The Twins' Regrets
Go home

Carissa drove her car very slowly at night after returning home from the Derrel apartment, her tears running all the way crying over her fate so bad, well she had lost everything in the name of punishment, how could she survive this time, Carissa's tears continued and continued to flow profusely soaking her puffy face.

Until she passed a deserted park, Amanda could not help her feelings, the girl got out of the car and stepped into the quiet park and screamed loudly,

''Aaaaaaaarrrgghhhh.'' his body wavered to the ground, his heart ached to realize that he had lost everything.

''Whether this is enough, I will accept it.I will accept.'' Amanda cried with tightness in her heart.

Still crying there, Amanda calmed down, could not go home in this state, there was her mother who was sick at home, Carissa did not want to add burden to the father. long still sitting in the grass, Carissa, the girl was silent, alone with a blank look until she was tired and finally went home.

*******

Albert looked at his daughter who looked chaotic and pale,

''What happened, baby.''

Carissa tried to smile,

''I'm tired of looking for Lea.how are you.'' asked Carissa to distract him so that father is not too suspicious of him.

Albert smiled, smiling,

''For her health to be all stable but Clarissa your mother is very quiet she doesn't want to say anything, so Carissa maybe it's time you went to see your mother.

Albert was saddened by Clarisa's situation, the woman only looked at him with tears when they were both in the room, although Albert tried to get her to talk Clarisa just silently silent, silent, Albert knew there was still anger and resentment in Clarissa.

''I.''

''Well, you know Carissa, between you and Alea, the mother who loves you the most she always calls you Rissa to have your name the same when she calls you, I'm sure if you meet him, maybe your mother will be cured.''

''I'm not sure dad.''

''There's no harm in trying, she's your real mother baby.Don't you miss her hug.''

''Call.''Repeat Carissa with a foreign feeling that was out in her chest, she never felt a mother's embrace until her eyes glazed over right then and there.

''Okay, I'll go see him Dad.Then I go where.'' asked Carissa suspiciously.

''Monica called and asked dad to come home long time ago dad didn't come home no, he was a little upset.''

''When is dad back.'' Carissa was not willing.

''Maybe next week.''

''It's been a long time dad.''

''You have to understand my dear father, I need Monica.''

''Alright, I'm waiting next week with mom.''

Carissa is a little irritated at Monica, the same woman who had ruined her father's and mother's marriage, Carissa clenched her hands, just look at her going to bring her family back, though it's a little impossible for mother to be sick.

*******

The bedroom door opened slowly, and Carissa stepped into her mother's room her steps stopped when she saw her mother lying with her eyes closed, she was beautiful because she was in care, Carissa believes the mother used to be like an angel of course. the age of the new mother is 36 years old, still very young.

Carissa approached the edge of the bed, and unexpectedly at the same time, the woman opened her eyes as if she sensed the presence of Carissa on her side, they stared.

''Mother..''

Silent...

Clarissa was silent while frowning, she was still scanning who was in front of her because of the depression she was experiencing.

Carissa smiled with dripping tears,

''I'm Carissa, your first daughter, mother.''

Silent, the woman just stared blankly. But Carissa did not give up, she began to bow her head while holding her mother's hand,

''Mom, do you know what I've been through all this time, I miss you half-dead and lonely, I'm trying to find something about you so I can be stronger but no matter how strong I don't find you, Carissa's tears turn into tears, I miss your arms, I'm always jealous of my friends who have mothers..you know what I'm suffering.'' look at Carissa with sadness.

Because the mother remained silent, but Carissa did not give up.she wanted her family back she wanted to, she said, his mother's healed because Dr. Teddy said medically he's cured but I don't want to go back to her past, which is what makes it difficult.

''Mom.Why do you hear me, why don't you go back in time and remember everything mom, I'm your son if you don't love me.' said Carissa a mouthful,

''I'm being broken right now and I need you mother, should I experience the same thing with Alea, do you want to lose Rissa again mother.''

''Mom, if you don't remember then maybe, dad will marry a woman named Monica and we will lose dad, so mom can I hope this time mom remembers me, I beg you.''carissa's moaning is very sad.

Carissa was unable to contain her feelings, the girl moved away from the bed and cried her back to the mother, the pain she felt at this time she could not face alone, it felt if time could be turned, he said, Carissa doesn't want to know anyone, she doesn't want to get involved with anyone else if she's going to get into trouble eventually,

Sooner or later I must have married Monica because the woman was very cunning, even Carissa had investigated that actually Monica had another lover even though she was still with her father, even though she was still with him, they meet monthly with their children until Carissa believes the father never had a child with Monica but the woman traps the father cruelly.

''Mom rest now, I'll leave maybe we'll talk later Carissa said without turning her body.

Leaving the room of Clarissa's mother who was looking at her with a deep look, Clarisa closed her eyes, the still very beautiful woman got up from her bed and came down from there, Clarisaa stood up straight, when her tears flowed, she stared at the mirror that displayed her own face, well.she had remembered everything except meeting her daughter Risa, Clarissa would never budge again, she said, his two daughters should be his back and Albert should bow down and beg his forgiveness for all the pain he felt 18 years ago, Clarissa will retaliate.

''That's Risaa my daughter.''

Clarissa hugged her own body, it felt tight to not be able to hug her son at this time when she wanted so much. Clarissa narrowed her eyes sharply, staring around the room with the memories of the past left behind, actually she was healed and could recall just that, she wanted all of this to be a beautiful surprise, she said, his daughter should be proud of who his mother is.

Clarissa.

The woman took her phone and called.

''Alea.''