THORNY ROSE
CHAPTER 4

day by day I went through as usual

after Widia's wedding, she apologized for her friend's words..

is marriage just a proving ground if we sell?

is the purpose of people to get married just to show who their life partner is? I don't know what my mama's friend meant

at the age of 25 years still with solitude, I try to enjoy my youth with really productive.work, enjoy my vacation with friends or just watch Korean movies.

many people say enjoy your singles before you get married, because the world in singles and after marriage is very different.

although not infrequently many people who precisely after marriage life he is much happier, as for those who after marriage his life so irregular

marriage is not a competition event who the fastest he wins, but married is who can survive until the end he is the winner

the temptation at the time of getting married was very much, whether it be doubtful, the ugliness of the couple became visible, or people in the past who came back..

but it is not enough just that problem, after marriage there will be more temptations that come.

the impact of waves, shocks and forces that we will very often face.

grateful if we are united with people who are able to muffle emotions well, who are not rude, also very loving

there are too many things to prepare for when we get married.

I keep thinking about what marriage is, it doesn't mean that I don't care about marriage..

I often open vlogs of people telling their life stories

about how sweet the meeting is until finally they live happily, or that must end in divorce.

by the time the divorce happens, is it possible that everything will be finished? of course not, there is a trauma in the self that will be very difficult to heal, then what about the child? yes, the child's psychological will be disturbed, which is where he needs a complete parent figure, full affection.

when a child sees a parent quarrel believe that his brain thinks hard, what happens to my parents? the more often he saw the more tightly stored in his memory.

then what if he sees violence in front of his eyes? he may become a violent man or a man who fears commitment

I don't know if marriage is so complicated for me, am I capable of living days with people I don't even know if I'm going to be happy with? putting two heads together to be a single goal is very complicated

honestly, maybe I'm too picky to look for a life partner, but is that wrong? I want him who is able to be a good priest who is able to protect me, to be a substitute for the figure of papa when he is gone?

voters don't mean he has to be rich, he has to be handsome, he has to be super perfect with what we want?

I just want to get a husband who is able to accompany me in the World and the Hereafter in a simple but beautiful way