The Suffering of the Past
The Suffering of the Past

Chapter 10

Elena doesn't know where she is right now.

But this natural landscape is so beautiful.

"Elena, what are you doing, baby ?"

Elena looked at someone who called her.

"Mama ?" Elena cried when she saw her mother.

"Papa didn't expect papa's son to be this beautiful."

Elena looked again .

"Papaa ?" Elena ran to her papa and hugged her.

"grandson oma is already big huha, here hug grandma dear?"

Elena looked again.

"neneeeek ?"

Elena was crying.

"i miss you all so much. Papa ? Elena is sorry paa? elena should have said it in the first place if the brakes had been broken by Prakas. Elena apologizing Paa ?

Elena is so sorry Paa? , and Mamaa? Elena also regretted not being able to save mama ? Elena is useless. and grandma ? I also sinned against Grandma I should have told everyone of Prakas's behavior.If I had not stayed silent you might all still be alive. Elena's so sorry ?"

"Elena, believe whatever you do it's not your fault? is that fate, baby?" said her mama.

"what did your mother say, honey ? we already have our happiness here, please stop dear, end all your suffering. Don't torture yourself too long" said the father.

"My dear granddaughter, we're all so proud of you. You're such a strong woman.you've saved us, son. We are not happy in the world, but we are happy here thanks to you son. And immediately seek your own happiness, son. release all the burden of your suffering. "said his grandmother.

"And surely we are also very grateful to you, Elena ?"

Elena looks over. she is

"Alesa Aunt?"

"you always take care of us Elena. We are like angels to us. Thank you for always protecting Sena. We're all so proud of you here. Please end your suffering, dear?" said aunt Alesa.

"I don't know how to let go of everything , my regret for you always haunts me. Every day , every hour, every minute, every second and every breath hurts . I can no longer bear all this burden.My regret that made you go away from us, I really cannot bear it ?" elena said in hysterical tears.

then his father wiped his tears with love and affection. Elena's father looked into Elena's eyes to reassure her.

"you are a great son of a father above all others.You must go back and fight for your own happiness dear. Remember one thing dear.we are happy here. now you also have to be happy.understand baby ? we ask you to come back soon, close your beautiful eyes, dear?"

" no papa, mama, grandma, aunt alesa, I want to come with you guys ? I'm afraid of my own world ? I want to come with you guys ?" elena was crying hysterically.

"No dear. You must be happy first then be able to come with us. seek your own happiness dear ? let go of the burden of your pain. Let's close your eyes.and we'll hold your hand to lead you ?"

Elena obeyed her father . Elena closed her eyes, and it was true that they were all holding onto Elena leading the way.

then

Elena opened her eyes with a gasp of breath.

" Praise God she's back. oh Elena, you made us so worried and panicked. You scared us so much. You almost died" said a young doctor.

....

It's been 5 days that Elena has been treated, and she's already past her critical period.

"Elena, I really didn't think that the doctor was so attentive to you. "

"of course it's a concern because it's his job as a doctor. You want me to be diced that way."

"it's really El you ?"

"That's Al there you go. I'm tired of going to sleep."

Alana then went from there.

Elena told all her sisters not to let anyone visit her.

that's how he is. Every time he goes to the hospital he doesn't want to be visited.

then the door opened again.it was Dr. Lucas.

"how are you now Elena."

"how do the doctors themselves.the doctors know better how my weak side.because you are my Psychologist doctor. I was shocked when I heard Brother Mian tell me. You helped me bring it to IGD, and even when I was in a coma, the Doctor didn't stop babbling that I should live to be happy ?" elena is at a loss as to how her dream could be. and what Lucas said while Elena was dying .

"What's El ? it's like you're thinking of something. "

"hmm no. I'm just tired ?" Elena replied in a lethargic tone.

Lucas reflexes holding Elena's hand.

making Elena flinch in shock, like there was a sting but making her comfortable. Lucas grasped Elena's hand gently giving her the strength to spirit through life.

"I'm sure, you are a great woman, strong, and a good angel heart. So from now on, love yourself.remove all the burdens of your senses."

why did what Lucas said the same as his parents said in the dream. Elena looked on in disbelief at Lucas, Elena looked into Lucas' eyes emotionally.

Lucas then wipes Elena's tears again he is shocked by Lucas' touch that makes him feel unusual.

Lucas felt the same way as Elena did.

Lucas doesn't know what's really going on with him.

All Lucas knows is he wants to do it. Then Lucas approached Elena slowly, and "cup" Lucas kissed Elena's forehead for a long time . then both his hands cupped Elena's cheeks together, and Lucas was about to kiss Elena's lips, but "kriiiing kriiying " Lucas turned to the number without a name, he knew who it was.

"Elena I'm sorry. I was presumptuous just now, but rest assured ? I want to see you smile.I want to see you happy."

Lucas was about to leave, but Elena prevented him.

"what if I can't ?" elena said with a bright look.

"then I'll help you Elena." Elena turned to Lucas and looked into his eyes. Lucas could not help it anymore, Lucas immediately kissed his lips with love. Lucas kissed her lips softly and carefully, and Elena stopped him.

"didn't you say you have to go?"

"oh shit.right ? I have to go. I'll come back later. Take care of yourself."

as far as Lucas was concerned, Elena touched his lips.he was comfortable with Luccas' treatment .

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