The Twin'S Love Story
I'm with you.

to his morning esokan.nam woke up more early than usual.his gaze was immediately fixed on the figure of nine who fell asleep next to him.nam looked at his brother's face with the thought of the shadow of the incident last night. the incident when he lost control and did not remember his own brother.the incident is clearly illustrated in the memory nam. how he rampaged and hurt his brother.to where nine restore his sane mind back.

"sorry phi.." said nam slowly while stroking nine hair with guilt.it has been 6 months since his illness no longer relapses. let alone until lost consciousness like last night. during this year nam always presses with all his might to hold his fear of everything.not only will the darkness that makes it most easily lost control, but also will the people around him. nam always felt that there was something strange in him, which he could not explain to anyone. The other side of him always convinced him that the people around him would hurt him back. negative thoughts are always popping up in his mind.Even the more severe sometimes negative thoughts that take over the consciousness of nam completely. as happened last night.

since nam was declared cured by the doctor who treated her since the incident.nam's parents still diligently send nam to see a psychiatrist every month. because panic attack nam still relapsed several times although not as often as when he was still in treatment, but since he moved to bangkok.nam no longer want to see his doctor. and your parents approved it while you were still taking your medicine regularly, but it's been almost a month since you've taken the medicine, and it's been without nine's knowledge.

"you're awake." said nine looking at nam

"hmm.." nod nam who immediately sat down

"phi's hungry.." lamented nine pulled back the blanket to cover her body.

"i'll make breakfast. phi sleep first I wake up when the breakfast is done."

"thank you old man." said nine who closed his eyes again to continue his sleep.

nam walked out of his room to the bottom floor.when he went down the stairs, his gaze was fixed on the people who were sleeping soundly on the mattress that was named in the middle room. the sleeping position of the three men overlapped each other's feet.The scenery was commonly seen by nam almost every morning when his friends were staying at their homes.

nam's eyes look to the other side. looking for a meen figure that is not in his view. until nam looked at the direction of the open nine room and found the figure of meen who was sleeping soundly with the condition of the blanket lying on the floor. slowly nam grabbed the blanket and covered meen's body so as not to feel cold.

after enveloping meen's body, nam closed the room and headed straight to the kitchen to prepare breakfast for everyone.cooked the rice and took out some ingredients from the refrigerator. there are shrimp that will nam fried with garlic seasoning, and also some slices of meat that will be sauteed, as well as soup as a complementary menu.

"what are you going to cook..??" tanya Nine who walked to the kitchen with messy hair and a face that still looks very sleepy.

"there's shrimp and meat.I'm preparing seasonings for the meat." replied nam slowly

"let phi help.." nine approached to help cook the other while nam prepared his basic condiments.The two brothers helped each other make breakfast in silence. they only focused on what they were doing, although occasionally turned to look at each other. Nine looked at his sister with pity. especially when looking at the two eyes nam swollen due to her hysterical crying last night.

"nam.." call nine slowly

"iya phi." replied nam turning towards nine

"how long have you not taken your medicine..?" tanya Nine made nam's face surprised.

".............."

"phi was not angry. phi understood because there was a time nam did not want to take the drug again.but seeing how nam last night, phi wanted nam to take the drug again with a routine. phi does not force nam, but phi does not want nam to lose control like that again and hurt the body nam himself. if nam hit phi, phi will not mind. but phi does not want nam to do things that will cause fatal later." said nine so quietly. without emphasis so that nam can easily digest to his worries.

"sorry phi.." said nam with his trembling voice.nam's face bowed, not daring to stare towards nine

"phi wasn't blaming nam. phi just wanted nam to know that phi was so worried about nam." nine grabbed nam's shoulder, pulled the body in his arms.

"don't tell mae phi. I don't want mae to worry about me anymore." Please nam sobbed in her brother's arms.

"ehm.phi will not tell mae and pho. provided that nam wants to come with phi to see the doctor again.." agree nine with a condition

"..............."

"just meet and chat for a while. phi guarantee it will not be long. while we ask for medicine for you to drink back.." persuaded nine stroked nam's shoulder with affection

"i... fear phi.." said nam hesitantly.heard nam feel afraid to make nine more tightened his embrace.

"there's no phi here."

"phi will come with me...??" tanya nam let go of her hug to see nine's face in doubt

"of course. phi will not let nam alone see the doctor.if necessary phi will invite children to come also to be more crowded.." goda nine makes nam smile

"ehmm.." nodding nam agreed to nine's invitation, although it still looks very clearly to the worry on the face

"good. phi will ask meen to make a promise for us."

as the two brothers were talking, the men lying in the middle of the living room quietly listened to the two brothers talk in silence, the gun and the bus have been opening their eyes since nam came down and entered the nine room.it's just that they pretend to be asleep so that nam doesn't feel scared again like last night when nam looks at them in a daze.

"phi will wake them up first." said nine walking towards his friends "gun wake up. breakfast and clean all these mattresses.." kata Nine nudged the gun's foot with her foot before walking back to her own room.O opened the door and found meen's figure sitting playing her phone by leaning on the head of the bed. "you're up. let's have breakfast." take nine out of her room back to the kitchen.

"what are you cooking nam.." asked win to walk up to the dining table, pulling a chair for himself to sit on

"shrimp, meat is the same vegetable phi. and there are also beef eggs for additional." clearly nam put all the results of his cooking in the middle of the table for everyone's breakfast

"let's have breakfast phi. I and phi nine have already cooked." nam smiled towards meen

they all end up sitting together at the dining table, enjoying a simple breakfast with calm. nam is always loyal to be a listener whenever the debate starts to add to the crowd around him, as if not disturbed by the quarrel or debate between the groups.

the feeling of comfort begins to get with her sister group.no more awkwardness or fear when near them.even though there are times when nam is gathering in the campus area, there are no more awkwardness or fear when they are near them, and found the gazes of some parties who seemed to dislike nam joined the nine group. but meen or the others always try to make nam not to care about the gaze of others or anyone against him.

"nong...??" call Nine who saw her sister suddenly-tina daydreaming with a blank look

"hmmm.." said nam turned towards nine.

"are you not feeling well..?" ask nine

"no phi. I'm fine."

"don't daydream." said nine reminding her sister.nam nodded in understanding and continued enjoying her breakfast in silence "so you'll come with me next week to phuket.." nine turned to look at her friends

"of course, we all need a vacation too." Win replied

"we have also prepared a gift for khun mae." meen added

"just come and sleep in my house, but don't bother my parents, or you'll die if you make a fuss." threatening nine made all her happy and nodded in understanding "by the way I haven't bought anything for mae.." lamented nine sighing heavily

"i'll buy it for phi." replied nam

"what are you going to buy...?" ask nine curiously

"i wanted to buy Mae a set of jewelry, but the price is too expensive. My savings are not enough if I buy her myself, so I plan to ask phi to buy that item with me." nam said slowly.

"buy it as you want. later phi will transfer the money to you. if less you just tell phi." agree nine who makes nam nod understand "when you will buy it."

"sunday tomorrow.if phi doesn't have a phi show, you can come with me to buy it."

"well. tomorrow phi will accompany you." agrees nine

...........................................

2 Days later...

nam was lying in his room playing with his cell phone.Open his own IG account that no photo posts whatsoever. nam only used the account to view photos posted by his new friends at his faculty as well as nine friends.

nam's smile continues to expand when he sees all meen posts with his cousin's sister.the moment of togetherness that Ien shows everyone. and nam knows how much meen really likes his cousin because meen himself has told nam how the brother-sister relationship.

while other posts there are also buses, guns and win that also upload their small activities.

ting.......

nam's brows furrowed as he saw a message coming in from the new number, and nam was already very familiar with the number from the foreign number.

(don't forget our appointment this afternoon)

a message sent by louis. actually nam did not forget the agreement that louis made himself by telling them to meet on this day.it's just that nam was not so interested in going to see the man. especially today nam will also go with nine to buy gifts for his mama.

(you have a promise debt that must be paid today.do not try to find a reason to refuse our promise)

a new message came back in that made nam immediately sigh heavily. "does that person have other senses.why does he seem to know with everything I think" grumbled nam astonished and put his phone under the pillow. as if not concerned with incoming messages or anything else.