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A decision

"Glam!" shouted Aslin who was surprised by the sudden sight presented before him suddenly and he did not want at all.

Nging.......

A loud buzzing sound echoed in Aslin's ears just as he saw Elsa's body being dragged a few meters from where she was. Fresh blood was seen splattering around the street area, making Aslin's eyes immediately twitched when he saw everything happening right in front of his eyes at that time.

Aslin's chest suddenly hurt with a blurred vision because he was so surprised. While looking for a grip to restore his consciousness Aslin seemed to start to slowly step up his legs and continue to take a deep breath.

"Els.." call him in a soft tone while trying to find a handle for him to rest on at that moment.

With a step that sucked Aslin was seen stepping slowly towards the direction where Elsa's body was. Among the many people who swarmed Elsa's body at that time, Aslin broke through it just like that without caring about the annoyed gazes of the people who wanted to see Elsa's condition at that time.

Aslin's body instantly suffocated as soon as he saw Elsa's body that was covered with fresh blood lying on the street at that time. While crawling slowly in the embrace of Elsa's body tightly while crying bitterly found that Elsa did not move in the slightest.

"Call the Ambulance please... Help me. hiks.. Call the Ambulance." cried Aslin in a hysterical tone as she clenched her body tightly.

The whispers and the hum of some who saw him were hysterical when it was so clear in his ears. But Aslin who was already worried and grieving over everything that happened to Elsa when it completely ignored the gaze of the many pairs of eyes that saw the incident. He hugged Elsa's body tightly and kept shouting for the people there to call the Ambulance immediately without caring anymore about the views of the people around then.

"El... Don't leave me Els... Please.." said Aslin with a sobbing cry for not wanting to lose Elsa.

*****

One year later

The atmosphere of Aslin's rented house at that time looked so quiet and quiet, a morning light that came from the sunlight was seen entering into the cracks of the room, the room, making Aslin immediately blinked his eyelids repeatedly when receiving the light.

"Let's wake up Asl, want to see when you sleep like this!" said a voice so soft and familiar to Aslin's hearing.

Hearing a voice then made Aslin immediately wake up instantly because he was surprised by a voice that was so similar to Elsa. Stared at the area around his room with a gaze that looked, today was exactly one year Elsa's departure and until now could not make Aslin could not forget the figure of Elsa just like that in her life. Too many things and also the life he went through with Elsa, making Aslin absolutely unable to forget the departure of Elsa even though it had been a year.

He rubbed his nape slowly as if trying to get rid of the hallucinations that always come to him every time if he remembered about Elsa.

Aslin was seen rising from his position and heading towards the bathroom. This morning he was about to set off towards the final resting place where Elsa was, a tribute that he did every month and now right after Elsa's one-year departure.

Wash the look of his face a few times and then look at the glass sink with a gaze that looks.

"Aslin are you wearing my face soap again? Come on, Asl is expensive.. If you really want to use it, wear it sparingly!" said Elsa with a sullen look on her face while looking at Aslin who looked pensive while staring at the mirror of the sink at that time.

Breathing again sounded in his mouth make the atmosphere increasingly feel so quiet and silent.

"I'd better take a shower and meet Elsa soon, I'm sure she'll be happy when she sees me coming" Aslin said with a smiley face.

***

Funeral home

In the area of the ashes, Aslin is seen standing right in a glass box where the name Elsa is written there. Put a small bouquet of flowers in the glass box and then smile sweetly.

"I'm coming Els... Are you happy there? You're really mean to have left me first. Aren't you being too mean to me, Els? At least take me with you!" aslin said with a sad face but still trying to keep smiling.

Although Aslin is still sad about Elsa's departure, Aslin tries to smile as if trying to show Elsa that she is fine even though Elsa is no longer with him.

"I can.. Yes I can definitely.." Aslin said as he wiped his tears that just dripped without him asking at all.

***

On a bridge located in the capital

It was seen Aslin was stepping his feet slowly while staring at the river water that looked so clear when exposed to the sunlight at that time. Aslin stopped his footsteps for a moment and covered the approach towards the edge of the bridge to see the clear water of the river at that time.

Aslin's mind floated imagining everything he had gone through together with Elsa. Elsa's departure really left so many wounds in Aslin's heart. Every memory and also the behavior that so imprinted on Aslin's head, really made Aslin so difficult to forget Elsa until this moment.

He stared at the river water that looked so heavy while thinking about the memories he had gone through with Elsa. Until then a crazy thought suddenly crossed his mind just like that and made Aslin start to falter when thinking about it.

"Are you going to welcome me if I come after you Els? Pick me up Elsa." said Aslin at last as he began to climb up the river guardrail and prepared to jump down.

When Aslin decided to end his life and go after Elsa, when he was about to try to jump a hand someone suddenly pulled him firmly so that Aslin fell but in an upside down position, not falling into the river but to the shoulder of the road because of the pull of the hand of someone.

"What are you doing ha?" aslin shouted in an annoyed tone.

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