This Crazy
TC chapter 1 {Grandfather Go}

Nicko POV's

The atmosphere in a house is still shrouded in grief. The cloudy sky and rain that fell seemed to describe the feelings of the family members.

That's my home. The sound of crying still sounded. Some people have started to leave. My mother was still sobbing due to the incident. My father still recites the holy verse of the Qur’an.

As for me?, I am still sitting in the line of young people who are still mendo’akan.

I looked at my grandfather who had been lying stiff with an empty look.

My heart still feels tight. No sound of crying came out of my mouth. Only the teardrops from the corner of the eye described my current feelings. Puffy, grieving, sick. Ah, let alone a word that can express it.

True said people, if there is someone who died, then the most sad is his family.

I still can't accept the fact that my grandfather left so soon.

The longer it only looks my tears have dried since.

And now it still looks on my cheek. But I have to toughen up.

Said the boy's grandfather can not be whiny and I tried to prove it in front of the body of the grandfather who had been lying stiff.

Someone walked towards me arriving.

“The patient is bray” said Surya caught me while patting the shoulder.

“Still bro” I said while trying to smile.

“Gue knows this is hard for elo, but just walkin what God has destined elo” said Surya.

“Tumben elo arrive sage” said I tease Surya.

“Lahhh ni son habit. It is said to even mgejek” said Surya while clucking. I then put on a smile. It may not be much, but it is enough to keep my heart entertained even a little.

“Kakak.... “ call my sister, Rara . He walked closer to me. I was shocked and tried to clean up the remaining tears on my cheeks.

Rara walked slowly and heartily while occasionally turning her head around in confusion. Seeing everyone around her that was being solemn made Rara feel troubled, perhaps.

“Kakak finished crying? “ ask Rara plain. I try to smile as much as possible.

“No, Brother was out. Hence his eyes water” I said poignant. If not for the sake of making my sister calm, maybe I wouldn't dare lie with my sister.

“Kakek why Kak?” rara asked as she pointed towards Grandpa who was lying quietly. I was confused how to answer. I bit my lower lip.

“Grandfather is sleeping “ I said trying to calm down.

“Old cards? “ ask Rara again.

“Kakek ketapean, so lama” said, again.

“Kalo kecapean why only covered with jarit? “ ask Rara.

“No papa, Grandpa himself asked Ra” to answer me. I know, my sister's too small to know what a death farewell is.

“I want to play with Grandpa” said Rara surprised me.

DEG!!

My heart seemed to stop for a moment. I was confused what to tell my sister.

“Don't ya, Grandpa again rest” said I was trying to hide my sadness. But Rara still wants to play with my Grandpa. Regardless of what I said, he walked up to my grandfather. Everyone was about to prevent, but no one dared to.

“Kak.... Play with Rara Yuk” said Rara made my feelings more crowded. Rara shook Grandpa's shoulders slowly. I'm approaching soon.

“Grandfather, let's play. Don't sleep on” Rara said again.

“Udah Ra, already. Don't bother Grandpa “ I said holding back tears.

“Grandpa, why not wake up, sister?Grandpa is angry with Rara? So Grandpa does not want to play with Rara” said Rara began to sob.

My feelings are getting more and more crowded.

“Ngak Ra, no. Grandpa wasn't angry with Rara. Rara will know that Grandpa dear Rara” said I tried to calm my sister.

“Trus why is Grandpa's face pale? What's your grandfather sick, brother? Why not wake up? Why sleep in the middle of naji? “ asked Rara started crying.

My heart feels terrible at the current situation. Unconsciously I bowed my head, holding back the pain that rained down on my heart.

“Did Grandpa not exist? “ ask Rara arrived . The whole house immediately heard it. Everyone was saddened to hear Rara's statement.

“Grandpa, grandpa can't gini. Wake up Kek, wake up!!” rara's words began to sob after a long time of no response from Grandpa.

Without waiting for a long time, I rushed to hug Rara tightly.

“Udah Ra, already. Grandpa is gone. We have to be patient” I said while sobbing.

“Hu... But hekh, why hekh, should gini brother. I don't want Grandpa to leave. Earlier, Grandpa was still the same we”, Rara said the louder the crying.

I just remembered last night Grandpa asked me to watch him sleep. At midnight, Grandpa woke up to pray tahajjud together. But I refused with an alibi still very sleepy and just asked my Grandfather to get me some water to drink.

After drinking water, Grandpa went to pray tahajjud. I'm sorry, if only last night I wanted to accompany Grandpa, I might still have more time with Grandpa. It's even possible that if I don't let Grandpa sleep anymore, maybe Grandpa is still there until now. No one can come back from regret. Although regretted like anything still does not produce any results. Because what determines the end of one's life is only Allah SWT.

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“Eh by the way, elo see not that girl who is sitting in the corner there?, from the last I saw, she complied elo continue to tauk!! “ says Surya rather whispered. I turned my gaze in the direction Surya meant. I saw a girl younger than me who was smiling shyly while stealing glances at me.

“Not that kid who always ranks 1st in class A? “ ask Surya.

“Where I know” I said indifferently.

“Ish ni son!!!. Elo forgot? That's the kid who used to know to make our school splash because he passed the pinter. He should have just entered class VIII, but because he passed the pinter he became the same age as us. Wowhh bad lo bray, if I be elo. I must be a girl, a girl. I just accept it, he will show a sign if he welcomes the same elo. Wait what else to try?! “ said Surya while grumbling. I turned the puffed-up eyeballs.

“Kalo elo want, pacarin aja sono. Don't bargain me” I said cuek.

Surya was stunned.

“Where do you want a girl like that? “ says Surya while pouting.

“Heh I said yes! That girl is pinter, beautiful, sweet, and perfect. But elo has to suck!! He used to stop by BK because most of usulah” I said clearly signaling rejection.

Surya Senlat was silent as if he was thinking of something.

“Kayak like that, aja bray's pacarin!!! I know for sure elo can change that girl” said Surya who surprised me.

Surya looked at me confidently while nodding his head.

I tried to digest it again Surya said.

Courting.... A word that sounds foreign to me.

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**What are the readers, still strong read? Mon maap ni yes, I initially did not want to make a story that prolognya sad. But yeah..... How else, right from the beginning I have said, this is the work of my stress when there is no idea to continue Oh my pegasus. Than I was designed to make plagiarism stories from other novels, mending I make my own even though still random show right? Do you know why I used his grandfather to die? I remember it when my great-grandmother died. Hicks......... Pray for my grandmother.

Sorry yes, I still think about it hehe.

Uh why did I vent, huh?, once was it, papa right? 😊😊😊

Tbc**