The Simple Love
5

As time passed, I prayed to be reunited with him, and to know his name, and God heard the prayer , there was one of my friends at home who asked me to go njai in the mosque tomorrow night . I also joined, and studied it when I and my friend just arrived" there were two guys riding a motorcycle and carrying speakers, and it turned out to be the guy I admired, and I don't know who he greeted but his eyes were stuffed on me and said " just go to the dalem, come on please come in" I smiled and said "yes-yes" (when in the heart it shouted" ) haha

The event began and finally I knew his name, hmm just call him "the servant of God" hehe

I think he was a quiet person, but it turns out the person is funny too even though his attitude is cold .

Once on the night before the Eid al-Adha festival, I and my fellow students became our sacrificial committee and asked for donations to the houses of the citizens, I remember once that night was Sunday night , and that night I was with him , it was nice . and finally at night he knew my house .. in the alley before the mosque we parted I went home and the others went home , I never thought I could get through all that .

Long story short came night takbiran . and I could feel the night of takbiran together in the mosque, listen to him shout takbir, silent I was watching him . whether he realized it or not ..

And on the feast of Eid al-Adha, that morning I met him again . It was quite nice to see his face seeing his smile, until finally I had to go home .

Since that day long I have not met him , the study in the mosque was rarely running , but I have no tlp , I have tried sms but not reciprocated , but I have never , huuh sucks no .

Time passed once I saw him and met him once in a while but I forgot when it was exactly , short story , month of Ramadan came back , but in the month of Ramadan this time I rarely saw , just a few times , and in the evening I could no longer listen to him say takbir but when I passed in front of the mosque I saw him hitting the bedug , ' he said , it is sad to see it from a distance.even on the day of Eid al-Fitrinya I did not meet him, maybe this is God's plan .

occasionally I send a short message but not reply by him .

pathetic, right ?

only through social networking I can monitor it , although not sure at least I know a little how it is . and only recently did I find out it turns out he already has a girlfriend ..

maybe mengikhlaskan it is quite the right choice ..

if indeed the soul mate must be reunited and united in what way .only Allah is All-Knowing ..

even though He is not my soul mate, God must have prepared better for me to obey Him ..

Our distance may not be too far but for months we did not meet , it just so happens that I can not always rely on. If we were really friends it might not be too difficult to just ask about your news while discussing about the meeting so that I can look at your face longer, enjoy your laughter, enjoy your eyes, enjoying your smile even if it is not for and for me .