THE TAPS IN MY HOUSEHOLD
Chapter 42 Must Lose Again

Panji returned to Singapore the next day, because Dion called that their mother was in an accident and was in the hospital.

After Dion finished calling, Panji immediately booked a plane ticket as soon as possible. But there was a flight to Singapore tomorrow morning, so Panji left in the morning.

His critical mother always called Panji and he was no longer strong. Panji was also very nervous and panicked, what else now he already knew that it was his biological mother.

Panji has not been devoted to him, during his stay at home, Panji always gets his full affection and attention.

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" Dion..., where's your Panji boy..?" Mama desperately wanted to hug him and apologize to him." Mama never took care of it and never saw it." Because mom didn't know where she was at the time." said Dion's mom.

" Already ma.., mas Panji will soon also arrive ma.." A strong mother.." Mama has to hold on so she can be with Panji." Dion has also told the incident to Panji mas." He also knew that she was his real mama." So you don't have to worry, ma..?" Dion calms his mother.

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" Yes.., mama..." Panji entered his mother's room in a hurry.

" Mama.., this is Panji ma." The banner has come ma.., strong mama." Panji will take care of your mama here." said Panji and he was very sad.

" Panji.., forgive mama who couldn't give you your affection when you were little." Mama didn't know where you and your papa were going at that moment." her mother spoke stammeringly while taking her breath.

" Already ma.., Panji does not blame mama." No need to remember the incident ma.." said Panji who was beside his mother.

Panji stroked her mother's head and she also cried seeing her mother's condition. In his heart he hoped and prayed that his mother would be given a chance to heal, and be able to come together with him in a relationship like a mother and child who had never been separated at that time.

But then her mother breathed her last.

Lost is the hope Panji who wants his mother to be with him for a long time.

" Mama...?!"

" Ma, get up ma.., wake up...?!"

" Ma, don't stay Panji this fast ma.., Panji still wants to be with mama..!"

" Ma, Panji wants to feel the affection of mama, ma.." Mama open her eyes ma.., look at this Panji mama's son..!" Panji cried while shaking the body of his mother who had not moved anymore.

" Doctor.., doctor help my mom doc." My mom why doc.., please heal my mom doc." Panji panicked and uncontrollable.

" I'm sorry everyone, he's dead" the doctor said.

" We tried but he could not be saved." The doctor left and the nurse immediately withdrew the infusion in the patient's hand.

Panji felt weak and he fell unconscious on the floor.

" The Panji...!" Dion caught his brother.

" Sister please my brother's sus." He fainted and drowned, please help him." said Dion.

" Manda help you take care of all the mama's business and the payment, too." I'll take care of Panji first." I ask you for help, dear." Dion told Manda.

" Yes. mas." No need to worry, all Manda's gonna take care of mama." Manda said understandingly.

The banner was taken to another room and immediately resuscitated. All has done Dion and Manda go home first to prepare the needs at home.

While Panji she wants to be with her mother back home by taking an ambulance.

They all want to worship and pray for Panji and Dion.

The body was taken down and brought into the house to be bathed immediately.

The banner still could not accept the fact that in front of him that his mother was dead. Panji was still crying and lamenting the passing of his mother at this time.

Yang Panji regretted why all he knew now and not from the beginning his stepmom said it.

Panji was very upset and disappointed, even he did not want to talk to his stepmom for now.

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All the process has been done, now is the time for the bodies to be sholatan in the mosque near their home.

Dion and Panji also helped to pray for his mother, even Panji had time to pray and cry for his mother.

Now it's time to take her mother to her final resting place.

Panji was still sad and Dion was too, they had just regrouped but had to quickly part again.

Dion and Panji brought his mother underground and they had to close the hole.

This is where their hearts feel even sadder, because this is what they were able to see last time. Manda has always given her husband strength and strength.

All the mourners began to return home after they finished praying.

Dion and Manda will also be home soon, because they will clean up what has not been done again for other purposes.

Dion has called their brother who is in Jogjakarta to make a tahlilan event there.

" Hello ma'am.., it's better your show is done at mom's house." It might be hard to make a call and do it" Dion said in his phone call.

" Well son.., I'll just make it here, you who are stoic will this ordeal, son.."

" I'm sorry I can't go there, and I'm really looking forward to seeing my sister one last time." Hiks, hiks.., when we had promised to meet and he said he would come home." But why did it come

even in this show." Ami's mother was very sad and sobbing - sobs.

" Yes mom, I understand." But we have to how else, this is the reality." Ma'am, maybe I can't come." My wife Manda will be there and leaving tonight." Thank you mom." Please, Manda will be picked up at the airport, because she doesn't know where mom's house is" Dion told her mother's sister.

Panji still did not come home, his heart was devastated and so bitter. He was still sitting beside the mound ground.

" Ma., Panji doesn't know what else to do.." Why do people who Panji loves one by one go to leave Panji." Panji is desperate and does not want to live again it feels like ma.." said Panji who felt very sad.

It's been two hours since he's been there, of all the people home. Panji was tired of crying and fell asleep next to his mother's grave.

He woke up when the cold wind felt on his body. It turned out to be late afternoon and dark, as if a rainstorm was about to fall.

Panji soon realized he's been there a long time. Panji got up and stood up from his seat immediately left the grave of his mother.

The wind was so strong, Panji immediately ran into his car and went to return home.

And must accept the fact from now on that his mother is dead.