The sweet 17
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What do you think of your 17th Birthday?

celebrating lavishly, inviting all your friends and your sod.?

or celebrated simply, like just being with your parents, or your friends.?

whatever it is must be very happy, right?

as well as me, my best friend promised me I would celebrate my 17th birthday, just the two of you, not the cwo, tp cwe.

yes, she is my only friend.

Nia is my best friend, we were friends since childhood.

although we rarely stay together because of distance.

yes, I live in the Cirebon area.

nia dijakarta.

I went to Jakarta on school holidays,

because my father went to Jakarta, and sold there.

Nia is the son of the owner of the contract that my father occupied.

I have lived in Jakarta since childhood, and lived in a village, when I was in elementary school.

Like I said earlier, I'm going to Jakarta only for school holidays.

But problems happened to him, too,

to my best friend Nia.

other problems are not yet resolved, lg added, problem after problem.

I don't know because I wasn't always with him.

I don't know if he's facing a big problem.

Nia told me the problem, though,

and I can't do anything.

I tried to cheer him up, though,

Still, it doesn't make him feel better.

ordeal, for the sake of ordeal she went through,

until he got depressed.

and his patience is over.

he ended his own life.

I'm I'm a bad friend, I'm a bad friend,

I don't deserve to be called a good friend.

maybe because I rarely go to Jakarta,

so you don't know anything about him.

why is all this happening.?

wh why?

Nia's my best friend up to that.

I don't even know.

what kind of friend am I?

what kind of friend?

I failed to be your best friend.

I failed to protect you.

I don't deserve to be called your best friend.

Nia, I'm sorry.

I don't know what else to do.?

because regret is now free..

because I'm late, too,

very, very late.

it's too late to know that I've failed to be your best friend.

you're my best friend.

you are the friend who always supported me.

friends who always accompany me when difficult or happy.

your worst friend, though,

awful bad.

Nia on my birthday, you even gave me a gift, you gave me a gift,

even if it's the last gift I get from you.

you are so kind and understanding, and I...

I'm just a selfish loser.

I guess we'll always be together, just thinking about it makes me disgusted at myself.

I don't deserve to be your best friend.

I'll never forget you.

even though you are no longer with me.

although I will no longer see your jokes, you always bully me, you always make me happy.

What am I to you Nia.

You're the one who always smiles even though your heart cries, maybe I won't be as strong as you.

you carry such a heavy burden, even if you carry it alone, even though I know you are in distress, I am only helping you as I can, I am only helping you as much as I can, while you are...

you always take your time for me.

you always accompany me.

when you need help, while I'm, there's nothing, because the distance isn't possible.

I'm proud of you, because you can go through it all yourself.

my best friend, the friend you left was still thinking of me.

still care about me.

I don't like this doll.

but, I know you purposely gave me this doll, the Hello Kitty doll.

Hello sweet kitty, beautiful Hello kitty just like you.

I will take care of him with all my heart,

I'll look after him in memory of you.

with this I'm not alone, because there's this Hello Kitty who accompanies me, because,

you will not be replaced.

you will always be in my heart.

you're my best friend.

Nia...

Ii'm sorry..

I'm sorry I can't be your best friend.

Thank you Nia...

Thank ye...

May you rest in your last resting place.

may you be placed by his side.

you're a good girl, I'm sure your place is in Heaven.

I hope we can meet later, when death picks me up later.

when I've caught up with you.

we'll never meet in the world forever.

but...

may God bring us together in the end.

Amynn..🙏🙏

I have always loved you, and so have you, Nia,

Nia's my best friend.

my true friend.

friends will not be replaced.

maybe I'll make a new friend.

but you are the most meaningful.