The Wondering Wife of Young Master Xabiru
Asta Depressed

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The next few days, Asta could not calm down at all. His focus continues to be divided, making him repeatedly make mistakes in the work and activities he does.

Whenever questioned, Asta always shook his head and smiled a little. Saying yourself okay, just a little sleep deprivation.

But in fact, Asta always thought about the words of Xabiru the other day. The word 'don't go' is actually quite disturbing to Asta. It is the word that these days breaks Asta's focus.

Fear was the feeling he felt after Xabiru said the word. Why was he suddenly afraid? Back to the original owner and himself. He was made aware by the word do not go about his identity.

Will Xabiru remain with him if he reveals his true identity? Indeed, Asta would not be able to accept it if he was in the position of Xabiru. And this is what keeps Asta distracted.

Worryingly. Is it better to be honest early, or just delay? The earlier Xabiru knew, wasn't it better? But wait, Xabiru's response is the main problem. Asta was afraid of Xabiru's response as expected despite the hope in his heart.

But if it continues to be delayed and will not even reveal its true identity, will it guarantee itself will never be discovered? Then, gradually Asta still has to deal with his old family. If Xabiru finds out, what should Asta explain when the time comes?

Even worse is that Asta fears Xabiru of suspicion, finding out, and disposing of him without Asta's own knowledge. What could Asta have done back then if he had been completely banished? Asta was scared, so scared.

"How is he doing?"

"Not too good."

"Why?"

"His fever will not come down."

"I've even given her some medicinal water, why hasn't it gone down too hot yet?"

"I'm so worried."

"Sister-in-law, can we just take her to the hospital? Maybe the medicinal water doesn't match up with big brother, right?"

"No, it's more potent than any drug."

"Why is it like this?"

"Yes, what made him sick? Why?"

"We are very worried about his situation. After returning home from the capital, he looked uncomfortable and even fainted and then had a high fever."

"Yes, many times not focused as well. Like I was thinking about something, but I ignored him because he also said he was good."

"Don't you think he's been traumatized? Or some kind of depressive symptom?"

"No, it's impossible. He was fine the night we returned. He calmed me down calmly. I'm sure it's not because of this."

Xabiru. Because all this time, Asta was always strong, never complained of pain and discomfort. He did not pay attention to these small details during those few days, as he was also busy searching for his first uncle's info.

Then he was told, the worry was growing, so that he saw Asta lying with a pale face and high fever.

"Can't be delayed anymore, let's take it to the hospital. The fever is almost 40 degrees. Don't wait for anything, don't risk your wife's life. Get the car ready now." Grandfather Xabiru said with a muffled annoyed tone.

He was patient enough because Xabiru held back his desire and Nira wanted to take him to the hospital. It had been two hours since Asta fainted and had a fever, initially only about 38.5 degrees. But after a while, instead of the fever going down, the fever went up.

Xabiru sighed, he had no other choice either. Finally, he followed his grandfather's advice. He told K2 to heat the car, while he was left alone in the room to replace Asta's clothes.

"Dear, I beg you... Don't let anything happen to you, hmm? Hang in." Bisik Xabiru while replacing Asta's clothes.

A slightly conscious Asta heard all of those conversations. But his eyes and head were very heavy, so he could only listen, and not respond to anything. He forced himself to open his eyes, but it was very difficult, and even made himself unconscious again.

Xabiru did not know, because from the beginning to the end Asta was unconscious when on the bed. Until he took her and took her to the hospital.

Directly handled, and finally treated in one of the VIP rooms deliberately in the message Xabiru, so that he does not need one room with other patients. For the sake of his comfort, Asta is also a family that certainly wants to visit Asta later.

Asta did not come to his senses, until nightfall, the others went home and Xabiru always waited for Asta at his bedside. The hands never even came out from the beginning. Xabiru stared anxiously at Asta who was sleeping quietly.

Even so, it also does not stop drinking magic water every two hours. Hope he wakes up quickly and his fever subsides.

His struggle was not in vain. At midnight, Asta wakes up. In a weak voice he called out to Xabiru who was sleeping sitting beside the bed.

Seeing that she did not wake up, Asta then moved his hand that was in Xabiru's hand. Successfully, Xabiru finally felt Asta's movements. He woke up and quickly looked at Asta.

Tears immediately stopped as soon as Asta woke up and looked at himself with a small smile. His hand was also tightened. But Asta could not endure the dryness his throat felt. So, he asked Xabiru to drink, who was crying. Making Xabiru laugh silly in the end, because she felt herself too whiny.

"You're finally awake, I'm so worried about you." Lirih Xabiru looked at Asta, after Asta finished drinking water.

"Sorry." Reply Asta while smiling. His other hand was raised, wiping the water at the corner of Xabiru's eyes. "I, maybe I'm exhausted. I've been having nightmares lately, too." Asta continued.

"Dream of what happened in the capital?" Xabiru immediately felt guilty. "My fault, I should have been watching you from the beginning, and accompanying you. I'm sorry, I'm not sensitive to what you're feeling." Sorry say.

Asta shook his head slightly, "Indeed I was a little traumatized by the incident. But I've gotten used to it. The nightmare I'm talking about, is another." Asta said slowly.

"What's that?" Xabiru asked looking at Asta inside. Guilt and regret were clearly still visible in his eyes. But Asta really doesn't mind things in the capital.

Asta fell silent. He looks doubtful, and confused. He also looked scared when he would answer. It makes Xabiru more confused. "You, what's wrong? What's that other thing? Is it really uncomfortable for you?" Ask Xabiru gently. "If that's the case, it's okay, I can still wait until you're ready to tell me. So, don't hurry, I'll wait obediently." Continue with a smile.

Although he was curious, he also did not want to force Asta. Asta is also sick now. He does not want to aggravate his situation. So, just wait until Asta is really ready to tell the story. Coercion is not necessary at this time.

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