The Value of Loyalty
Neglecting Yourself

Mother looked at Linggar and Rindi alternately. They both looked very happy, joking and laughing.

But everything has changed. Sadness is too visible in their eyes. Now they just listen to Reno.

It must hurt to be separated from loved ones.

“Rin, can be fast no. Poor wife sister who is pregnant waiting for you.” By bringing a pregnant woman, anyone will be devastated.

“Iya, sis.” Then passed back to Linggar's room to pick up his things.

“Well, bun, I'm home first.” Rindi while coming to father and mother with her hands outstretched for reverence.

“Loh, you really want to go home? Never been here?” Father who does not understand the situation.

Still using his short-sleeved satin pajamas, they will go straight home, no need to change all clothes.

“Yes yeah, sorry.” As much as possible her tears are held do not cause more questions by the family

Linggars.

“Iya next time come here again. This is your home too.” Daddyh.

“Yes well, thanks.” Now his feet stepped closer to Linggar who was still standing unnoticed earlier.

Hugging her bag, and one hand back outstretched forward to reverence the husband. Sendu was very visible in his eyes. Suppose that the sadness he controls, do not be seen in front of everyone.

While Linggar can only stroke the wife's delicate cheeks. He still misses, even so much. Still want to repeat the activity earlier, at least at dawn when the body is charging.

Stand up straight with hands dangling down, weak. Only able to look at Rindi from behind with hope. I wish his wife would turn around and hug him. But until that back was lost behind the door, Rindi did not return as she had hoped.

What if he hates the guy who was smiling pretending it? Men are always looking for ways to keep them from being together. Keep looking for ways to separate a legal husband and wife.

“Kok you are not joining Rindi?” The father who moved from his seat.

“Still anyone should Linggar do well.” The reason. If allowed, he wants to go where

Rindi's gone.

“If there is a problem, try to solve it internally first. Do not put third party though

it's from the family unless it's not possible.”

It wasn't that he wanted to include the third party. But the third party deliberately went in to tear apart his household.

“Udah ah, dad wants to sleep.” And now I'm starting to walk away from my mother and Linggar.

“Sit first! Not tired of what stands still from earlier.” Pull the ladder and sit it on the sofa. “You're not papa?” Mother also sat near the Linggar.

Trying to understand what his son was feeling. A farewell that seems forced when they are happy.

“He ain't papa?” Despite such words, the heart seems to say something else. His heart was torn asunder

Sick, angry, disappointed with his current state.

Too visible to hide. The head feels heavy so it must be placed on the back of the sofa.

A look at the ceiling yet a mind as if flying floated.

“True to your father. The presence of third parties in the household will further exacerbate the problem.” While stroking the upper arm of Linggar hopes to provide strength.

“You've eaten?”

The flag is still. “You want to eat?” Under these circumstances, my mother understood the most.

“Do not have to go into the room, I do not papa really. Tell me you don't have to worry.” At least he didn't

giving a heavy thought to his parents, it was enough.

"But you haven't eaten Gar?" Mother slightly raised her tone of voice because Linggar had left her towards her room.

\===

“You're ng?” Reno when they're in the car.

Rindi just nodded. There is anger, anger and sadness. He wanted to hate the man who was driving in

beside him, but he can't.

Reno is his sister. The older brother who always loved him, supported him, and even facilitated almost

his entire life.

“Dira please hear brother.” The car had stopped by the side of the road but had not yet reached home. Maybe Reno's brother

“Please listen to brother!" He said again with emphasis. "Sister just wants to give the best for you. Maybe you are angry with brother, but not papa. All this I did for your good.”

“Please, avoid Linggar! Please don't get pregnant!” Increasingly emphasize his tone of speech.

“Linggar is not a good man for you. Sister will find a man who is much better than Linggar.”

Better men are many. But is love as easy as it lands on anyone who gets

is the predicate better?

Maybe because his marriage is not based on love until this man seems to not bother anymore about love in marriage.

“You want to beat me up? For your sake Dira. All for your good and happiness.”

Then what should he do?

Refuse?

Not likely.

Reno is too good in her life. Everything her brother did was for her own good.

While Linggar, a stranger who had only three years into his life.

In terms of time alone it was very clear if Reno would defeat Linggar.

Rindi nodded. Powerless to say no or just shake.

Reno brought Rindi home. Aman according to him, Linggar did not come.

Still hugging her bag Rindi went straight into her room as mom opened the door and greeted them in a confused state?

“How are you the same Dira? Where's husband?” Mother while looking at Reno then looked back looking for the figure of Linggar.

“Linggar no urgent work ma'am. Give time for Linggar and Rindi to focus on each other's activities. Moreover, Linggar needs more time so that the lecture quickly finished.”

Makes sense. But not for a couple who are separated by force.

Rindi is laying her body on her bed.

The sadness seemed to forget the hunger that had attacked. He prefers to be alone while fantasizing rather than filling his stomach. Left her stomach empty without anything to block.

There was no denying the pain of having to follow her brother leaving Linggar in that house.

Their household had just gone well, and now they were again separated.

Maybe tomorrow the awkwardness strikes back when they meet.

While there, it's not much different.

After the departure of Reno and Rindi from her home, right in front of her parents. The king prefers

return to the room from the dining room to fill the stomach that is now completely empty.

His hunger had evaporated away from nowhere. Ignoring yourself to enjoy a wounded heart.

Sit on his desk chair.

Here, they started it. Start something warm between a couple.

Turning back, looking at the bed that is still messy has not been settled.the place that was new

they just leave it. A beautiful and deep memory in the heart.

Where was Rindi who had touched him so gently.

Long night with grueling activities yet n!what he had dreamed of is now over. Tonight should have ended in a few rounds.

Both hands had covered his face, slowly spreading his hands over his head, restoring the hair

still damp after shampooing. Exhaling very loudly, restraining all the anger created.

What about the state of the household, if the figure is always disturbing. It was undeniable that his heart felt pain. When those who love each other must be separated because of one's selfishness.

Yeah, love each other. Because now he is sure if Rindipun has a love even though not as big as his love

on Rindi.

To Be Continued!