The Unspeakable Love

The Unspeakable Love
Chapter.34. The Desire to Stay Away


The second day Ayuna was in a hotel, the choice was not to escape her pain to Enggar as her husband might have suspected.


It is impossible for Ayuna to knock on the door of Bu Naima's house towards midnight, while experience teaches her when almost a year ago stepped on the capital. At that time Saka took him to a hotel on the outskirts of Jakarta bay.


Today Ayuna contacted Erika, asking for a time to meet to discuss how the fate of Beuty Of Rules Salon & Spa if one of the choices will be taken from various possibilities.


"I want to go back to Kalimantan, you think Salon & Spa can you handle yourself or better, Rik?"


"Reverse to Kalimantan, Yun?! " Erika was shocked by his words.


"Yes, my steps in Jakarta get here only. Brother Saka had no intention to bring our marriage relationship to be stronger,"


"Where can you conclude that, Yuna? Have you talked to Saka?"


"He cheated on Rik, and I saw him with my own eyes."


"Cheating...?" Erika stared in disbelief. Ayuna in front of him displayed calm despite her bitter smile.


"How many days have you been working at the Salon & Spa, Rik?"


"Don't worry about it, I hope you rethink your decision?"


"Yes, I've thought carefully because Bang Saka has done many things for me that you don't know yet. He took me from the bondage of forced marriage because of my family's debt in the village."


Ayuna needed to vent her soul pressure to stay sane. Let this outpouring of his heart come to Enggar's ears. Ayuna did not care anymore and took a breath before continuing.


"He saved me from the tragic fate of the rape that took place in Banua. That's why our marriage was so difficult to tell to his extended family. Maybe Bang Saka was ashamed to marry a woman who had been abused by her own brother-in-law..."


Erika was speechless digesting the expression of the story she had just heard the actual version of Ayuna.


Previously Saka had published marriage with Ayuna limited to working environment only. The details of the problem are of course not described, it turns out to be as complicated as this issue of Saka and Ayuna?


"I'm pregnant with Rik, do you know where I can safely abort this?" this time Ayuna was sobbed, chest felt tight choosing the path she spoke.


"Don't be reckless Yuna! Your son is completely innocent why should he be eliminated? Your safety is at risk and what will Saka respond to? She knew about your pregnancy?"


Erika was half panicked to hear about the abortion option. The embrace of Ayuna's body was shaken by tears. Actually in the recesses of his heart Ayuna was also not as brave, eternal and hurt that made his mind a little dark.


"It's better to come with me to Bekasi, think calmly before making a decision."


I don't want you and Miss Naima, especially Mas Engg to be involved with Bang Saka." Ayuna shook her head at the suggestion that Erika had put forward.


That good proposal could only compound his problem with Saka. Ayuna had thought about it again while thinking about her steps forward, but Saka must have been looking for her. His status is still as a wife.


"I want to go back to the village, Bang Saka might give up if we have to follow to our remote village..."


"Dodging is not always the solution to Yuna's problems, face and talk carefully with Saka the best choice for you?"


The conversation between Ayuna and Erika ended there until the time when Enggar's sister left him.


At the same time, Saka also just glided in the suburb of Bekasi. His goal of finding Ayuna at the Enggar family home was unsuccessful.


Where did Ayuna go? Not any information when Saka visited the residence that was once the place of his wife's boarding house. Saka understood very well Ayuna did not have much purpose in the wilds of this capital, her world besides Saka was only about the business of Salon & Spa, Enggar family and acquaintance time-costing.


Even such a small world seems to have fallen apart due to Saka who was caught with Raditha.


"Ay, where are you? Where am I supposed to find you? " Saka spoke to himself a little desperate, his common sense refusing if he had to go around the city streets looking for his wife without direction.


Finally, Saka turned the bow back to the apartment and who would have thought it turned out that the woman had found her back.


Ayuna decided to return to the apartment according to Erika's advice, facing the problems of the household as much as possible. In the room Ayuna was packing her clothes into a suitcase, when Saka entered


"I'm looking for you all the way to Bekasi, so where are you staying for two nights, Ay?"


his scatter with a retained tone of voice did not explode with resentment. The cause of this mess is itself.


"I'm at the Bang hotel, wanting to forget what I saw the other day..."


"It was Ay's fault, my relationship with Raditha was only driven by closeness and the same purpose of work."


"Already Bang! The real mistake is our relationship, the brother just hesitantly admitted it!" Ayuna raised her eyes against her husband's gaze.


"Came...?" Saka doesn't believe Ayuna dared to punish him. His emotions are the prettiest.


"I want to go back to the village, quickly so as not to hinder your relationship with the girl..."


"You're pregnant! How dare you take my son away, like Madah kept you away from your father, Ay?!" saka tandas sharp.


Ayuna was glued to her place. Her mixed feelings received the husband's condemnation. His tears flowed without sobs.


While Saka threw his body onto the single sofa in the room, waiting for the reaction of his wife who was sitting on the floor carpet with an open suitcase and a pile of folds of clothes.


"Fetus will be disturbed if you're like this Ay, I'm sorry not to respond when you want to tell positive pregnant two days ago."


Saka finally approached and grabbed Ayuna's shoulder. Always the condition of this woman when in a helpless state it will melt Saka.


Too bad, like most men out there, Saka will not be able to understand the heart of a woman when in two right. When love turns to another heart.


"Abang loves Miss Raditha? If you love and are comfortable with her, let go of me.huhuhu" Ayuna was stunned in her arms. Want to rebel and run away, but this pregnancy should make her think again?!


"Can you calm down, Ay? Later in the afternoon we go to the doctor, yes, we do not know the condition of our child,"


Men use logic over feelings. Saka chose not to respond to sensitive questions that he himself was not yet sure of the answer.


Playing with fire, it was obviously his fault. The attraction of a girl like Raditha Mayora is difficult to brush aside after a three-month walk together the two of them But if asked who is now the priority, of course the wife who is carrying the seeds.


No matter how Ayuna messed up right now, Saka just needed to use a hug to lock her up to sleep tired.


He lifted his body up to the bed and then went to lie next to him. Looking at the face that left the tears, always Saka felt melted.Not only his heart, even to the joints.


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