THE UNREGARDED WIFE
146 "The Star knows it"

Qualified to deliver the Star to one of the tombs of a donor who was willing to donate corneas for him. The star that does not realize at all if Tristan who is none other than her own husband who donated the cornea of her eye.

He, Andara and Andra who had been in the car to the place they wanted to go to the tomb, inaudible to Andra's voice that was heard discussing the donor. And it didn't take long, Andra kept going, while the Star just followed in his footsteps.

Feeling if the feeling suddenly does not feel good. The star still follows the steps of Andra who continues to walk without giving a definite certainty.

During several steps the stars followed him eventually before long they had arrived at the place they were going to.

Stop next to the tomb that looks new. The view of the Star opened after he saw clearly if there was a tombstone bearing the name Tristan Antonio that had been written on the stone.

A thousand questions he wanted to ask but his mouth seemed locked. He could not believe what he was seeing right now. I wish this was all a dream, but it actually happened.

"This is what it means why on this tombstone there is the name Tristan emblazoned here? Is the donor's name the same as Tristan's? But the name's Antonio! Andra you are no longer joking, right, I know all this must be prank right? I know all this is just Tristan's wits to prank me so quickly tell me where he is now I want to get mad because this is not so funny where he is?"

"Andra why are you quiet let's quickly tell me what this all means. Is Tristan here where he is now?"

"Free Brother Bintang insisted on forcing Andra to say where Brother Tristan is. In reality, what he said was true. Tristan's sister she's really gone to leave us. Even the cornea is embedded in both eyes of the Star, the cornea is the cornea of the Tristan leg itself he.he has died, "the tip of the Andara with his tears that began to fall.

"No, I don't believe it. I know Andara. I know you hate me so much but this is not how you get back at all this is not how you retaliate by telling lies like this, no I will never believe!"

"Alright if Kak Bintang still does not believe what happened. And still can't believe that Tristan's brother has left but at least Kak Bintang can feel that the cornea of this eye is the cornea of his eye Kak Tristan?"

"No it's impossible, Tristan he can't possibly die it's impossible?"

"Kak Tristan died not because of the disease he suffered, brother Tristan died because he tried to save the life of Kak Bintang when Rafa intends to kill Brother. And the words that you once asked me about the incident in the nursery room 19, the incident that killed Mr. Tristan so I beg you to believe and be patient mengikhlaskan departure, Mr. Tristan, brother has to resign and accept his departure?"

"No, this is impossible, this can't happen."

Lamenting the inscription on the tombstone with the name Tristan Antonio, the heart of the Star was instantly shattered into pieces even he could no longer support his own body.

His tears flowed so hard that he could not say another word. Mouth that was immediately locked she was only able to hold a tombstone inscribed with her husband's name with her deepest regret and disappointment.

Regretting everything but just like the rice that has become porridge, trying what he tried to restore everything as it was then free, because bad fate had befallen him. And another fate he suffered. And all that remains are memories, memories that will never be forgotten.

The day has passed very quickly, just how many days Star knows about the death of Tristan Husband who had never expected to be able to forgive him. But the events that happened to him have awakened to the real content of his heart, must be airily star should berpasrah if what happened is really not the usual flower of sleep every night bother him.

This place is the place where two days ago you once said if this place is the most beautiful and favorite place for you.

And I also remember where I could not believe that this place was really very beautiful, but why when all the flowers bloomed so beautifully here my heart felt so quiet.

Even looking at these flowers my sadness still could not be fully treated.

Tristan, you're thinking the same thing as what I'm thinking right now. Are there you also miss me as much as I have missed your presence.

Now I realize living in this world is just a charade. The drama that pretends if we look happy and pretends to smile when our hearts turn blue.

And it turns out that the feeling of disappointment that I experienced back then was not comparable to the feeling I had felt all along, if I had thought that if you were a cruel man who might never be able to turn out to be kind and loving, it would be different from my guess that you are a very good man.

It's basically regret will come from the end and that's how I feel all this time, even though we can't be together I'm sure in heaven we can definitely gather together.

And my greatest regret when all her good qualities have been proven, is that I have not been able to treat her as well as a husband, even at the end of his life I had disappointed him because I always blamed him and did not give him a second chance to explain all that.

I realize sometimes regret always comes to an end. I used to hate you so much but now that hate has turned into love even though it is too late I will keep this love until God invites me to die later.

Looking at the sky is very bright with a light blue color that lights up bright, coupled with the birds that chirp with a very melodious. Star slowly he closed his eyes to calm down as well as breathe fresh air in this place.

And then after he again lowered his head a drop of red viscous liquid came out from his nose. The star held him up with both hands. Fear made him sweat cold. The star smiled wryly looking at what liquid had been stained in his hand.

"Is it time for me to leave? Am I going to die now? Why is my life so short?"

Everyone wants happiness. No matter how small happiness is, everyone wants to feel it. Sincere happiness, feelings of being loved, pampered, at number one, everyone craves it including myself.

If someone else can get it, why can't I? Yes, it turns out that happiness is not never there, but it is not realized so little. And there is also such great happiness, but in fact it is all fake happiness.

What happiness I have is so expensive to buy that in order to have perfect happiness I have to go through obstacles of this magnitude.

SERIATE.