
“ like a doctor, the doctor will understand what pain a patient he is dealing with, but they will not understand how the pain they feel, the doctor will not know how the patient should endure all the pain, the doctor can also only give advice and direction, but the cure remains medicine.” Letta was slow.
Nadia nodded her head in understanding, “ so I want to tell you the truth everywhere, honesty however like those who will still keep asking about why? wh why? and doubting something is a heavy thing.” Letta is back.
“ moreover some people there are experiencing bad situations, where they do not know where to explain from, and when he explained everyone would not believe and will continue to blame him, he said, they even find out why the mistake happened. “ explained Letta spoke thinly.
Agung so understand if letta had a bad life, initially had a happy family, spruce but ended up with a situation that made him very difficult.
Letta is taught to stay standing firmly in the middle of the narrow streets of life.” Is it because all those problems make you always conclude to face the whole problem alone?” tanyanya slow.
Letta nodded.” The situation is different, but sharing the problem now is uncomfortable. Because in letta's life, the most painful is when ourselves already feel dependent on someone, making ourselves weak, “ explained Letta tired.
“ ngerasain kayak letta depends on the father, but when Letta needs the father in the future but you do not care or will always be there for letta how??? Moreover, basically human attitude will continue to change according to circumstances, time and also the environment. Therefore the habituation of life to not give up problems to be solved both or more is much better. “
“ Letta may be difficult, but at least Letta when left will not hurt.Inner pain is difficult to do it, because it is the same mental, and good mental comes from ourselves. Letta has lived a long time with good conditions. Without anyone on the side and support letta.” Letta muttered honestly.
Agung and Nadia become silent.”bapak do not know how far the pain you go through Letta.” whisky great hoarse set letta sad.
Letta chuckled softly at her majestic gaze. “ don't stare at letta so. Letta fine.” Obviously Letta was serious to Agung.
“ if mother and father ask to letta depend on us want???” Ask nadia seriously.
” Letta can share with us, can share problems, share happiness. Letta is not alone. Letta can have friends running this life.want yah?” Nadia asked letta lirih.
Letta looked at andia doubtfully.” Letta can answer yes, but it is difficult.” explained Letta slowly.
Nadia heard it became difficult to look at letta. rubbing slowly letta's shoulders.”not what, but if you are tired you have to go home well.you still have a house to rest, “ explained Nadia firmly.
Great nodded.” There is still a place for you to pour it all out. Letta can not feel sad alone anymore, if our cape will be spirit Letta, if our pain is not trying to letta. okay???? Don't go again okay?” Tanya Agung. Letta heard it being warm.This feeling taught her to be comfortable somewhere, because home is the most comfortable place to go home. They taught themselves to go home.
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Letta stared slowly at the house owned by the Son, there was no one here at all, it made letta become backward from the house, staring around the house. Letta sighed slowly.” mbak find who?” Ask the handyman around there.
Letta glanced at the father of the father, the father who used dirty pants, red party clothes, brown hat, his face looks quite old, the type of hardworking man. “ people whose home is well sir?” Letta asked her slowly.
The worker shook his head slowly.” oh, it was visiting his grandson's house, “ obviously his.” So empty his house ..” he continued again to letta. his face was massaged curious.” Why would you know if you could?” tanyanya back.
Letta shook his head slowly to the father who he did not know what his name was., “ Just want to bersihturahmi. If you know where her grandson's house is??? That's his son's son, right?” Letta asked again in curiosity.
Replied with a nod of the head,.” Yes, about my house I know it is in the fencealam area, but if exactly do not know hehe try to connect. Who knows if it will be answered.” Evidently.
Letta nodded slowly.” oh so, thanks well sir.” Letta muttered smilingly waving his hand, the middle-aged man nodded immediately away from letta. letta once again looked at the Son's house. Sighing softly Letta stepped away.
" Where is yah??" muttered Letta slowly, because he wanted to meet all the people he left behind, he wanted to apologize.
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On the other hand the Son looked at his mother and father who played with his son with a faint smile. Jay looks spoiled muttering in there, though,
The son just stayed on the sofa making Panji and his mother happy.. “ Yesampun very handsome granddaughter oma, very handsome, very similar you fit baby first Put.” Komala muttered with excitement..
Komala's face looks gloomy hearing her son's questions. “ pants are still single until now, who wants to have a husband like you.” mumbled cynically.
“ no aunt Jasmine eh sokan nolak, uh singles. Moga to be single for life.” Ketus aleta small.
” He, what are you talking about?? No dear, the word is prayer.” Panji muttered to his daughter softly.
“ biarin, tell who is single.” Mumbled plain Alleta. Panji and Komala shook their heads. The Son just stayed there.
Indeed they are not married, Son and Jasmine are not married only Kirana Jasmine is pregnant.
Jasmine heard their talk of being hesitant and ashamed to glance at the Son, indeed since she was pregnant the son did not marry her, but he remained responsible, the responsibility of the Son was like accompanying her during pregnancy, as she was, even the son chose to live in the same house but in a different room, he gave everything that jasmine needed, like a cravings of the past.
Jasmine so remember a time ago, where she craved to eat rujak on the beach, well ordinary course actually. But the problem is that he craves at 2am, and that he wants to eat with the Son who is mengolek cabenya,
Yes Jasmine was once that bad for her womb, and the son inevitably agreed to it.
flashback..
At the age of 4 months Jasmine content Jasmine had to leave her position, because she was caught pregnant out of wedlock, so she lived not far from the city area that there is a beach. Here too is a little free so there are many couples who are not married one house.
“ yesampun kok so want to rujak yah.” muttered Jasmine sadly staring at the clock on her HP. At 2.01, gagging softly Jasmine rubbed her stomach. Licking his saliva which was like being a lot and almost falling.” You sleep a long time.” Mumbled Jasmine, it had been since 10 o'clock he wanted to eat but he held it until now but he so did not want to sleep made.
Hua... “ want to hiks hiks. Mau rujak.” muttered Jasmine with deep sadness, crying rubbed her stomach. The mood of a pregnant woman was right, as now Jasmine felt herself the saddest in the world for not getting what she wanted.
" Huaaaw the hymn!!!"
The son who was sleeping next to the room of Jasmine suddenly widened his eyes.Life long in the military world makes Putra always sensitive and alert around him, “ jasmine what is it?” tanyanya immediately ran to Jasmine's room.
Jasmine over there was shocked to see the Son forcibly breaking down her room. In shock Jasmine woke up staring at the shocked son. Son staring around room Jasmine alert” what's up?” she asked me softly at Jasmine.
Jasmine shook her head slowly.”I cravings. .” the whisper is clear.
The son heard it was squeezed, his shoulders were squeezed, wanted to be angry but saw the face of the pity of Jasmine made him not want to be angry anymore. “ you want what??” Ask the Son slowly.
‘ want rujak.” Jasmine muttered in relief.
Son nodded.” Do you know the Foodgo app??? Now the age is sophisticated, you just open HP, open the application and message deh. Later also come.” Muttered the annoyed Son immediately sat on the sofa of the room belonging to Jasmine,.
Jasmine heard it looking at the son of the plate.” The problem is that I want to eat his spoon on the edge of the pante and you who nguleknya Put. I want to eat there not at home.” Jasmine muttered in a whimper, her eyes were back in glass and her lips were trembling about to cry.
The son heard it glancing, glanced at the clock on his phone.” crazy you, now it's like this, tomorrow if you want in pante, where there is selling rujak, where I was told to ngulek.. no, I'm interested.” Puytra muttered.
Jasmine stared at the hateful Son.” No need. You go there, don't don't. I don't want.” Jasmine muttered immediately to sleep again and wiped away the tears that inexplicably kept falling from hearing the Son's obvious rejection.
Putra saw it work slowly.” loh not that, now it is still morning loh.” Mumbled the son slowly and hardened.
” What's wrong? Just bring the fruit in the refrigerator, bring chilli, ulekan and sugar are, so. Not difficult, that difficult it is you, you who make it difficult, something is not difficult if you want, if you do not want to try it means that our children are not important hyx hyks. I know you don't like me but you don't know how hurt I am. I also don't know the hyks hiks you think I want gini.” Jasmine muttered in tears as she frowned while turning her back to the Son.