The Stain Behind Khimar
CHAPTRE 16
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Zidan's eyes were perfectly rounded. For a long time he had not seen his wife's pretty eyes wet with tears. When they had a little fight, Fatimah sometimes just sulked by pursing her lips.
"What's the matter, baby?" Zidan wiped a soft tear on Fatimah's cheek. He cupped the tiny face and looked into those pretty eyes.
"Asma Mas ...." Zidan knitted his brows. What the hell is going on?
"When I asked him about his parents, he looked ugly. Then Asma said she was very happy with her parents but her finger moved Mas."Zidan understands. Asthma habits are still the same. His little finger will move strangely when lying.
He and Fatimah concluded that when they were children. Asthma once hid Fatimah's toy and took the fish on Zidan's plate. And various kinds of events about the mischief of Asthma as a child make them understand with Asthma. Including his lies.
"I just feel sorry, what if Asma's foster parents are more terrible than Mas's parents?" Zidan looked at his wife softly. When Fatimah found out about her life, this woman also shed tears.
He knew the figure in front of him was a woman who cared deeply about the surroundings. That's why Fatimah is like this. Only a small percentage of humans like Fatimah exist in the world. He was very lucky to have the heart of Fatimah.
Zidan then suddenly felt suspicious. How is what Fatimah thought right? I don't know what Asthma was going through when she wasn't on her side. Zidan did have both good parents. But when their baby is born. It began to differentiate. A very different kind of love.
Like he was flown high and then thrown away. It hurts but Zidan understands. He cannot complain and remain grateful, his foster parents want to care for and finance his education. Until college, Zidan refused because he felt he could find his own money.
But what about Asthma? Zidan exhaled violently and hugged his wife.
"Whatever happens, we'll always be by his side. Asthma is still our dear sister." Fatimah nodded at her husband's chest.
***
Maghrib's prayer sounded beautiful. For anyone, especially for all Muslims who are fasting.
All the santri and some Ustad and Ustadzah ate the meal with a grateful heart. For the blessings of the Almighty.
Some santriwan are seen staring towards the terrace of the mosque where the santriwati break their fast. Their eyes kept glancing at the Asthma who seemed to be eating nothing.
"Ehem!" Dhika cleared her throat with the loudest voice. His eyes then blinked as embarrassment approached him. His abi who was next door even looked at him with his brows furrowed.
"Why Dhika?" Dhika shook her head and smiled.
"Dhika is jealous of Bi," said Zidan who was next to Dimas. The leader of this pesantren cottage. Dimas Dwija Sanjaya's. Father of Reno and Dhika. But all the santri and Ustad and the young Ustadzah used to call them 'Abi'.
"Jealous?" Zidan nodded with a satisfied smile. Ignoring Dhika's eyes that glared at her even like wanting to jump from her place.
"Udah wants marriage maybe, but it's a shame to say it" Zidan chanted in a quiet voice that only Abi and Dhika heard. The middle-aged man with fine feathers and started to whiten in his jaw was staring at Dhika.
"really? Same who?" Dhika shook her head with a trick.
"If you're ready, tell Abi. Don't harbour. Remember yes, Zina there are many kinds. Eye zina is also included," Abi said gently. Dhika nodded quickly.
"Yes yes Bi, usually most often zina eyes here," said Zidan as he glanced at Dhika.
"Yeah, Abi also saw that there are many lyrics that interlock after praying." some santri is so. It was a pedecate in pesantren.
Zidan nodded while Dhika was indifferent and pretended not to listen.
"Denger to Dhika! " tap Zidan again, Dhika glared at him. This time Zidan raised his voice so that some of the students also stared at them. Abi turned his gaze again at Dhika.
When he wanted to say, the voice of Adzan isya reverberated. When talking and eating food is not felt. Maghrib and Isha's time was very close.
"Thank you, thank God" Dhika murmured softly as she breathed a sigh of relief.
***
After praying Isya and tarawih they perform murojaah. Read the Quran together. About 30 minutes after that, the time was filled with lectures from Abi. The theme about zina.
"In general, adultery does not only engage in intercourse but also any sexual activity that can damage human honor. In QS. Al-Isra’: 32, Allah SWT says:
وَلَا تَقْرَبُوا الزِّنَا ۖ إِنَّهُ كَانَ فَاحِشَةً وَسَاءَ سَبِيلًا
It means: ” And do not approach (zina); indeed, adultery is a heinous deed and a bad path. "
Some of the students look bored. Some even looked down to disguise themselves that he was sleeping.
"There are many kinds of zina. One of them is Zina Al-Laman. Zina Al-Laman is a zina that is generally done using the five senses" Abi said with a smile.
"Nah Zina Al-Laman is divided into several more, namely: Zina mata (ain) is zina when someone looks at the opposite sex with a feeling of pleasure. Zina of the heart (qalbi) is adultery when thinking or imagining of the opposite sex with feelings of pleasure and happiness."
"Nah dengerin tuh Dhik, do not think Asma mulu ntar fall into zina heart," said Zidan while holding a laugh. Dhika put on a flat face and pretended not to listen.
"Next, Zina speech (oral) is adultery when talking about the opposite sex followed by feelings of pleasure. A zina hand (yadin) is a zina when deliberately holding a body part of the opposite sex followed by a feeling of pleasure and happiness towards it. Outer zina is adultery made between the opposite sex that is not muhrim by involving the genitals." Abi continued.
"Dengerin and Sal! Don't hold ane mulu's hand, ntar be Zina's hand!" chirps one of the santriwan. Simultaneously all santri chuckled. While the man who was in the limelight, snorted annoyedly.
Realizing that his friend is deliberately embarrassing him. Abi laughed. He never had a problem if his talk was joking.
Asthma laughed behind her heart. While Ida fell asleep. Syifa continued to stare at one man who caught her attention. Men with black eyes and sharp eyes.
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