other than his wife and regrets having hurt Jun who was so kind to him.
"No.." said Abraham.
He made a terrible mistake with his wife's friend. Even if he does it unconsciously, a mistake is still a mistake. To him, there was no excuse for that!!!
Abraham cried!!
Seeing the terrible state of June, he was sure that the woman also suffered greatly.
"Sorry.." murmured Abraham in June who was still unconscious.
Gently, he lifted Jun's body. The woman's body was cold as if it was frozen. How long have they been lying on the bathroom floor?!
Putting it on the sofa, Abraham was fixated as his eyes caught the red stains he had left behind. Abraham's heart ached.
He was confused to think about June's reaction when he woke up later.
That woman must have hated him so much!!
June had gone through a lot that had damaged her mentally. He almost died by suicide. Now that he had slowly risen, Abraham again hurt him.
"Huh...." Abraham was crying in silence. Can't help but shivering in his chest. He looked at June with sadness.
With a June appearance, Abraham looks for a blanket to cover June's exposed body.
He went into any room. It was unexpected that it was a children's room. He saw Brandon and Zoe sleeping well.
Late with a sitting position on the floor, Indah grasped Zoe's hand and fell asleep. It seemed, the woman was calming Zoe down before drowsiness struck.
Seeing that scene, Abraham was shrouded in grief. He closed the door again. And went into the other room to look for something, which could cover Jun's frozen body.
But when Abraham returned, June was conscious. Jun was stunned with a blank look looking forward. Looks like the lady's a heavy syock.
Slowly, Abraham approached him.
"Ju-june." stuttered Abraham called him.
Seeing the figure of Abraham in front of him, Jun was shocked beyond measure. As if Abraham was the beast that was about to pounce on him, Jun crossed over to the end of the sofa. He was shaking so much.
Seeing June like that, Abraham's heart was broken. He really feels guilty.
"June.. I'm sorry! I'm really sorry!!" said Abraham. Her tears are shed.
June was silent, staring at Abraham blankly.
"June, I. I..." Abraham could not speak. He suddenly blanked when he saw June's tears melt.
"I'm really sorry.I'm sorry.." for a few minutes, Abraham could only say a soft apology. June did the same, June just cried and cried.
****
"Mas, why did you suddenly say you wanted to get married?!" nawang asked as they had a chance to talk together.
"Why baby?! You don't want to get married?!" Instead of answering, Cleve asked back.
"Sooner or later, we're getting married. It doesn't matter if it's accelerated!" cleve said casually, "In addition it has nothing to do with anyone else. That marriage was me and you!!"
"I don't want to be a jerk to you!" cleve continued, "You know, it's hard for me to control myself whenever I'm around you. I was afraid of dark eyes and made a mistake on you!!"
Hearing Cleve's provocative words, Nawang felt extremely embarrassed. He covered his face which had turned into boiled shrimp.
"If we were officially a married couple, it wouldn't be a mistake. But reward!" cleve whispered in Nawang's ear.
Instantly Nawang's body rippled with a strange sensation, Sat Cleve said just that.
"What the hell!!" she's shy.
Seeing Nawang's cute reaction, Cleve grinned widely. He was so anxious that he wanted to win** right now. But Cleve restrained himself, fearing that Karina would suddenly appear and catch them. Her marriage license could be revoked.
"Didn't you want to marry me?!" cleve asked then, "If that were the case, I'd consider it again!"
It would be a lie if Nawang said he didn't want to marry Cleve. Seeing himself almost out of control, he knew that he also wanted Cleve.
Before, though like whatever Sagara teased him. Nawang stood firm to reject him. With Cleve, however, it was a little different.
Whether because of the charm or charisma that he emanated, Nawang always knew in front of him.
"Human?!" Cleve waited for an answer from Nawang, "You also want to marry me right?!"
Nawang nodded shyly.
****
After weeping until his chest tightened, as if returning to his sanity, June said to Abraham who was stunned next to him.
"Go away...Odelia needs you!" june said softly with her husky voice.
Abraham gasped, shocked to hear Jun talking to him.
"Anu. that..." Abraham wanted to say something about his behavior that had hurt June. But June interrupted him immediately.
"I know." said June, she trembled. Trying to stay calm, he squeezed his fingers until they felt numb. "It wasn't your fault. Zeline gave you medicine, right!?"
"That's not your wish, so it's not your fault!! It's a disaster for both of us!" june said with trembling lips. "You-you don't have to think about it! Forget everything!!"
Abraham jerks. I can't believe what he heard.
"No!!" reject Abraham later, "Error is still a mistake, whether done intentionally or not! It remains a wound for you who are victims. I can't pretend nothing happened and forget it!!"
Abraham was a straight man. If he makes a mistake, he has to take responsibility. It is impossible to pretend that nothing happened. All his life, he would suffer from guilt.
June shook her head, "If it's a mistake. I made a mistake too!!"
"I shouldn't have taken you to my apartment!! I should have taken you to the hospital, but I. I. if I did that, you and I... " June sobbed. His chest was filled with regret. He realized that he had made the wrong decision.
If only June had taken Abraham to the hospital, instead of his apartment. Maybe this will never happen.
But at that time, June was very panicked. He cannot think clearly. All he had in mind was the desire to take Abraham away from Zeline's apartment. And the closest place he could go, was his own apartment. No other thought came at all.
Abraham understood June's feelings. In critical situations, people sometimes cannot think logically. And make small, trivial mistakes. Especially for June who had never faced such circumstances, Abraham alone was often faced with a critical situation every time as a doctor. Often confused.
"It's not your fault, it's only natural that you're confused at a time like that!!" abraham said later.
"I'm sorry." said June, her tears melted again. Remembering Odelia who was lying in a hospital bed. Suddenly Jun felt dirty!! What was the difference between her and Dina and Zeline?! Who***uh other guy's man!!
Abraham glared, shocked by the apology made by June suddenly.
"Why are you apologizing?!" abraham, "I'm wrong! I'll take responsibility!"
"Go. watch Odelia!! You don't have to think about me!! It will soon pass, as time passes!" june said, "Odelia is sick, she would be very sad if she knew this was happening to both of us! For Odelia's sake, let's just say this has never happened before!!"