The way God loves me
Difficult Request

"Assalamu'alaikum yah" Sapa Aisyah while kissing the back of her father's hand.

"Wa'alaikumsalam, your tumben has come home at this hour, son?" Ask the astonished father because Aisyah came home earlier than usual.

"Yes yeah, I'm not feeling well. So Ais permission not to come overtime today." Aisyah.

"What pain, son? Want me to make ginger tea?" Say with a worried tone.

"Gausah well, nnti Ais make it yourself. I'm going to go to the room first." Aisyah replied as she passed away to her room.

Aisyah sat down on the bed and looked at the photo of her mother on the nightstand.

"Mom, is it too comfortable there that you don't remember me?

Mom, is there you seeing me crying right now?

Mom, I'm tired. Can I come with mom?

Can you come back? At least just to hold me for a second." Say Aisha in the heart.

   After the departure of his mother, his life spirit was like leaving. However, Aisyah realized that because she still had a father and a sister who loved her very much she should not let her life be in continuous sorrow.

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"Ais, until when do you want to go on your own? It's time to get married, son." Dad broke the silence in the dining room.

Hearing the statement from the father, Aisyah also choked in shock.

"Well, can we not talk about it? Ais still wants to be with Zahra's father here. Ais gamau ninggalin y'all." Answer Aisha quickly.

"You are this, yes. Later after marriage you can still meet Zahra's father. We're not moving, so you can come here." Reply father while teasing

"What a little boy, brother still wants to be with you. If kaka marries brother gabisa every day meet with you." Replied Aisyah with her flat expression.

Panji is a kind-hearted man and is famous for his kindness.

Aisyah and Panji have known each other since college. However, the quiet Aisyah made Panji unable to chat much with her.

Panji has long liked Aisyah, and a few days ago while Aisyah was at work, Panji came to meet her father and asked for permission to propose to her daughter Aisyah.

After finishing eating, Aisyah returned to her room and cleaned up her workplace. From the outside, he knocked on the door and asked permission to enter.

"Just in" replied Aisyah from inside her room.

I sat on the bed and took a picture of my mother.

"Son, if your mother were still around, she would be so proud to see you now. After your mother's departure, all I thought about was how I could make you and your sister happy." Obviously father with watery eyes

"Dad" I said.

"Son, I want you to marry Panji. I'm sure he'll make you happy. I've thought about it."

"Dad, the happiness of Ice is when Ais continues to be with you. Ais gamau separate from you."

"Son, I've never asked you for anything. But this time, I'm asking you to consider all this."

Father put back the photo of the mother then kissed Aisyah's forehead and passed out of the room.

"Oh my God, what should Ais do? Ais gamau ninggalin father and Zahra O Allah.

Mom, how's ice going?" Said Aisyah in her heart, and did not feel ai eyes had flowed from earlier.