The Unexpected Dream
sadness Caca

Zain Anastasya Calvin POV

I'm Zain Anastasya Calvin. A man who came from my mother's womb. Vera Anastasya, and of course from Papa as well. Michelle Calvin.

  Anastasya and Calvin are indeed taken from the surname of Mama and Papa. Because of the relationship Mama and Papa are not sanctioned by Grandpa and Grandma from the Mama section. They get married without their parents' knowledge.

  I know Mama's parents have already betrothed Mama to a richer man. But, dear Mama chose Papa who is known only as a poor person. But my mom loved Papa so much. Because of that, Mama told us to marry the couple we wanted.

  Because relationships are not condoned that is. Mama and Papa are united. Anastasiya Calvin's. Hearing their relationship made me determined to approach my sister's shabat. Chandra Cassandra, or Caca.

  After the meal, Caca chose in Gea's room. Ever since hearing a news about Keano, his face had become sad.

Usually if Mama meets Caca, they will chat without ceasing. They often meet outside. More precisely, Caca's workplace.

  I fucked him. He loved Keano for three years. Doesn't he realize I like him. Compared to my sister. Well, me and Keano are brothers. I have five brothers including myself. I'm the first kid.

   Second son, Keano Anastasya Calvin. A surgeon at one of his own hospitals. He's a friendly kid. Compared to this ugly me.

  Third and fourth children. They're twins. Alfin Anastasya Calvin and Alfan Anastasya Calvin. Alfin is a policeman, while his twin is a TNI.

  And the last child at once bontot. Gea Anastasia Calvin's. The one I love the most after my mom. He introduced Caca to me three years ago. Since then, this heart has not turned away from him.

  I stared at my mother's favorite tulip. Even though my eyes looked at the flowers. But, my mind floated on the scene half an hour ago.

Flashbacks

"That's very happy you Ca," said Gea when he got into the car.

"The most had hoped to meet with Mas Keano," said Dion lazily.

"Indeed you have not been told about Mas Keano well," said I.

I steadied Caca's face from the rearview mirror that was in the car. I saw his surprised face and seemed to be asking a lot of questions. Seeing it made me realize. Did they not tell him about Keano?.

  I feel guilty. I shouldn't have said that word. I looked at the other face. It seemed like they were looking for an answer to the question in Caca's mind.

"A', what did A'A mean?" ask Caca.

"A', dong replied don't keep quiet. Don't be like Gea with Dion standing still. What you've been covering up all this time to Caca. A'A will know that Mas Keano is the person Caca has loved for the past three years" he asked.

It's sad to see the person I love. Looked at her with her teary eyes. Not very much myself. But, I was afraid of hurting her tiny heart. I'm sorry, but it's time you found out.

"You meet Ais, shabat Keano. They're getting engaged this week in Bali" I said, driving. I thought I'd love to see his face, but I paused. I don't want to be sad to see his face now.

"A'A don't joke" he said, raising one note.

I didn't hear Caca's voice. I steadied towards the rearview, and saw a blank stare from him. Ah, I hurt her heart. I'm sorry baby, but after this I'll try to open your heart for me.

Flashback off

  A pat on the shoulder resuscitated me. I steadied towards the sososk that patted my shoulder.

She was the woman I loved before Caca and my sister. Mamma. I know how this feels about Caca. Even he was the first one to know about it and support me to fight for Caca.

  My mom sat next to me. Without thinking for a long time I hugged her. I put my head on his shoulder. Shedding tears that have been held since in the car.

"Patient well A'," said Mama softly.

  Her sweet voice made me a little calm. Like Caca's voice that somehow this heart feels calm saying he's chatty. But when he was silent. This heart hurts so much. Like being stabbed by a thousand swords.

"Now it's your turn. You used to love him in silence. Now prove that you love him. Support himself. Share the power for him. Give him a chance to open his heart to you. Show her your love for her. It is time to fight for your love. You know, he only has us as his family. He was like Dion, who lived only one day. Don't hurt him, baby. Heal her heart" said Mama, rubbing my back.

  Maybe Mama was right. It's time I showed my love to Caca. I will fight for this love.

"Go to Gea's room. There's Caca himself. Your sister asked Dion for permission to go to the bookstore. You know that Dion likes your sister. You have to fight like Dion. He did not give up" said Mama.

  I just kept quiet. Mom said a second time. It is time to fight for this love. Like Dion who didn't give up on his love for my sister.

I stood up and headed for Gea's room. Of course after saying goodbye to Mom. This heart is a little uneasy about the welcome from Caca later when I meet her.

  I was at the door. I slowly knocked a few times. But, the result is that no one opens it. Then I opened the door knob. It was not locked. Forgive your A'A, this is Gea, to have entered your room without your knowledge.

  I saw the figure of the woman who was defending me. Himself sits him on the bed. She's Caca, the person I love. I approached him, and sat next to him.

  I guess he'll scold me, because it takes solitude. But my guess was wrong, she just kept quiet with her blank look. Again, the heart hurts to see it.

"I'm sorry A'A. A'A don't know if Gea is the same Dion bellom to know you about Keano. Forgive A'A, A'A shouldn't have answered your question, "please.

"A', why did everyone leave Caca. From the past until now. It used to be old people, now it's Mas Keano. Caca can't get happiness" he said languidly.

"Ga, that's not true. Caca pantes getting happiness. Happiness that will make a Caca smile. Inget, there's A'A, Mama, Papa, Dion, Mas your beloved twins and Gea. We won't leave you at any time" I said.

"A'A promise well, don't leave Caca, '" he said, staring at me. I just returned a nod.

"A'A, Caca can ask for a hug" he asked.

  Without answering his request. I hugged him right away. And of course he returned this hug. I promise not to leave you, my lady. My love.