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Such a mighty muscular hand continued to hit the boxing samsak firmly without even using boxing gloves. Not thinking about his still weak condition was also a clear wound that had yet to dry on his back.
Adam continued to vent his anger on the samsak hanging in front of him. The matter he felt on his back was not comparable to the pain in his heart. Pain due to knife scratches or in the hot lead even Adam can still hold it. But the pain in his heart turned out to be so many times that Adam had to find something that could be his impingement at this time.
Leaving Raisa still crying in her pavilion, Adam chose to go to the boxing gym. Only there can Adam let go of all his current feelings.
Samsak in front of him was a witness to how disappointed Adam was also the anger that had been held back since yesterday.
It had already been hundreds of times that hand was punching nonstop. Melt of sweat all over his body had already dripped down his entire body.
The wound that was only wrapped in bandages also seemed to have been unable to survive the disappointment of Adam. Fresh blood started seeping and dripping out slowly.
"AAAKKKHHHHHH!!!!!"
Shouted Adam ending his reckless actions that he actually realized that it was dangerous to himself.
Adam bowed to his knees on that cold, lonely floor.
His sweaty face was able to disguise his tears that had come out without his permission.
Love is so powerful, it can destroy a person's heart in various ways. His will changes people's feelings to be as happy or broken as Adam feels them today.
Never before had Adam imagined at all if finally destiny brought him together with the woman of his tribe. Between happy and sad because of his love, of course, will never be welcomed by Raisa, given her attitude all along to him.
Although already married, Adam still fortifies himself so as not to expect more with their marriage let alone Raisa who makes her own agreement if Raisa will ask for divorce when all their maslaah is finished.
But at that time, Raisa who began to change made Adam can not control his feelings. His passionate love orders him to show his feelings to Raisa.
The news of Raisa's pregnancy also makes Adam happy matchless. Because then, there will be the fruit of his love that will always bind him and Raisa.
But all Adam's fault, he blames himself for being blind from love. Adam realized he had hoped for more in pseudo-love. Adam who became a fool just because of a little attention from Raisa made him confident if the stone woman had the same feelings for him.
Now, it's time he gave up. Not giving up on their relationship which is actually still tied up in marriage. But Adam gave up on his feelings.
Adam did not want to act rashly by ending his relationship with Raisa. Adam was still thinking about his son-in-law, the best decision he would make after a long thought. All he needed right now was to calm down.
In addition, Adam is also still bound by a promise with Satya. The promise he made sure before their marriage took place.
FLASHBACKS
Papa can't help yelling at me just because of him??" Show Raisa to Adam. The long-haired girl was already covered in tears just because of the loud voice of her Papa.
"She hates Papa!!" Raisa ran out of her Papa's room. Leaving Satya and also Adam who were still silent since.
To him, the insults or insults he heard from Raisa were common. His ears are too thick for that.
"I'm sorry about Raisa Dam's attitude. I had also given up on that attitude" Satya collapsed violently onto the soft-looking sofa.
"No Papa Sir, that's normal" Adam still stood with his sturdy body in front of Satya.
"I'm sorry Dam, because of the threats from my rival party, you have to be his victim" Only in Adam's presence could Satya be seen as such a weak man.
"Do you have any other reason besides you being responsible for Dam?? She's my only daughter, of course I'm not going to let go of her at random" Satya looked at Adam so deeply.
"Before forgive me who has been presumptuous sir, I am indeed a nobody and have nothing. I am not from a rich family and my family is a mess. But one thing can promise you, if I will make Miss Raisa happy with all my body and soul. Nor will I hurt Miss Raisa no matter what. You can trust me"
"Why are you sure??"
"Because I love Miss Raisa" Adam did not throw his face away, nor did he bow in shame, he was precisely why Satya was so confident. Proving that his words were no joke.
Without Adam guessing, Satya actually reviewed the smile on his face that was getting older.
"I can already see from the look in your eyes when I see Raisa from Dam's distance. I'm glad you're being honest with me"
Adam was surprised because Satya apparently knew about his feelings.
"I trust you, please take care of my daughter and be happy for her. Although his nature was so hard like that, but actually his heart was so soft"
"Mother can keep my promise"
FLASHBACK OFF
"But now I'm afraid of my own promise, I'm afraid I can't keep it"
Adam's resigned, he'll go with the flow where destiny will take him.
Adam arrived home after the dawn of Adhan finished reverberating. He also went straight to the pavilion without taking the initiative to see the state of Raisa who might have gone back to her room.
Adam thought that the stubborn woman had returned to her room after her cries were not touched at all by him.
If only their relationship was okay, surely Adam would immediately cheer Raisa into his arms when crying sobbing like that.
But right now, I don't know...
Adam's feelings were uncertain, he was not moved even to care about Raisa. Maybe his disappointment has turned into....
Hate???
Adam opened the door he never locked. But there was something that surprised him in his room. Not because there were thieves or other bad things, but the existence of the woman who was currently still wearing a mukena came to greet him.
"Mas Adam just got home??"
Adam only glanced at Raisa at a glance, he could see Raisa's eyes were still puffy but forced her lips to smile welcoming Adam.
Adam passed by without caring for Raisa's outstretched hand wanting to feel for her. Adam doesn't care about Raisa's feelings right now.
The man just walked to his closet, to pick up clothes because his body was too sticky and wanted to take a shower immediately. Not to forget he also took off the jacket that wrapped his athletic body.
All the movements of Adam did not escape the sight of Raisa. Although his heart felt pain back in ignored by Adam but he still tried to be okay.
Brakk...
Adam throws his jacket at a nearby sofa with the origin.
But there was more to Raisa's surprise than that.
"Mas Adam, your back is bleeding!!"