The Unassumed Love of Johan
100. Johan's refusal
"what else do you want to say?"asked Johan to stop his pace
"is it true that Yasmine said that you love her now?" ask sherly
"no, I don't love anyone" Johan said
"including me?" ask sherly
"make me love someone who doesn't love me back" Johan said
"i'll learn to love you" Sherly said
"no need to be forced, I no longer expect to be loved by you" said Johan who returned to his office
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jamb..
meanwhile, Johan's words make sherly sculpt. Sherly does not think Johan's little tongue so pierced the niche of the sherly's heart, he knows if Johan is disappointed with him.
"i have to work on improving my relationship with Johan" Sherly muttered
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the flashback
a young man waiting at the doorstep of the classroom carries a bouquet of white jasmine flowers to express love for the girl he loves. His steps are set when he has to watch sherly adoration his heart was first by his friend to declare his love.
"sherly, I love you. Do you want to be my lover?" asked Yansen Natanael who held both hands of sherly by giving a rose
"hmmmmm" replied sherly
"you can take this flower, if you want to accept me to be your lover" said Yansen
"a-i ..." replied sherly disconnected.
"stop!"exclaim Johan
"what the hell are you bothering us ajah" yansen said
"sorry, jo I can't accept your gift" Sherly said
"what because he declared his love first" asked Johan
"no, it's not about who's expressing her feelings for me, but I've harbored feelings for Yansen for a long time" said Sherly, who took the rose in yansen's hand
"i've known you for a long time why did you choose yansen over me?" ask johan
"because you're ugly and dirty, I don't like ugly and dirty men like you, so I beg you never to bother me" Sherly said
"hmmm, I can change to get your love" Johan said
"you are so stubborn! I said I never liked you and I was surprised if you could buy a bouquet of jasmine flowers as expensive as it is better money you just save" said sherly
"i took great pains to buy it with my efforts at least you accepted this" Johan said
"i don't want to accept your flowers because I never thought you were the most important thing in my life, so I beg you not to bother me anymore because I already have a boyfriend" Sherly said
"that's what sherly said! she is now a girl, you are not important for her so throw away the flower" added yansen
"Don't throw it away you better just return it to the store so that the money you can use for your life's needs" Sherly said
jamb..
that day I clearly remembered her saying that I was never considered meaningful just because I was ugly and dirty
"From then until now I've always been first with my own friends!!!"johan's mumbling
flashback off
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Johan is pensive to remember the fateful plight he used to do to beg sherly's love, he regrets loving the girl because of his sympathetic form when he did not consider himself important at all.
"This wound never goes away will always imprint in this niche of the heart even though the form of your attention is still the same, but still the sense of the wound has not reduced at all. I hate it when you accept the love of others in front of me and reject me who sincerely loves you" Johan muttered in his private room
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