The Vengeance of the Haram Touched Wife
16: Motivation for Nina

A person like Love who never feels guilty is also synonymous with never feeling afraid even at the toughest of punishments. A class of Nina who are forced into adulthood by a state of understanding, dealing with Love is only a waste of time and energy.

“Sin. Dealing with people who never feel guilty is really futile. Wishing him to realize his mistake, hoping that he would regret then learn to become a better person. Because even though he was given the harshest punishment, he will not regret because of him and that classmate you—Love, even to death, ... you will never feel guilty for what you feel, you are always right.” Nina said that because she was too tired.

“Go ... go as far as possible. Run as fast as you can while you can. But believe me, while you have not changed, while you have not realized let alone regret your situation, you will be the saddest person. Especially if you look in the mirror and only see the reflection of your shadow that is filled with falsehood, while around you, you have no one. You are only alone because people who initially cared chose go.”

“Because the saddest punishment is when we realize, in this world we are really alone, ...even though we have done our best!” Nina closed her eyes tightly. However, her tears still could not stop.

“Sorry it is not up to Love, the important thing is we have done our best!” said mas Aidan.

Only Arimbi and Akala bowed deeply. Another with Love that remains unchanged.

“If I could change things, change positions so that it was Nina who was me until Nina also had to serve all the punishment. So that I can also run even go as far away as she wants!” inner Love secretly planned everything.

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🌿Name as Nina Nurlaila. He was nineteen when for the first time, he became a victim of his stepfather.

It all started after Nina's father remarried. Then Nina's father became seriously ill after she fell from a coconut tree. Long story short, since then Nina's father no longer works until Nina who replaced him.

At that time Nina was still Junior High School, but after school, especially school holidays, Nina would work odd jobs in neighboring rice fields, looking for jungs*ok, conch, or making brooms for sale. Nina herself is an accomplished child. Evidently, when she graduated from Junior High, Nina was still able to survive in the top three of one school. But even though it is certain to get a scholarship to the next level of education, Nina was forced to work, went to Bandung to become ART especially the stepmother had pocketed a salary.

For years Nina worked without a salary because all her salary had been asked by her stepmother directly to the boss. Even the effect of her stepmother's debt was too much to the boss, Nina could not go home including that when in the end the father died.

After four years in Bandung, Nina finally returned home. Nina was surprised because in her house there was a man whose body was covered with tattoos and it turned out to be her stepmother's new husband. In addition to not informing her about her new marriage, Nina's stepmother also invited her new husband, who is younger than Nina's stepmother, to live there. To Nina's surprise, the two have been married since six months from Nina's father's death. Nina's own father died two years since Nina in Bandung. So, counting the two years of having to work because her stepmother kept asking for remittances, Nina thought most of the money from her sweat was her stepmother used to be with the new husband.

Because the night on his first day back home, the stepfather who at the beginning of the meeting was already cab*ul, deliberately merudapaks*a Nina. Worse, Nina's stepmother found out and the incident continued to repeat. Nina was made a bud*ak se*ks for two more months. Which during that time also, Nina held captive 🌿

Nina wrote her story. Everything is as Akala asked. Including about his marriage to Reno until Nina was sold and ended up losing her identity.

“You will live on every piece of writing you write. Especially if you share it with the world.” Akala receives her phone which she accidentally loaned to Nina to write a kasu*s Nina chronology. He checked Nina's writing.

“Your writing is neat,” said Akala staring concerned Nina who no longer uses ventilator or ECG assistance. However, Nina appears to have a trauma that makes the woman afraid to interact with others.

“You are not alone, believe me, kindness will always win especially we will always be with you. We—the wider community will escort kas*us you to completion.” Akala is still convincing.

Nina who was sitting selonjor and deliberately closed her lower body tightly, slowly raised her gaze to glance at Akala who was before her. “Love, ... how are you?” hesitated.

Last night, the one Nina knew Love was brought to Akala's house. Love will be heard by their extended family before being handed over to the police station. However, what Nina wrote would also be Akala vira*lkan. Yang Nina knew so and Nina wished, she had not mistakenly believed in people anymore like her bur*uk experience to her stepmother.

“Sore here, I'll take you to my house. You do not have to think about it because my family is good people.” Akala who was sitting in the chair next to Nina was reassuring.

“You don't be afraid. You should rise up, do not fear anything while you are not wrong! While you are not like Love. Every crime must be punished. Indeed, humans do not escape from mistakes, but if humans consciously let alone intentionally make mistakes, they must be punished!” akala.

“If it's just an ordinary mistake, okay. But if it is a crime, to violate Human Rights, this should not be allowed. The deterrence of him for the punishment he must feel, it does not guarantee the punishment for him should be forgotten!” sure Akala who then said, “Nin, I do not forbid you hurt, I do not forbid you to calm down, but that does not mean you do not make changes any better. Instead, after what happened, this is actually an opportunity for you to prove. Transform your wounds and even your trauma into strength. Don't want to be scanned*s again!”

“Because those who hate you just want to see your sadness. And feel happier in every destruction you feel. While the only thing that can make them hurt is your happiness and success! So, let's be the more advanced Nina!” Akala stared in both of Nina's eyes which became wet.