The Substitute Man for Andara
POV RAIDEN

"Honey, where are you?" call me.

Because it was too long in the kitchen, I finally decided to go out after putting Bara to bed. I looked for Andara at the dinner table, but I could not find her.

"Dear" Call me again.

I saw her in the kitchen with both eyes that were getting wet. I know why my wife is like that, "This must be because of my mom" I muttered in my heart.

I was closer to my wife who had wiped her eyes that might have cried because of her mother.

"Why are you, baby, crying?" I asked Andara.

Yet again he shook his head and hid his pain behind his fake smile, but I knew and I was very sure, if before my arrival maybe mom had said something that made her drop her countless tears for the umpteenth time.

"You're crying, baby, to be honest" I asked again.

"No brother, I was just flickering, just peeling the onion was very painful, until tears came out like this" he said lying.

All this time you always hold everything yourself.he never shows his pain to me, but I know and I understand what you feel.

"Don't lie baby, we've been married for 3 years, and I know how you are. To be honest, you've been crying, right?" ask again.

However, again Andara just shook her head and did not want to be honest with me about what had just happened. Looking at her heart gaze made me also feel pain, pain very deep.

On the one hand, mama is the woman who has given birth to me. But on the other hand you are my responsibility, I am confused, really confused. This situation almost makes me give up, giving up not to defend Andara.

Too sick to hear my own mother say my wife is a useless woman, too sick to hear all the insults you say to Andara.

If I was sick, what about my wife who felt, Surely her heart was very hurt.how could my wife get pregnant again, if every day she felt was an inner pressure.

I know, in this case I'm wrong, I can't be firm with my own mother, I've let my woman feel pain.

Indeed, when my sister asked me to replace her married to her fiance. It was so hard to just say yes.

"Marry your sister, love her like you love me" said dimas at the time.

Marry me! one word that never crossed my mind in the slightest. let alone marry a woman I never respected. In my opinion, she was too spoiled and inappropriate to be my sister's wife. I was the one who was asked to marry her.

After hearing Dimas' words, I looked at Andara who looked so sad and hit with the words of her future husband.

But because Dimas always forced, we both finally agreed to Dimas' request that sounded unreasonable.

Until Ijab Qobul it really happened. Andara is officially my wife.

A woman I never liked to be a part of my life? how can I have a marriage that began without love.

At first I thought that, Andara is just a spoiled woman and always depends on her parents. But it turns out I was wrong, she was a strong, independent woman and the greatest woman I ever had.

"Don't ever leave me, like dimas left me, sister" That poignant voice managed to make me feel so compassionate.

Until the weeks pass. I have truly fallen for her, for the woman who is my wife.

Seeing him smile has become a new opium for me. His smile looks so sweet and immediately makes it clear in my memory.I am very and very fond of his smile.

That night, became the most beautiful night for me. The night she officially became my full wife.

I had thought, if Andara and Dimas had done it, because they were so eager to get married.but I was wrong, My wife was still a virgin.

A month has passed. My wife was declared pregnant by a doctor. Mama who heard that looks so happy with the news conveyed by the doctor.

Since hearing the news, the mother looks more loving to Andara, Mama does not allow Andara to do things that make her tired, mama is afraid of anything happening to her future grandchildren.

However, because Andara is too stubborn, she does not listen to what you ask. stop working and focus on the content. However, you always give a reason to be bored if you have to continue to be at home.

Until one day, when I left for work early in the morning, I suddenly got the news if my wife had an accident.

However, after the doctor came out of the IGD room and brought bad news, it made mama change to Andara.

Miscarriage and loss of affection from the mother simultaneously.that's what you feel at that time until now.

"Based on useless women" that word you often say to Andara.

I looked at her face and her two eyes that looked beautiful. I know, she used to cry in silence, crying in the bathroom one of them.

Especially when we raised Bara as a child, I saw the fear of my wife's face. Here I feel so useless.how can I let the woman I love feel pain because of my own mother.

"Until when do I have to endure such a situation" I once heard from my wife's mouth.

Perhaps, my wife already felt unable to deal with this situation, a situation where it always hurt her mind.

Not only Andara, I also said the same thing, Until when will I let the woman I love get hurt because of my parents?

Until often terbesit in the mind to leave her, but my heart loves her too much. I love my wife so much. she has become half of my world.

"Sister, it's better that Rai's sister marry again, I'm not papa. I'm sincere"

Hearing that made me hug my wife so tightly.it never crossed my mind to get married again, I just wanted to get married once in a lifetime.

His own gaze was always able to make me feel guilty about all this. want to let go even I can not, he is too meaningful in my life.

I wanted to take away the hate that my mom had for my wife, but I was confused as to what to do!

"Sister, there's an immunization schedule today" The soft voice managed to get me back to my consciousness.

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