TIKZ 2 [Throwing Into the Golden Age]
IT HURT HIM SO IN 2

"Why come back?" ask Hayan curiously. Udelia was not a stone-hearted woman. There must be a reason behind Udelia's head wanting to return home to her world.

"Because of my place there," Udelia replied not turning her gaze to the dishes at the table.

Five days without eating and drinking, his stomach thrashed wanting to instantly devour the entire dish at the table.

"What about the kids?" ask Hayan at the end.

"Hayan, just so you know. I'm not ready to have children yet" Udelia said. "I'm really not ready yet" he said.

"Then you want to leave them?"

"I have to go back" Udelia repeated. Wouldn't answer about him leaving the kids behind.

Udelia did not leave them. Udelia just came home to come back. Giving Boyo a pair of pendants, then asked the man who will be the holder of the dimensional key to make it easier to go in and out of the dimension.

Udelia could have asked for help to be taught by Dina who was also able to enter and enter between dimensions. But all of that took a long time and he would not be free to move.

Dina may be able to come in and out of different dimensions. But the movement is only limited to a cave that mediates the dimensional door.

Dina could not roam freely without a host capable of carrying her soul. Dina must curse someone who is original from the dimension of the world Bhumi Maja is located, then Dina can come out by haunting the body.

Hayan still did not understand Udelia's intention of leaving the children just like that. It was clear the children were dependent on Udelia. Maya who has grown up is still attached to Udelia.

"Children need their mother" said Hayan, hoping Udelia can rethink her desire to return to her world.

"I SAID I SHOULD GO BACK, YEAH COME BACK! You have no right to set me up!!" Udelia Sentak. He did not receive interrogation. His heart breaks if he is constantly reminded of the children.

"My mother isn't ready to have a baby or doesn't like their father?" hayan said of Udelia's heart.

Udelia closed her eyes. The shadow of three children flashed in front of him. Laughing to them cheerfully. Their crying is bitter. All over Udelia's mind.

But there was one point in Udelia's heart that rejected all of that. There is a corner of the heart that is not ready to accept everything. Having a child without readiness is not Udelia's path.

Udelia has a shadow when she has children, she has to prepare everything. Mental, heart, and self-sane are the main ones.

How could she be sane while she was pregnant without knowing if she was pregnant?

Also how can he hold the chest to welcome the birth of the child well if the child is born while he is in compulsion?

It was fortunate that he was not crazy.

"Tell Hayan, are you really expecting me? From the beginning you looked at me after knowing I was here, but what when you didn't know? Another treatment I got," said Udelia again lowered her intonation.

Hayan stuttered. Is correct. They, the men who said they loved Udelia, had hurt her so deeply.

Still vividly imagined torment for the torment they did. Although Hayan did not torture his wife, allowing criminal behavior was also a crime.

"If I really hadn't come would you have even seen me? In fact, me and the Maharani have nothing to do."

"That night .. If you hadn't touched my body, it's possible that the Ekadanta family wouldn't have kept me. Then I really left, no longer connected to you."

Udelia took a deep breath. If Ekadanta threw him out, the bitterness of life would surely have him. Traveling the road without strength. Hungry stomach without being able to eat delicious food. Thirst may disappear with the water in the river.

If that happened, he would become a commoner who had a hard time meeting the Emperor. Let alone the Maharaja, thani alone may be difficult for him to meet if he does not make an appointment.

If that were to happen, would Hayan still meet him? Will Dishahan recognize him? Or ... will Candra keep him if he is explored by a man from the lower classes?

"Conscious. Fancy you're not on me."

Udelia said bitterly. What those big men wanted was a grand ascetic disciple instead of Udelia who had nothing. Appearance, background, treasure, nothing on him.

Hayan stroked Udelia's shoulder. His gaze poured out confidence in the figure of the woman beside him.

"You are my teacher, my crown, my wife, my companion. Early, now, and later it will continue like that" Hayan whispered and guided Udelia to amben.

Put Udelia on that wide bench. Then put his head to Udelia's thigh. His head was moving in a comfortable position

"That's Idaline not Udelia" Udelia argued. His fingers moved above Hayan's head flowing comfort so that Hayan did not erus move on his thigh.

"I wasn't in touch with Idaline after you disappeared" Hayan explained and immediately closed in.

Hayan had no taste at all with that 'perfect' body. Repeatedly he was asked the mother why he did not want to visit Idaline, he could only answer being busy in the expansion of the region.

Hayan placed Idaline in the palace just so she wouldn't make trouble out there, and so Hayan could be the first to know Udelia's arrival.

Udelia looked at the keris on Hayan's waist, then looked up at the sky enjoying the wind that was flying her hair.

Hayan's words disturbed him. The children, of course Udelia loved them and thought of them.

What if they were left behind, what if they were far away from them. Udelia was unable. He was unable to stay away from his children.

Udelia's face flushed. Hayan moved to flip his body, until the man's face was facing his body. Hayan's hot breath brought an amused sensation on the part of his body that faced directly with Hayan's face.

While Hayan who closed his eyes did not feel Udelia's movements that began to be uncomfortable. The sleepiness really attacked him. He fell asleep in Udelia's lap.

That night he slept until morning came. His sleep was very sound after a long time never felt a peaceful night.

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Sorry if there was a mistake. Thank you very much to those of you who are still faithful here. The author of your love. Lope lope is flying.

UDELIA oo IDALINE oo DJAHAN oo HAYAN oo CANDRA oo INDRA oo FUSENA oo WIDYA oo GITURJA oo NETARJA oo MAYA oo RAMA oo RAKA oo