Tianda Love Replaces (When Love Comes And Goes)

Tianda Love Replaces (When Love Comes And Goes)
You're Sorry You Made Her a Widow?


The door of the apartment was opened after the digital key searched the sensor center and opened. Putting the car keys on the table Arshaka turned on the music player sit down for a moment rest rest his tired body on the sofa bed. The contents of his head seemed to be spinning considering his encounter with his first love Andrea.


People say if first love is difficult to forget, even many poems that justify writing words about the beauty of first love. Arshaka himself is difficult to interpret the love he is feeling and convoluted his heart. Between the rest of the lingering sense and the sympathetic and compassionate feeling of Andrea's state of concern.


Moreover, there is no breaking word between them, only a matter of communication relationship that is not clear direction. Arshaka leaned her head on the back of the sofa while listening to the music she played on her lapton screen. Along the music that flowed softly and the tone slowly high as if the verse sounded as if representing from the feelings that Arshaka naturally.


🎶Keep fret dear


It's hard for me to grieve


Calm down oh last night


Even though love is locked promise I don't forget


🎶 Powerless I block


No. I'm trying to stay away


Stay right here


Keep waiting....


🎶 Pledge we are facing a powerful storm


Seeking the light of holy love


Although my breath must have stopped


There is no doubt in the heart


Believe love is not replaceable


You're the one I'm looking for


You are the love to the end later


🎶 Calm oh last night


Even though love is locked promise I don't forget


🎶 Powerless I block


I'm not trying to stay away


Stay right here


Keep waiting...


🎶 Pledge we are facing a powerful storm


Seeking the light of holy love


Although my breath must have stopped


There is no doubt in the heart


Believe love is not replaceable


🎶 You're the one I'm looking for


You are the love to the end of life...


(song by Siti nurhaliza)


Slowly Arshaka was swept away in the chants of the song verse, he was awake when the time had shown at 11 pm. The music had stopped spinning massaging his tired temple, still with the same position of head leaning on the sofa. Arshaka turned to close the screen of his laptop paddling his footsteps into the room grabbing a self-cleaning towel before continuing to rest and sleep.


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Fafa smiled and laughed happily with the joke Nadia created. Susana her heart was cheerful again amid jokes and her laughter suddenly Nadia's smile slowly faded, Nadia remembered Rini's words that said if Mama Dita entered the hospital. When Rini heard there was a little commotion in the living room and her mother-in-law was already in Permadi's hands in a fainting state.


"Eh, Fafa the handsome aunt's niece is already fragrant as it turns out," Tantri's seductive take Fafa from Nadia's hands.


"Tantri, please ask for help. Please take care of Fafa! Mba wants to see Mama Dita in the hospital.''


" What pain does former in-law Nadia have?" tantri asked while confirming his position holding Fafa.


"Mba also does not know, last night Mba Rini just said that," replied Nadia a little ambiguous.


"Sudge will not change everything for the better, it will only be a wet wound that continues to imprint without being able to dry and rot. Do you want your heart to be rotten?" goda Nadia smiled.


"Ihhh, amit amit deh mba! Don't make it!" tantri's reply quickly indicated her shoulder with a horrified expression.


"Be a good woman and understand." said Nadia pinching Tantri's chin. Tantri pursed her lips.


After changing clothes and putting on a little makeup, Nadia grabbed a small bag of arshaka gifts for her. Enough to store personal items such as e-cigarettes, wallets, liptins and tissues. Nadia said goodbye to Tantri as well as the handsome little Fafa, holding her for a while before moving out.


"Honey, Fafa's gone for a while. Wait for your mother at home with aunty, do not cry and can not be naughty!" pamit Nadia peeked at the cheek of her son's kingpin.


"Be careful on the road!" tantri's message grabbed her nephew and carried him.


Nadia walked up to the mouth and was lucky she saw there was a motorcycle taxi driver. Nadia walked closer to the base of the motorcycle taxi also offered her motorcycle taxi service.


"Do you want mba?" ask the taxi driver to Nadia.


"Yes. Can I take you to Centra Medika Hospital?"


"It could be the helmet," said the ojek gave the helmet to the passenger.


It is not until 20 minutes the motorbike taxi that Nadia was riding stopped right in the hospital parking area. There Nadia saw Permadi out of the corridor, Nadia immediately accelerated her footsteps approaching her ex-husband who was about to go towards the lobby.


"Please Mask?" call Nadia half screaming.


Permadi stopped his steps turning to look for the source of the sound that was indeed. "Nadia," she smiled.


"Where's mom's room?" nadia asked worriedly.


"Mamma is in Melati room 02," replied Permadi who could not let go of his hazel staring at his ex-wife who increasingly disturbed his mind.


"Thank you.'' replied Nadia briefly. But Permadi suddenly grabbed Nadia's hand, until Nadia was surprised and glanced at her hand.


" Nadia, I'm sorry__"


"Sorry Mas, I did not linger in fear of Fafa crying.'' said Nadia pulled her hand.


Permadi could only stare at the back of Nadia who walked away without again turning her gaze back.


After I really made you fall and get hurt. Why I feel such incredible pain.


"Why? You're sorry you made her a widow, Permadi?"


The voice that sounded smooth but octave, making Permadi silent only showed the look of his cynical eyes because he did not like to see the presence of Arshaka. Ever since that night at the reception desk when Laila's mother, Nadia's mother died. Without replying or answering Arshaka's question which he deems unimportant, Permadi leaves Arshaka who is still staring at him until his car exits the parking area.


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"Kania, where are you going? Dad forbid you to meet that son of a bitch."


"Dad, let Kania see Aunt Dita in the hospital."


"No, Dad won't let you out of the house you heard that. Or you'll do more, you can do anything including destroy Permadi's career with ease."


"Ay_yah_fuck! " Kania's screams paused and cried at the same time.


Kania felt her stomach nauseous and her head dizzy in circles. Kania immediately ran into the bathroom withstanding nausea in his stomach that felt like vomiting.


Hoek!


Hoekk!


Kania spewed out her stomach contents which had felt very nauseous since. Only a clear liquid that tasted slightly bitter and sour. Kania washed her mouth with running water, staring at her reflection in the mirror.


"Why did I suddenly turn pale like this?" ask Kania to herself.


"Cania...Why you, baby?" ask her mother to worry. Ardana just looked at his wife without regard.


"Ee, Kania is fine, Mah.'' replied Kania limp.


"You sick, baby?" ask her mother again to see Kania's pale face.


"Just a common cold, Ma almost two weeks Kania overtime and came home late.''


"Yes you have rested, don't go out of the house first." refer to the mother.