
"If Brother Yovi shows his seriousness and asks me formally to marry him, then maybe I will consider." Lila's words earlier, again ringing in Mirza's ear and made Mirza become upset.
Mirza let out a long sigh, to throw away the unease that suddenly enveloped her heart. He remembered his own words, which he did not want to force Lila.
"I'm sorry, La. Forget about my question," asked Mirza who made Lila feel even more guilty.
Silence is created in the cabin of Mirza luxury car, no one makes a sound and only the exhale of the two of them who are earthy to each other. At times it was heard that Mirza let out a long sigh and exhaled him violently.
"Za, I'm sorry" said Lila softly, unraveling the silence. "I don't intend to make you a shield or use you" he continued, venturing into Mirza's direction.
At the same time, Mirza looked over. Mirza seemed to be smiling and shaking. "It's okay, La. Forget it," replied Mirza.
"You're free from an arranged marriage with Ronald alone, I'm very happy, La," Mirza said reassuringly, that he did not care if only used by his best friend.
Not that Mirza is giving up, but Mirza just wants to give Lila time to make sure that Mirza's love is also convinced by Lila's own feelings towards her.
Mirza realized, it took me a short time to convince myself, whether it feels really love and affection for the opposite sex or only limited to affection for friends like they both have.
Growing up and growing up in the same environment, accustomed to loving each other since childhood, it will certainly be difficult for anyone to convince themselves and strengthen their hearts, he said, that the taste that exists today is indeed pure love.
Lila shook her head and reflexively held Mirza's hand. "I'm not using you, Za. I-I, that one, I ...," stammered Lila seemed confused to explain where to start.
Mirza looked at Lila's hand and she smiled. Without feeling, Mirza's car has entered the parking area of the office building owned by the daddy. The son of the owner of the building immediately parked his car in a special parking lot.
Knowing Mirza had parked the car, Lila then let go of her hand.
"Why are you off, honey?" mirza asked with a seductive smile, she then took Lila's hand and clasped it tightly. "What do you want to say, hem?" mirza asked then while looking at Lila with a deep look.
For a moment the two of their neutrals were clinging to each other, Lila's hand felt cold in Mirza's grasp to make the handsome young man smile.
'Only with me holding it like this, you've been groggy, La, ' Mirza's inner pleasure.
"Za, what I said earlier in front of Grandma Rahmi, is true," said Lila then after a while both were silent. "I, I'm not using you, Za," he continued honestly.
"So, you mean ...?" Mirza's question hung in the air, because the sound of her car door was knocked from outside.
Mirza then opened the car's glass door, after releasing her hand.
"Dating party?" cecar Om Ilham who just came out of Daddy Rehan's office and saw the nephew's car just parked.
Om Ilham waited for a while, but the owner of the car did not go out from the inside, until his father Iqbal took the initiative to knock on the door of Mirza's car whose glass was dark.
Mirza only replied to him with a smile, while Lila blushed in embarrassment.
"Om Ilham want to go home?" ask Mirza later, who ignored her question.
"Yes, there was a need to be a moment with Bang Rehan," replied Om Ilham. "Yes already, o'm first, Bang, Kak Lila," said Om Ilham who tumben-tumbenan not ignorant as his nephew.
Mirza nodded. "okay, Om. Be careful on the road, greetings to the Jehan tribe," Mirza replied, waving her hand.
Mirza then closed the car door again, at the same time Lila was about to open the door because it was going down.
"Eit, wait, La," stop Mirza. "That's not done, it's not finished" Mirza said.
"Where else, Mirza?" lila asked, smilingly looking at Mirza. "I've explained everything, Za. If I don't use you," he continued.
"Oh yes, he means .. I'm not done asking," replied Mirza while scratching her non-itchy nape.
"Yes, what is it?" ask Lila.
"You want to answer now, will it be your birthday, Za?" ask Lila who deliberately buy time and make Mirza become anxious because of it.
"Jawab after the birthday, the next year is also not anything," replied Mirza, who pairs a lashing face.
"Cie ... Mirza's brother lashed, nih," Lila's god as she pinched Mirza's arm.
"Nyubit was on the cheek, not there" Mirza said, glancing at Lila's hand still in her arms.
"Now, please if you want to pinch," Mirza's pinta thrust his cheek closer to Lila, until the two faces are very close.
Lila shook her head and turned her head back to the headrest. "People who are pinch, will usually be angry. This is what you're asking, how the hell?" grouse Lila.
"Come ah, get off!" invite Lila later, who does not want to linger alone with Mirza because it will make her more wrong behavior, especially Mirza continues to bring her face closer.
Lila was about to open the car door again, but Mirza immediately restrained Lila's hand. "Wait, Queen Mother," prevented Mirza from whispering softly.
Lila looked at Mirza. "Otherwise?" asked Lila while frowning.
"Jawab now, huh. Let my spirit not swayayangan and nyari you," pinta Mirza absurdly.
"Ih, can't say anything, Za! Speaking of which is fine!" lila protest.
"This is not arbitrary, La," replied Mirza in self-defense. "I'll say it, let my spirit not waver. So tell me now, if you don't want that to happen," insisted Mirza later.
"Your spirit is indeed not flirting, Za, but your shadow that has been cast from yesterday and always bothers me," muttered Lila very softly, barely audible.
"My paradise? A heaven? What's my shadow, following you on La?" asked Mirza with a seductive smile.
Lila pursed her lips, while Mirza chuckled happily.
Silence again greeted the cabin of the car, the distance between the two is still very close. Even Mirza's breath, feeling warmly swept gently over Lila's cheeks.
"Za, come down yuk!" invite Lila who is worried Mirza will hear the sound of her heartbeat, which is timid.
"We will go down, after you give an answer," replied Mirza who now dared to urge Lila to answer her love statement frankly, with a clear answer, after Lila said that what she said in front of Grandma Rahmi was honest.
Lila ventured to stare at Mirza's bluish bead. "Sorry, Za. Not that I buy time or want to be hypocritical with my own feelings, I just need time to convince myself and this heart," said Lila. "A few days ago, I thought and pondered about what I really felt like you" she continued.
"Lantas, how do you feel, La?" ask Mirza impatiently.
Lila smiled and shook her head. "You can't guess, anyway? You're the best bet if you think that girl likes you or doesn't?" ask Lila not to believe it.
"You're different, La. Not to be confused with them" Mirza replied with a deep gaze, which was able to penetrate into Lila's heart.
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Title: IN PURSUIT OF DUDA