The Walter A Cobalt Blue Fire
The Big Head!

Nick rubbed the name Vivian Walter written on her tombstone. The only way to let go of his mother is Nick must keep trying hard, just by holding back the tears that want to fall from his eyes. Even when mourned, Vivian will not be able to live again.

All Nick has to do now is fulfill Vivian's last request to regain her rights, including visiting Dr. Frenkie Chu's. Nick had long ignored his mother's desire for an examination when he experienced nosebleed-like symptoms upon awakening from a nightmare, but now Nick will fulfill Vivian's first wish.

"Good day Doctor," said Nick kindly to Dr. Frengky Chu who was already waiting for his presence.

"Jiang, Mr. Nick's. Please sit down" he ordered while opening the medical records file.

“Are there any complaints other than blurred vision?” ask Dr. Fengky Chu who was already in the Assessment room.

Nick shakes.

“What happened Doc?” nick asked, finally a little worried.

“As per the lab results, you are experiencing symptoms of Polycythemia. Generally the symptoms are experienced by someone who has excessive levels of the hormone erythropoietin like you, Mr.Nick! The content of cobalt in your red blood cells is too high, so it could be I suspect a disorder in the bone marrow. But as far as your complaint is only blurred vision, I can only give some drug therapy to suppress certain symptoms. I hope that if there are any other complaints, please contact me immediately."

“Good Doctor. Thank you,” said Nick.

At once Nick remembered that he often had nosebleeds and not just blurred vision, but strangely the symptom disappeared by itself when Nick accidentally touched the flow of electricity or some kind of metal object that has a magnet-like attraction.

"Dok-" Nick pauses his speech shortly before Dr. Frengky Chu responded to his follow-up.

"Yes!" reply Dr. Frengky Chu was a little enthusiastic to hear Nick's words.

"Why do I often have nosebleeds when I feel panic? Even the symptoms often appear every night, when I wake up because of nightmares," said Nick trying to find out the truth about the anxiety experienced so far.

"Does the dream repeat itself and always be the same?" ask Dr. Frengky Chu before finally giving an explanation to him.

Nick nodded his head.

"What a dream it would be if I could know, Mr. Nick?" ask Dr. Frengky Chu again.

Nick told me all the things that happen every night. Dreams that are always recurring. Where the dream was, was about the time Nick was a kid.

The incident was stuck in the brain, even to the detail of rough treatment carried out by his father.

Little Nick is helpless, seeing his mother and father fight when they want to end the relationship.

Nick is not the only reason why they want to separate, but an affair that has been known by Vivian, Vivian, that Carlos had a daughter from another woman was a major staple of their household chafing.

Bickering for the sake of an uncontested quarrel, to the end of domestic violence that makes Little Nick feel hit with his father's vile attitude because it has been accepted by the Ollyxton family unconditionally, except divorce Vivian.

Vivian was certainly struck by Carlos's admission of openly admitting it when Vivian asked

explanation to Carlos.

Although at that time their domestic relationship was already on the verge of danger, Vivian tried to survive because little Nick would have to grow up with a father.

Although Carlos did not impregnate Rosseanne the son of the Ollyxton family of the world's most respected, the, of course Carlos will prefer the Rosseanne Ollyxton family than the Vivian family who are indeed materially Carlos who must fight desperately.

"Hmm-, sorry before. Mr. Nick!" Dr. Frengky Chu tried to pause Nick's long story that seemed to understand where he was going.

"Once again is it always the same, and repeated dreams that Mr. Nick's natural?" coined.

"Right Doc," he replied as he nodded his head.

"I can't diagnose your complaint personally, but it's possible that the symptoms you're experiencing right now point to PTSD. To support the diagnosis, a re-examination should be done with a particular specialist!" inexplicably.

"PTD?" ask Nick again.

"Yes, Mr. Nick! A Post Traumatic. The symptoms are generally experienced by someone who is in the post-traumatic phase," explained Dr. Frengky Chu again.

Instantly Nick remembers, that it wasn't just a post-traumatic Stress Disorder because of the past. But it's also as if the events that every night haunt Nick, have just happened for real.

"If it happened in real terms, is it called Strees Disorder a kind of mental disorder, Doc?" ask Nick again to find out the truth about the death of his mother whose own land is still wet.

"I can't mention it's entirely true, Mr. Nick! But I also can not deny the existence of events that you experienced is a process of travel that leads to hallucinations" replied Dr. Frengky Chu tried to explain the anxiety that Nick had been experiencing.

Whahuh? The hallucinations? Nick's heart is in his heart.

The death of his mother who was witnessed with his own eyes is certainly not a process of hallucinations or delusions to believe in events that are beyond reality.

"Dok, but it took my mother's life. I'm sure, it wasn't a hallucinatory event or my subconscious mind, Doc!" nick said while glazed.

"Good, Mr. Nick's. In that case, this is a referral letter for you to consult further about other complaints, in addition to complaints that include in My competence," said Dr. Frengky Chu gave a solution.

"I've explained from the beginning, if I can't diagnose your complaint unless you've consulted a psycologist" he added.

Nick nodded, then walked out of the asessment room.

"Trs. Nick Walter," a female voice from a loudspeaker called Nick's name in the waiting room.

Seen from the hole of the pharmacy counter, Nick's twinkle had diverted the attention of the woman who would explain the drug to Nick. At length Nick listened to the explanation of the woman who explained some of the drugs that Nick had to swallow three times a day every meal.

"Trs. Nick-" pauses the woman when Nick has already taken over the cure.

"Don't forget the letter, Dr. Frengky Chu waits for results to provide advanced therapy for complaints, you!" coined.

Nick nodded, without saying a word to the woman who seemed to be subconsciously hypnotized with Nick's shiny brown eyes.

Nick brushed the neatly combed coma hair, while confirming the position of his glasses, then walked towards the exit of the Hospital.

Before continuing his steps, Nick sees a man who looks like Nick has known for a long time. Nick justifies the position of the glasses that are a little blurred to ensure someone who had time to distract. Nick guessed, while still watching the movements of someone who really made Nick curious since.

'Call Me The Big Head' As soon as Nick remembers his childhood friend who always wanted to be called Big Head.

Freddo's? Why is he here? His inner self was convinced that Nick knew the man. This is the campus area. The danger! Murmuring, Nick hard.