THE SOUL LAND WORLD
why it hurts so much to love you
he had taken that photo
a familiar voice sounded
"Yusi "pangil that guy
meanwhile, Yusi just turned his back on the person and continued to stare at the photo in his hand
" why has your attitude changed, this is not the Yusi I used to know" said the man
" everyone can change over time" said Yusi, who still turned his back on the man
the man who heard this frowned
" Yusi, I miss the twenty of you, why are you like this, look at your cold attitude, and the distance you give to others, it's not like you're the ten" said the man
" you even keep your distance from me unlike the twenty that are always near me, who are always smiling, you even leave without telling me, are you not already stuttering me as your brother you, is it because you are a person from the star city so you keep a rarity from all people, you don't seem to stutter all those around you" said the man in a slightly high tone
" what your talk/promise as a child is fake. "the word of the person is cut off by the cry of Yusi.
" ENOUGH "yusi shouted while squeezing the photo in his hand
" i'm like this because of you, you first renege on your promise, not me for what I keep my promise if you don't keep it," said Yusi
" i'm like this because of your attitude toward me, I keep my distance because I don't want anyone to know how I feel, "
"the promise you gave me as a kid, all that love shit you said you made a knife to stab me in the heart,"
"are you not aware of your behavior towards me for 6 years 'cause I'm like this 'cause you're why you're asking me '" she said with a trembling tone like holding something back
"what do you mean by my nature to you" said the man
"since you met her you've changed you've been around her more often than I am, even if the three of us were in one room you just noticed he never saw me lg, even to speak you didn't look at me"
" my heart hurts, I'm so jealous to see her, close to you, smiling so happily clinging to you at all times, why would anyone hurt just to love you " say it in a slightly high tone at the end of the sentence while shedding her tears and washing her blindfold
the feeling of regret/love/pain began to absorb into his heart and broke the wall in his mist-covered heart
that person started to notice Yusi's back, which was without any difference from
during the day he was so cold, strong/tough, and untouched so high like a mountain taisan, so close but sharpened far if you want to reach it
but by nightfall she was so fragile, weak, like if we just touched/pushed her just a little bit she would collapse/die, breaking like porcelain
it is like a fragile flower if touched, its petals will fall, and,
as under the starry night sky, the star as a silent witness who sees her fragile self
then the man walked towards Yusi and
arrived² the man hugged usi from behind the familiar aroma of the man made you cry every night
his embrace was so warm, it made the person feel safe near him
"xiao yi" said the man
yusi's body trembled as he tried to hold back his already unstoppable cries, familiar voice, and the name he longed for
" i'm sorry, it's my fault, I shouldn't have treated you like that" said the man, who was filled with endless regret
yusi's blindfold opened, his tears spilled like rain falling,
he held her hand from behind
the unbearable sobbing sound came out of Yusi's mouth, his voice getting louder with tears falling out all the pain, the complaint he felt survived these few years
" i'm sorry, I don't know what happened to me to ignore you, I'm like hypnotized by something just hingah look xiao wu a "said the man was none other than tang san
"Huwaaa.. hiks.m.why ..hiks.so painful hiks...love Gege".