Trapped Between Passion Husband And Stepdaughter
#71. Febri out of town

After their meeting at the mall yesterday. Febri did not have time to express his feelings to Indah. Because it's night time too. Arkan should be back in school tomorrow.

After they finished eating together. The three of them went straight home. Febri was forced to hold a grudge to express his feelings to Indah.

The next day, as usual, after Arkan from school and after finishing school work and taking a nap. It was Febri's custom to come visit Arkan to accompany him to play basketball. Today and I don't know how many days ahead. Febri would not visit Arkan because Febri had to go out of town. There was a sudden business that Febri had to settle.

Febri is the largest shareholder of a coal mining company located on the island of Borneo. Febri's daily life is only monitored remotely via internet networks that are monitored online. Febri can always visit Arkan every day.

Because there is a little problem and must meet with some owners of capital. Require Febri to attend her for the next few days.

Febri tells her by phone, before Arkan leaves for school.

"Hi Arkan's. I'm sorry I couldn't accompany you to play basketball today. Om also does not know until what day can accompany you. Later, if you have returned from out of town. Om will tell you", Febri tells you can not come to accompany Arkan.

"Where are you going?. Why so suddenly. Though Arkan plans to accompany Arkan to enter the basketball club", Arkan is sad.

"Yes, I'm sorry. There is a little work problem that must be solved suddenly. Later, if you have returned from out of town om will accompany you to register at the basketball club you mean", Febri feel sorry, because Arkan is very sad.

"Yes, om. It's okay if you're busy. Arkan can't force it either" Arkan said, hanging up.

"Call from whom is Arkan?", asked beautifully curious and curious.

"Call from Febri ma, want to tell me that Febri can't accompany Arkan to play basketball for the next few days. Because Febri was out of town to take care of some of his work problems", Arkan told the beautiful with a sad face and drowned limp.

"Oh so yes", beautifully answered as is. But in a beautiful mind guess. "Maybe Febri was avoiding to meet him, and would probably never come again to visit Arkan and himself. Because he already knew the past Beautiful", muttered beautifully in his mind.

Beautiful pensive. Though before Febri knew his past Febri seemed to seriously want to be in close contact with him. Beautiful pensive, a little thought over whether Febri came to accompany Arkan.

Indeed, in a beautiful little heart has put a little heart to Febri who sincerely want to accompany Arkan every day playing basketball.

"Are my words too harsh and seem to sell expensive?. All this time I was too careless and sometimes pretended not to expect Febri", muttered Indah regretting her being too indifferent and indifferent to Febri.

But it was beautiful to not be complacent and to keep thinking about Febri. "I need to know myself, and be self-aware of who I really am. How could this young, handsome, clever and rich Febri want to me who is widowed and despicable", muttered Beautiful in his mind humbly and felt insecure to have Febri.

Beautiful also try to do her daily routine and work with enthusiasm.

Until the evening comes. Beautiful can not fall asleep, keep thinking about Febri. Like a sense of loss for him not seeing Febri today. The more beautifully trying to cast off Febri's shadow the more the pain of his heart. There is a longing that is very felt.

Beautiful tried to calm herself by prostrating her prayers to the owner of life.

O Lord, only to You do I give up and give up my life.

I know I don't deserve to ask for any humiliation I've done.

Lord, I know You are Oft-Forgiving and Most Merciful.

I want to hear and answer my prayer.

Let this servant of yours have a life companion.

All for your will and your permission.

The servant can only give up and accept it. Even what is empty wants does not match the expectations of the servant.

God knows what I need.

Amens.

After finishing praying, Indah felt calm and finally could make him sleep.

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Events on the island of Borneo.

There is a Febri friend named Shinta who put her heart and wants to immediately express her feelings. Because he thought before Febri returned to Jakarta Febri should know his feelings.

Shinta works in the office area where Febri works. His office building is next to Febri's. Shinta is a young and independent woman. Positioned as HRD.

During the lunch break, Shinta stands in front of her office building to wait for Febri to leave her office building for lunch.

"Hi Febri, you want lunch again, right?. Together with Yuk", Shinta invited Febri, as soon as she saw Febri out of her office building.

"Ehh, you're Shin. Oh, well. Yuk us together", Febri agreed, Febri and Shinta also walked together to a restaurant not far from his office building.

They immediately sat down after Shinta directed to sit some distance in the corner of the room. Shinta meant that she was more free to talk and express her feelings without being heard by other visitors who came for lunch as well.

"How many days are you planning this in Kalimantan?", asked Shinta to open the conversation.

"I don't know Shin. But after my business is done I will go right back" Febri told me.

"Oh so. About your business not going to be long?", Shinta was curious.

"Not really. Stay tomorrow if I meet the owners. And our problem has been resolved, I will go straight back to Jakarta", said Febri relaxed.

"Oh so ", Shinta was a little upset, because according to Febri information means Febri not so long in Kalimantan.

"Why are you asking like that. Are you going to surprise me before I go back to Jakarta" Febri joked. Shinta blushed in embarrassment. Directly bowed confused about where to start.

"Why did you shut up Shin. You seem to want to say something?. Just tell me not to hesitate. We are both regional children on this island of Borneo. We should have helped each other. You have a problem tell me", Febri tried to guess. Shinta was silent.

"It's not really a big deal. It's just that I can't keep hold of her. I want to say something personal to you", Shinta was nervous.

"Oh yes, just say it. I'll hear it, and if there's anything I can help you with. As much as I can help you", Febri reassured Shinta.

"A...ku.u..u. I. love you Febri very much", Shinta can no longer hold back her feelings. I want to reveal it before it is too late.

"It's okay for me to express my feelings first. Because all I know is that Febri seems to have no girlfriend" Shinta murmured in her heart.

Febri is surprised, but tries to say something so that Shinta does not expect too much and is not offended.

"Shinta, I'm glad you love me. I know you're a good woman, an independent and smart woman. But I'm sorry that my heart is filled with other women.

I haven't been able to express my feelings to her. It was because suddenly I had to come here to solve some problems. After coming back from here, I will directly express my feelings to him. Once again I'm sorry yes, I hope you can accept this fact", Febri held Shinta's hand.

"I'm very sure. There are still a lot of better men out there than me. I also hope you don't close yourself to those lucky men", Febri continues to encourage Shinta. Shinta was just resigned and a little disappointed at what Febri said.

But Shinta also cannot force Febri to love her.

"Alright Febri, even though I have been presumptuous to express my feelings to you. I hope you won't stay away and we continue to be good friends" Shinta said, trying to stay strong.