
Still confused because seeing the cries of Mother and her sister was very sad.
"The Father is no longer there" said Seli with a slippery ter because of his crying.
As in the lightning bolt Pandi dropped his body, he meant that the mind of Pandi was already scared, he shook his head there was no way Pandi shook his head again.
"Bu deck what does it mean, where do you go?", asked Pandi again.
"Father has died son, Father is no longer there" said Ms. Mirah while hugging her eldest son tightly.
The fear of Pandi is true, the collapse of his world, the person he loves no Father is one of the people who want Pandi happy and want Pandi to show his success later on to him.
"Don't joke", Pandi still can't accept.
"This is true, Seli said again".
"Why not tell me why?", Pandi's voice weakened while crying a mouthful.
"Father forbid us to tell you son, I don't want to bother you, I want you to succeed".
"But this is not how Mom". Want to be angry to scream as loud as her fast, want to hate as much as her hate, there is no point because it will not be able to return her Father again.
"Where is the grave of the Father", asked Pandi looking up at his mother and sister.
They walked three to the center of Mr. Medi, Pandi's steps were very shaky. After a few minutes of walking they came to the front of the tomb.
Seeing the land that is still a little mountainous sign not long ago Mr. Medi died. Pandi fell in his arms hugging the navel, shedding his sorrow, shedding his sense of failure to be a boy who should be responsible.
(Pak Medi died there has not been 1 month as well).
Bu Mirah and Seli also cried seeing Pandi like that, they felt sorry and guilty also according to the words of Mr. Medi, so Pandi did not see his Father on his last day as well.
Almost 2 hours Pandi continued to cry in front of his father's pusara. Today the sky is also dark as if following the heart of the bereaved Pandi, has begun to drizzle down, mother Mirah invites Pandi to go home.
"Son let's go home don't be like this yes, I'm sorry Mom who just obeyed your father's desire not to disturb his proud son to learn and pursue his dream, I don't want you sad, you don't want to be sad, you are the proud son of the Father".
Pandi nodded his head walking a little staggering in the lead of Seli and Bu Mirah.
Hujang has fallen even already raining big, their clothes have been soaked. Pandi stared at the road as well with nanar.
Until the house cleaned up everything.
Ms. Mirah made warm tea for the three of them. The rain still continued, but this time there was no lightning walawnpun was raining big.
Pandi fell asleep on his mother's lap, today he was tired, tired of everything. Ms. Mirah let her firstborn fall asleep to ease her fatigue and sadness.
His heart also goes along, but he must be strong there are 2 children that he must take care of now.
If Pandi knows everything he must be raging, only he will keep his own sadness and secrets, children should no one know let alone his eldest son, inwardly bu Mirah.
Let time answer everything.
The day had started the afternoon also Seli this time he was cooking because Bu Mirah was being the sleeping pad of his brother, not wanting to disturb the sleep of his brother they let alone.
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