Touch Me, Hubby
Because I'm Dirty
"Son't never done that, Ay. We're just doing make out." Bryan's answer made everyone even more confused. Then, Bryan recalled an incident when they were visiting Bryan's friend.
"Then who, Bry?" arya asked who was also curious.
Bryan chose silence. He's waiting for Casandra to wake up. Then questioned carefully about Casandra, who is actually the father of the child she is carrying now.
After a few minutes, Casandra began to blink her eyes. He was a little confused, why was everyone looking at him with different gazes. Especially Bryan's eyes.
"What's up, Beib?" casandra asked not understanding the current situation.
Bryan took his breath. Regulating her emotions agara did not overflow on Casandra. Although he wanted to curse Casandra with harsh words, Bryan thought it was a futile thing to do. Because it all happened to Casandra.
Pain does know the person we love, we take care of it with all our heart. Even suppressing our desires in our partner, but in the end he ends up with someone else.
Bryan is trying to be mature at the moment. Trying to accept what has been outlined in their love story.
Even Bryan has prepared himself, if if indeed their love journey is enough to get here.
Bryan didn't want to be rude to Casandra. Next to her is a woman, however Casandra once filled her days to be more beautiful and colorful.
"Tell me the truth, Cas. Before I go back to my past life," Bryan looked at Casandra with a deep look of disappointment.
"What do you mean, Beib?" Casandra still did not understand the direction of their conversation. While others were silent and listening. Do not want to interfere too much with the problems faced by Bryan and Casandra.
"Say who is he?" Bryan.
All Bryan wanted right now was for Casandra to be honest with him and tell him everything. That way he can accept Casandra and also the baby in the bladder of his lover.
Casandra kept quiet, thinking about what the question meant by Bryan. Long pensive, Casandra Mukai understands what Bryan wants when he remembers how he was able to move to this sofa.
Even Casandra was unable to stare at Bryan's face still asking for an explanation from her. He wasn't brave enough to say who the father of the child was in his womb.
"Just say it, Cas. We can take care of her together" Bryan's pinta stared at Casandra's heart. And that made Casandra even more guilty of Bryan.
"Can't, Bry. We can't be together anymore."
It hurts, that's what Casandra is feeling right now. It was very hard for him to break his relationship with Bryan. They have been through a time of joy and sorrow together. Even Bryan was the one who had saved himself from the brothel.
"I'll accept this child, Cas. We can live happily all three." Bryan still remains on his whim. Makes Dirga who was there feel proud of his adopted son. Bryan would rather put his ego aside than judge his lover. For a happy family like his dream.
"Can't, Bry!" casandra said as she brushed aside Bryan's hand that was holding her hand.
"Why, Cas! Why?" bryan shouted that did not succeed in breaking the heart of his lover.
"Because I'm dirty, Bry! I'm a despicable woman. I don't deserve to be with you, Bry. You can find a better woman" Casandra said in tears. He couldn't hold back his emotions any longer. He is unable to see Bryan getting hurt due to the mistakes he made. Casandra prefers to retreat, and brings her love for Bryan to a distant place, later.
After saying that, Casandra gently kissed Bryan's lips in front of everyone. Then he got up from his seat and stepped towards the exit.
However, before he actually got out of the Natakusuma family home, Casandra looked back.
"I love you, Bry. Live well." said Casandra smiling sweetly to Bryan. Then he actually left Bryan.
Everyone there dared not comment. Even Shakki and Ayumna, who were notoriously chatty in their family, could only shed tears at Casandra's departure. They know, it's all hard for Casandra, too.
"CASANDRA....!!!" bryan's yelling sounded so bitter.
Why did I myself also leave when writing this part😭