
Part 8's
"Well"
"Well".
I was also led to go down and sit beside Faiz, yes before I was in the room waiting for Ijab Qabul finished, many people said that
Why is the bride different?
Who married her sister to be her sister?
But on the invitation his brother's name is his sister who came down?
Is it not appropriate? and there are many more that are said by neighbors and relatives who know us while those who do not know just silence and praise me very beautiful using my mother's kebaya first.
Reception in the title at the hotel xxx many guests who came because we did invite everyone from distant relatives and neighbors and co-workers mas Faiz, invited guests who have attended the party are welcome to come in and eat the food or even enjoy the entertainment available. And we are still busy greeting the guests and who want to take photos together with colleagues mas Faiz.
Night Skip
Tonight's my first night with Faiz's mas, it was supposed to be Faiz and Cahya's first night but it was our first night because Cahya ran away from her wedding and didn't know where I was going.
Don't imagine sleeping while hugging or loving each other, it's only for couples who love each other while I'm just a substitute bride. I slept on the bed of the hotel we had rented before, after cleaning myself and changing my clothes I saw Faiz cleaning himself in the bathroom, before long the bathroom door was open featuring the figure of Faiz mas who had appeared fresh using more relaxed clothes. He sits himself on the bed.
"Sir, I want to say something to you".
"By the way mas" I got up from the bed and immediately sat on the end of the mattress.
"Mas thanks you for wanting to marry a mas even though it's just a surrogate bride" his pain when Faiz reminded me of my true position.
"Yes, it was also my fault for allowing Cahya's mother out of the house".
"Don't blame yourself deck for all this, maybe if you don't force the will of the public so that Cahya accepts this proposal it will definitely not happen like this".
"Yes mas, mas also don't blame yourself too" I replied while staring at his handsome face is very touching and vibrating the deepest point of my heart.
"Sir" Faiz called and looked me seriously.
"Yes" I answered nervously stared at like that.
"Mas want to talk seriously about your wedding\_
"Yes, Rana is ready if you want to cook the talaq tonight" I replied quickly because I already know what Faiz would say, surely he would divorce me on our first night.
"You say what the deck is, ngawur you" he said as he shuffled my head back using his index finger. Relax does not hurt, it's common for me to be with him so it's no problem.
"Mas doesn't want to talk about it".
"Eat if people haven't finished talking don't cut it".
"Mas accepts this marriage and will strengthen your heart to receive it, I hope you can also be so deck even though mas know it must be difficult for you to accept it" mas Faiz said to me while I was only listening to what had just been said to me, I did not want to part with his words before he finished speaking again fearing that I would be wrong again.
"Dec, how about you deck".
"Mas will only marry once in a lifetime deck, mas hope you want to be a real wife not only because of forced".
"Please leave it all with you deck".
"Mas, I'm sure I didn't have to accept Rana. Rana was afraid that I was just pura to accept this marriage to make our parents happy" I said sadly.
"God willing, I am sure, maybe you are a match that God gave to you in this way" he said.
"But mas will not force the will of the deck mas, believe the same mas"
"Rana was afraid, Rana only made the impingement of the mas only because Mbak Cahya ran away, Rana was afraid after Rana trusted the mas, mas khianatin Rana again and if mbak Cahya back again mas will leave Rana after" I said while crying bitterly imagining my fate later yes or will not happen to me.
"No deck mas will not do that, and if Cahya comes again I will never want to be with her again" said Mas Faiz soothe me not to cry again and take me in her arms.
"Dek wants to build a household with mas" he said again with a sweet smile, God.
"God willing, Rana will accept the mas of being Rana's real husband without being forced, but allow Rana not to give the honor of Rana now mas. That's all Rana asks for now, Rana's not ready if I ask for it tonight" I said to my husband, I have not been sure to give my honor to my husband forgive the servant, O God, please do not curse the servant.
"Well the deck you accept like you said, mas won't force you to hand it over now. Mas promise will not take it before you allow it" he replied straightforwardly saying his promise to me and of course with a sweet smile once again.
"Please hold the mas greeting".
"Yes deck, but please behave like a real husband and wife in front of our parents and so not in front of them, we're happy they don't make them sad" he asked me to follow his words.
"Yes mas".
"Thank you deck, now you're sleeping it's late at night".
I stared at the bed decorated by heart-shaped roses typical for newly married people and of course they were happy once different from me who was just a substitute bride. It's wonderful to see that but what if God's gonna do me this way I have to be strong.
"Sir" Faiz waved his hand in front of my face.
"Astaghfiullah".
"Kok even daydream, calm deck you sleep on the mattress so mas sleep on the sofa. I promise I won't macem" he assured me.
I threw my body back on the bed and I don't mind him talking to me, I want to rest my body because the event was draining because it was too long standing. I thought about how my life and this love story would be beautiful or just the tears I got from this. If Faiz had returned my love, too, I would have loved to have married him, but the love I had hoped it would not or would not have been possible, it has disappeared and eroded so quickly as the roar of waves that swept the sand on the beach and did not break.